Anal and amazing.

When we went to the grocery store, He told me to hold His hand because He didn't feel well. A few minutes later, Jessi pointed out that He had a mark on His face. He went to the bathroom to wash it off, and I forgot He wasn't feeling well. I knew (a little voice said not to move, but I couldn't remember why, so I ignored it) I should have stayed there and waited on Him, but instead I told Jessi we'd go ahead and get dog food. When we came back to start picking up groceries, He walked by as if He didn't even see us. I told Jessi to take the cart (I thought she would follow me, but she didn't) and I ran after Him. When I touched His shoulder, He jumped, and then His face went blank. Knowing what was coming, I led Him to the shoe section (The only place in the store to sit down was luckily right next to us) and I had Him sit down. He had a seizure, but since I was there, we were able to manage. I rubbed His head, and kept Him breathing, and once He was conscious again, I asked if He would be able to get horny so that we could make it through the grocery shopping (I told Him it'd be 10 minutes)  and then I'd help Him more once we got home. He seemed to be trying, but was still having trouble thinking clearly and such, so I rubbed Him some (yes, in the grocery store) and promised Him a blowjob in the shower (It was hot out, and He'd been wanting a cool shower, so this would play into His fantasy). That still wasn't bringing Him back, so I told Him I'd let Him fuck me in the ass when we got home. He asked "really?" and I told Him "I'm Your property, I belong to You, You can do whatever You want to me." He perked up almost immediately, and put His arm around me. I mentioned that He was making me horny too, because His hand was right beside my ass. He moved His hand and rubbed me briefly through my pants and then moved my clothing and actually stuck His hand down my pants and toward my asshole. I asked Him to "please stop, we're in wal-mart!" but He persisted and pushed one finger up my ass anyway. "Please, You're embarrassing me!" He hooked His finger and tugged on my asshole, "I can do what I want with you, you're My property, remember? I own you and if I want to finger you, ass or otherwise, I will, regardless of where we are." I moaned (very quietly) when He said that into my ear, and after just a minute, He stopped fingering me. Almost right after He pulled His hand out of my pants, Jessi walked by, looking for us. We hurried after her and finished shopping.

Then He sent me into the shower and told me I was going to suck Him off, and then He was going to fuck me in the ass.

Finish this later, when we take a break/get finished with what we're doing.

Later:

He sent me to the shower, and told Jessi TMI for her taste (even though she reads my blog and knows what’s happening anyway). He told me He was going to fuck me in the ass, and also make me suck His cock. I said, “I hope not in that order” and He laughed and agreed with me. I washed my hair before He got into the shower, and I was hoping to be able to play with the toy I took into the shower with me (the plug) so that anal wouldn’t hurt as much as I thought it was going to. He told me to turn the heat down and then move so He could get into the shower, and I did. He washed, and after a bit, we ended up playing with the shaving cream; He sprayed it on my stomach. I put “cum” in His hair, and then He grabbed my mouth with shaving cream on His hands and made me hold it in my mouth for a minute before letting me rinse it out. It wasn’t as bad as shampoo. He let me rinse my face and mouth out. After, He made me get down on my knees and suck His cock to show Him how sorry I was. I did, and He told me I should be able to taste the old spice soap He’d just used on it. I couldn’t taste it, but I could smell it, and I liked the smell. After a minute, He started washing His hair, and I could see the soap running down His stomach. I hoped none of it got into my mouth, and I looked up while sucking and saw that He was leaning way back, hoping that it wouldn’t run down His front. 

My mind is blank for a few minutes, and then He made me finger His ass while I was sucking His cock, choking me when I didn’t want to do it, and whined over His dick. 

This may have been before or after the previous sentence, but ..

He made me try to put the toy up my ass, while Sucking Him off, and He told me that I could either put the toy in my ass and suck His dick, or take His dick up my ass and suck on the toy. I couldn’t make up my mind, even after being slapped, so He decided the toy would have to go up my ass, because He wasn’t done getting His dick sucked quite yet.  I tried and tried (With much forced gagging) to get the toy into my ass, but I needed to sit on it, and to sit on it I needed to be lower that I could get while sucking His dick, and so the toy just wouldn’t go into my ass. After about 3-5 minutes, He gave up and we went on to something new. I whined and begged because I was scared, and didn’t want Him to fuck my ass yet.

I think He fingered my ass before He fucking it… Having a hard time remembering the order of things, but I know at one point, He put fingers into my ass and stretched it open, and apart, even to the point of picking me up by my ass with His fingers.

He also drowned me under the shower, and then let me cough for a minute or two. (That was while He was fucking me vaginally) and fucked Susy in the pussy for a WHILE. She really liked it. I remember thinking I could hear the water squishing in my pussy when He fucked me.  (He told me to “Let me fuck you. Hold still. Don’t tell me no.”)

I screamed a lot.

