Sex

I told Him I needed pain, and He took me to the bedroom by my hair, making me stumble and trip over myself, my hair pulled so that I had to look at the ceiling, and He fucked me. I needed it so bad, and He did an amazing job. He fucked me bent over the bed with my legs together, and made me stay in the more painful position. I loved it, and after I was on my back, it was amazing too. At one point H grabbed my throat and told me He was going to kill me if I didn't stay still, trying to put it in my ass. He wasn't really interested in anal, He just wanted to make me cry, and He did. I thought He'd switched and it made me a little worried, but I said "I love You" and He let me go and held me and then we finished and the sex was even better after I'd let go and let myself cry and break during sex.




He's been a bit odd this afternoon, He has a headache and a jaw/earache. It's been making Him dizzy, a bit forgetful, and (this afternoon) moody. At one point He was holding me down roughly by my neck and (without realizing) nuzzling my face and stroking my hair. At first I didn't understand and it just pissed me off, making me act out more. Once I realized, I got upset and then was able to handle it. It just made it difficult after being dragged to bed by my hair, and then realizing I wasn't going to get laid. It was really frustrating when I've wanted pain and playing pretty much all day, minus the few hours after sex. After my nap though, all the horny feeling came back, pretty much. So I jacked off in the bedroom and then came in here, slightly less frustrated, and feeling a bit guilty about not coming into the LR with Him immediately. major's still here (storms are bad) though, and I think I might go back to bed pretty soon, because the game they're playing was interesting at first, but I'm actually pretty bored with watching it now. Also I'm pretty tired and horny, and know I'm not getting laid. I made it quite clear to Master that if He won't enjoy it, then I don't want Him to have sex with me again tonight, even though we made a deal about it.