horny

Sooo... we went home last night, and had a huge mess to clean up. it was an ordeal. Apparently our dogs are too good for tap water now, they just had to have bottled water, couldn't get them to drink anything else for almost a full day. Then had a lot of errands to run today, had steak for breakfast. Had sex.

"If I went as hard as I wanted to, you wouldn't last five minutes. You would be begging Me to stop." and to be honest, I agree with my Master when He said this, I know He could break me in two with His dick if He wanted.   (I wasn't allowed to masturbate last night, and then we had a quicky cuz we were in a hurry to get Him to work on time, and me to major's house.) So I've been horny all damn day. And I haven't masturbated yet. I was given permission about 2PM, and... I don't know. Major played with me but soon after, he went to bed, he's not feeling well. He threw up early today, he said. I just couldn't bring myself to masturbate in the shower. It was hot, and i was tired.


So yeah, I played warcraft some more, and realized how much I absolutely HATE the guild I'm in.

They keep pushing me to level quickly and I don't want to. I want to enjoy low lvls, and battlegrounds and stuff.

Master and I discussed a lot of stuff though, like how He thinks about our M/s relationship more than I think He does, and sometimes He punishes me without telling me, and I should just behave, instead of acting like such a know-it-all. That's what I took from the conversation, not what He said.  --Yes, I just called myself a know-it-all, and I'm not being sarcastic or bratty. I was being serious.---

I have been fantasizing about being fuck/raped with one of my toys.

Also been fantasizing about being tied with my hands above my head, the rope over a door so that I'm tied basically to the door, naked. Master of course is taunting, humiliating and torturing me, especially since I'm so amazingly helpless in this position (I may even have to stand on my toes to support my weight? Legs my be tied spread around the door frame as well?) and naked. In one of my fantasies, He is so disgusted with His slave that he spits on her, and doesn't allow her to look Him in the eyes without being slapped. In one of the fantasies, He ties me there and then masturbates. Or He ties me, and then when He shuts the door to finish the tie, He's on the outside, and He leaves me there until He wants to use me again. (we may have just finished having sex, or H may want to have sex at some point in the future). If He leaves me there a long time, then when He opens the door, He has to hold onto the rope or else I'm so weak I fall on my face. and if I'm weak, then He can easily overpower and rape/use His slave/slut/toy.

I'm so horny.

time to go fulfill that masturbation fantasy I've had since last night. lol. you know, the one where I masturbate until I got to sleep?

Oh, I didn't blog yesterday, and I almost didn't blog tonight. I remembered right before bed, and Master made me stay up late to blog.