"she'll be back"

And I am now.

pretty big argument, and I need to finish my other post, as well.

I've been so tired and grumpy all day, but I feel much better now. Master called in sick to work, cuz He felt like crap too.

We've talked about what was going on between us (neither of us have been feeling up to par the past few weeks) and what we need from each other. For each other to work on to help the other.

He scened with Jessi last night, and tried to get me to help out but I wasn't able to handle it. He ended up sending me to my room. I wasn't able to, cuz I kept wishing He was playing with me. Even though I wouldn't have been into it if we had, because we were fighting so much.

I visited my Papa yesterday, He's been in the hospital. He didn't move while I was there. He can't breathe on His own yet, they're going to take him off the ventilator sometime this week if nothing else messes things up. He's able to breathe on his own a little. He has to pass a test before they'll let him off it. and the feeding tube.

After that, we visited my other grandfather, it was his birthday the day before. my grandmother fed us a bunch, and gave us some ravioli for Master.


I love You Master.

I've said I'll try to obey with less attitude and He's going to try to be more specific with His expectations of me.