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He's sick at work, has thrown up several times, and called to find out what I would make Him for dinner because He's very hungry. Trying to find out what He wanted, I upset Him somehow, and He hung up on me. I was pretty angry, and went upstairs in a huff, but then I saw my engagement ring, and I put it on, and my collar, and I reminded myself how much I love Him... and I'm trying to make things comfortable for Him for when He gets home.... He's about 15 minutes late right now, and I'm really starting to worry.

I'm trying to plan how to do a red alice costume for Leather Fet, but Master didn't seem too enthused, and kind of threw my idea out... I really wanted to do it, too. I wanted to have my hair in pigtail frenchbraids, tied with red ribbons, wear my red dress, and tall striped stockings... maybe my boots, maybe not. and I would need another red ribbon around my waist.

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the pics i like.... think He's here! (10:30 pm)

11pm He went straight to bed when He got home. Laid down for about an hour, and then had to get up and walk around again. He slept a lot at work, so I guess He's not so tired right now. He threw up at least twice at work, and wasn't ready to eat when he got home. He was earlier, but when He got home all He wanted was to sleep. and now He's wandering around the house, not very sleepy after all. I was playing bejeweled, and after talking with me for a bit and helping me get to lvl 9, He tripped over the computer cord on His way out and I had to restart.  -Also, note to blogger, my auto-save didn't save for a full 30 minutes, and I lost a lot of blog in that time!-


I think that someone should give dr clockwork a chance. I don't know what his humiliation interests are, but I don't think it's fair to judge his ability to get into someone's head just by the fact that he's "not a marine."

Also, I was thinking that it could be a fun challenge for me, well, mostly for Lauren... To be in a fast-paced multi-changing scene. The rule of the game would be that no matter what was being done to me (obviously there would be some hard-limits set, and so on) I would have to switch or change or pull someone who enjoyed it, and keep going with the flow of what happened without crying, or getting upset or anything like that.   --my first thought was to have someone who didn't really know me try to make me cry or something, and tell Lauren her task, but not tell them that I'd be trying it.  but I guess that wouldn't be fair to them or me really. It could get pretty nasty pretty fast.