So we found the money. now we can't find the $85 wal-mart gift card. If we don't find that, we're guaranteed to bounce a check and have to pay an extra $35 this month, plus we'll be out $85 which is a lot of money to just lose. Overall we'll be out $120 if we don't find it.
He told me to trust Him and not worry about it. I responded that it was His responsibilty to keep track of it in the first place so I didn't see how trusting Him would get us out of this mess when trusting Him was what got us into this mess. He ordered me into the house, and then left for work.
Yes, I was a bitch. I feel like He deserves it. It isn't fair that He can't keep track of His responsibilities, so I have to handle both of ours.
HELL, it's fine with me if I have to handle keeping track of the money, but at least admit it, and let me hold onto it so this doesn't happen every time we need to access our funds!
I'm still pissed. I've been eating since He left, and I'm hungry, but I feel like I'm also eating passive aggressively because I'm craving a bunch of junk food. I haven't cleaned anything, and I want to go masturbate and just leave the house the way it was. I know that's not the right thing to do. I KNOW IT. but I'm so angry.and frustrated and let down and disappointed. We could have went ahead and bought groceries, and now we definitely don't have the money to do that.
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