While I was rubbing Your head (and shoulders) on the way home -Thank You, for making me serve You, I needed it so badly!!- I thought of this, and I want it so badly that a part of me almost hurts. I want You to use me like You don't give a damn about me and then discard me when You're done... Like this.
You have major hold my arms down so that I can't go anywhere, with my weight on the floor of course so I can't use my legs to struggle free, and You fuck me from behind like You did earlier. Thoroughly. And then leave me downstairs when You're done with me, like an unwanted toy that's been broken.
I added in things like You would make me look at major while You fuck me, because I would be so ashamed that it would humiliate me, or that You would let major decide what to do with my upper body, if anything - but that was all just part of the fantasy.
but really I just have such a need right now... I don't know if it's "to serve" or to be useful, or to be used... or what, but i'm so... ON right now, I feel like I'm the one who is electrified. Like I have a positive charge that just has to be used before I can rest. It's not just service, I want to serve, please, play... I could even take pain right now, I just need something.
please help me.
kisses
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