flea market tomorrow.

Daddy got me brownie mix because He promised. We got wine at a store and I don't like it, I can taste alcohol really strongly in everything somehow, and it always messes up the best drinks so I can't enjoy them. 

I've been so grumpy and I don't know why. Maybe it's that time again, not my period, but like how every few months I get defiant and won't listen to my Daddy. I hate this feeling, but every time He asks me to do something I feel like it's unfair, because I'm in the middle of something just like He is... and I know  that I'm the submissive, but somehow I feel indignant that He's telling me what to do and everything.

Jessi hasn't really been talking to me. I figured she'd message me on fetlife or something, but no news from her. Kinda weird considering how much she said she wanted desperately to be involved in our lives, and with our family. Keep hoping she'll send a message and ask how we're doing or something. 

Munch on the 4th. 

We're supposed to go to the flea market tomorrow, so I hope we done sleep late :) I guess we'll buy stuff for the Halloween party if we can find anything.

Daddy wants to set another party toward the end of September. So that when I send out monthly calendar stuff for the group, there will be more than just the munch. I have to send those out sometimes soon. There are thoughts about having an after-party, as well but I'm not sure, haven't run it by Master yet.

Been drinking a lot of water lately. Had two cokes today, though. We'll have to see if I get worse dehydrated. I've been picking my lips like mad, and drinking water hasn't helped. My lip split yesterday and it hurts like mad.

Oh, I've been reading Alice in Wonderland, and The Hobbit.