At some point, (I think when we switch from vaginal to anal) He turned me away from the water and facing the far wall. He told me not to move when He put it in my ass. I screamed like such a bitch, but I think I took it OK.  He fucking my ass for a long time in the shower, and I heard water sloshing then, too. He stopped fucking me (rather suddenly as I remember) and then took the glass plug and put it up my ass. (I screamed then, too.) and He told me to hold it there. I did, and then He rinsed me off (?) and then took it from me and started fucking me with it. It felt so good when he did that. The anal had started to hurt, but hen He  used the toy it felt amazing. Then He started to use it deeper and farther out, but then He slowed down, and I thought He was suggesting that I grab the toy again to hold it in while He do whatever He was doing.  He immediately slapped my ass and told me that I shouldn’t try to force Him to give me something I don’t deserve. He hit me several times, pulled out the toy, called me a bitch, and shoved His cock back into my ass, all while I was apologizing and trying to explain that I didn’t mean to try to make Him give me more play with the toy (He’d said I didn’t deserve it while He was doing it, and I was very grateful) I was trying to hold it in as I’d been instructed.

Another time, He hushed me for a short while, told me He didn’t want to hear me scream, and after, asked me some questions, and so I was un-hushed.
He made me get out of the shower, handed me the toy, and told me to dry off and go wait on the bed, with the toy in my ass. I started to dry off, and He told me to stop being so slow. I hurried to dry off, but I was afraid to dry my pussy, because I’d been bleeding the whole time (Day 1 of my period) so I guess I wasn’t fast enough for Him. I took the towel with me and rushed to the bedroom. He’d put down a towel between the bathroom and the bedroom, which I had not in any way imagined, and it saved me from stepping on the hall floor, which was dirty. When I went into the bedroom, the bed was made, and it made me horny all over again. It was the most romantic thing He could have done in that situation. I hurried to the bed, spread the towel out, and got into a modified Position Five after putting the toy in my ass. I had spread my legs, and laid my head all the way down on the bed, but was still in the basic five position with my ass up and my hands folded as if in parade rest (?). 

When He came into the room, I think I could hear His dick get hard all over again. He pulled the toy out of my ass, and put His cock into me deep. He told me to stay still and not make a sound (maybe?) and fucked me hard with my hands stuck between my back and his stomach. I really liked this part. 

He made me get onto my back, and I think this is the first time I've done it without complaining. He asked if I was ready, and put His dick into me without any pause or slowness to it at all. It just..  went into my ass. It didn't hurt. It was pretty neat. 

He fucked me and I came all over Him. I didn't know I had yet, but it was feeling really good, and I started begging and He said, "What are you saying please for? Do you want Me to let you keep coming on Me?" It was like my brain body went into overdrive and I started loving it even more, because it was so good. He kept fucking me like this for a while. I kept begging, and when He'd ask what I'd say I don't know, because I was afraid to ask for anything; it was so amazing I didn't want anything to change.

He started calling me whore, and it was like my body was made of fireworks. Then I asked why I was a whore, and He said, "Because this is the only thing you're good for, to be a sleeve for My cock, and a holder for My cum." I begged Him to let me hold His cum from now on... To "always cum inside me, even if I have to swallow it." He laughed at me (did that happen?) , and said He would try if that was what I really wanted. I said I did, and I promised, because I wanted to do it even if I changed my mind later. He said, "Well then will you take My cum in your ass right now, to seal the deal?" I jumped at the chance to hold His cum, and said yes as enthusiastically as if He'd asked to fuck me for an entire night. It hurt when He came inside me, because there was so much of it, and His cock stretched me again to cum. 

I don't remember when he pulled out. I miss a few minutes here, and He was lying at the foot of the bed.

I wanted to suck His cock so badly but was afraid to ask, because He'd been in my ass, and I was afraid it would turn Him off if  asked to clean His dick for Him. 

He told me to clean Him off, and I knew He was thinking the same thing I was. I talked a minute with Him to be sure though, and asked Him to "help" me do it. He said He'd prefer if I did this on my own, He wouldn't want to force me if I changed my mind. I agreed, and started sucking on His dick. It was the most amazing experience ever. It didn't taste bad (or really any different to be honest) at all and I loved sucking on Him. It was just what I needed, and it felt good to me. I straddled Him so He could watch my ass (He always likes that) and He fingered me a minute or two and then (it started to hurt I think, so) He stopped and just let me enjoy myself. I actually groaned a small complaint when he made me stop sucking on Him. Then I licked the places I'd missed to get them nice and clean. He made me stop that before I wanted to, too. 

He let me put Him boxers, PJs and socks on Him, and called me the best wife ever. I felt so proud and content and happy!

He wouldn't kiss me after that until I'd brushed my teeth (But we'd agreed before I went down the second time for that. atm.) and I did, and then ate a spoon of peanut butter to gross Him out. He guessed and wouldn't kiss me deeply right then. PB has a strong smell, lol. 

We made food, and watched Stoya Workaholic with Jessi. (Well, most of it, He and I got tired and had to go to bed before it ended, but Jessi finished it.)

Jessi worked really hard on the house today. Master worked hard at work and has a few extra hours to work tomorrow. He's been under a lot of stress lately, and has had 5-8 seizures this week, after about a month of not having any. Tonight was the first night Jessi had noticed when He had one. She didn't freak out though, and that was good. I got Him to bed, and rubbed His head until He fell asleep. He didn't want sex, and was a bit emotional and sad. I hate when that happens, because I hate to see Him upset like that. It kind of breaks me a bit. But I told Him a story and He slept easy after that.

Note to self: uninstall bit torrent.