Saturday, November 26, 2011

I want to be property.

He called me a stupid bitch today.  The fight got pretty nasty but after that I pretty much went quiet. He apologized and I told Him I love Him, and then He went to work.

Fuck this shit is killing our relationship. we're fighting about everything for no reason. I don't get it. It's like we both just need to hit a reset button and go back to normal.

He's stopped telling me what to do. It's like He's being passive aggressive, because He knows that by leaving me to my own devices, He's hurting me worse than if He would just punish me. But what He's not seeing is that I'm not going to "learn my lesson" from it. It only makes me resent Him and gives me more determination to make Him earn my obedience.

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