thoughts. cluttered due to lack of pouring out.

Still on my period. well... it was gone for about 24 hours, came back this morning, and then it seems to be mostly gone again now.

We had our four sexes in 3 days thing again. Anal, two days in a row. And I didn't mind. it was amazing and I came at least 5 times each time. Squirting :) I really am starting to be able to control it. I can't wait until He tells me not to come, forces me to anyway, and then punishes me for not listening.

The first day was sex "for Him" but I really really enjoyed it anyway.

The second day was also pretty amazing. Even though He ended up fucking me in the ass. He didn't come. I did. "Now I know why sluts can't count, Daddy!" (They're so high from coming, they can't count how many they had!)

The third day, (I think this was this one) I didn't even really want sex. We were talking about all kinds of random stuff. I had gotten dressed up because I thought we were going to scene, and then I had some emotional issues I needed Him to deal with. And then He wanted sex. I was still interested in talking, but He reminded me of my promise (and I wasn't really against having sex anyway, it just seemed odd that he wanted it and I wasn't as interested) to always give Him my body whenever He wants it as long as He only wants my body. The way He said it was so sexy I gave in instantly. If I did say no it was only to hear Him remind me that I didn't have a choice. The sex was definitely for Him (but I still enjoyed it!). After sex, He told me to stay, and left the room. He came back with a drink. I had one thing on my mind, but I didn't say anything. He allowed me a sip, and when He turned to put the drink back on the bedside table, I ducked under the covers and started sucking Him off. I knew if I wanted more sex, I would have to get Him hard again, but then after a few seconds, I realized that I wasn't as interested in continuing the sex as I was in sucking on His cock. He told me that He thought I was going to come like this, and played with me some, in fact even fingered my ass at one point.

(sex 4) Then, after probably about 30 minutes, He pushed me off, and started trying for anal. I didn't want anal at first, and fought pretty hard. Then He started biting my neck. I managed to get Him to keep biting my neck, and roll onto His back with me on top. I pushed down onto Him, and surprise, I could handle the pain of anal this way! At this point in time I was feeling very slave-like, but in my mind I was imagining even more if I was His werewolf and He a vampire (yeah I know I know, leave me alone, it's actually really hot if you're not in fantasy-crasher mood.). Really to me the only difference would be that I would be even more abusable and disposable than I am now, because everything would regenerate (grow back) faster than it does currently. Which would make anal every night a real possibility, even something He would want. And then He would hurt me on purpose for saying Sir instead of Master by accident or something, and force me back farther than I wanted to go. He let me come every time I asked though, and laughed every time I did. Then He pushed me back and made me let go- I put my hands above my head, as if I was tied in that position with my arms suspended and He was in control of how I fell onto His cock... I had my arms crossed at the wrists, and kept them up like that until He told me to bring them down, which was at least 5 minutes. He was imagining me chained like that as well, and it really made the sex absolutely amazing. I tried to bring Him into my fantasy, but He wasn't ready for it yet. Eventually He flipped me over and we fucked like that for a very long time, too. I begged over and over to come, and it was amazing. The blacklight was on, and with Him on top of me, His eyes were glowing. Toward the end I asked Him to take it out... and then I asked Him to shove it all the way back in and He didn't have to worry about hurting me.... He absolutely loved that!! it was so much fun.


He said He's going to try role-playing with me about the vampire owning a werewolf slave, He just wants to get it together in His own mind. Which is great, because I really look forward to it.