Jessi and I talked about the household, and my concerns about being a mentor/alpha sub/role model and I felt a lot better about it.
We also all slept late on Monday. Then we did boring stuff, payed bills, watched spider-man (1 and 3), ate popcorn, and walked outside.
I wanted to play/scene, and found out Jessi did, too! So I convinced Master to call and ask major if he wanted to come over and play with us. Of course, I would scene with major (he scares
I stripped down to my thong, and held on to a ring major hung from the ceiling to play a game. he picked out 9 different toys, blindfolded me after showing me each one and telling me the name for it, and I had to guess (after 4 or 5 hits) which one he'd hit me with. I wasn't especially good at this game, i only got four right. Every time I messed up, I got 10 more hits with that toy, and jessi got hit with a paddle by master for every one I missed. (major actually hit me 9 times with the quirt [the one I liked], and 11 times with the one I didn't like getting hit with, I forget which one it was, maybe the belt.)
- Small flogger
- Medium flogger
- Big flogger
- Cat
- Stinger
- Quirt
- Belt
- Strap
- Wood Paddle
After that, we each moved on to our own scenes (I just found out Jessi was topless while i was blindfolded. damn why did I miss that?!!) where I was caned and paddled and :) roped up. my arms were tied behind myback and then i was partially suspended (meaning I couldn't fall, in case I lost my balance, which I did because I was meant to!) then major tried putting clips on my nipples, and put clips on my stomach and hit them off (i think with the strap).
-- major's parents never have sex -- End announcement.
The clips hurt extremely much, and so those didn't stay on my tits long.
we'd agreed before the scene that I would use "Major" as his title, because susy kinda freaked out when he wanted her to use "sir" during negotiations. It was basically the enforcement of my fourth rule, (the title rule) during scening.
I hid the ball gag while he was setting out all of the toys he wanted to use on me, and right after he'd tied me down, he asked where I'd put it. I didn't answer right away, but thought quickly about my options. During the time I was thinking, he called me a SAM, because I had started misbehaving before we even started scening. I led him to the ball gag in the dungeon judging where he was by his voice, which I thought was impressive, since I'd never done it before. Major said I was a good girl for telling him where it was.
"Do you want to be paddled before or after you're suspended?" and he kept hitting me while I tried to think of the right answer. I didn't know whether it would be worse to say "before" because he might do it both times anyway, and I didn't want to say "after" because if he was telling the truth when asking which I wanted, it would hurt way worse afterward. I'm still going through all that in my head, and he says "alright, I'll do both." I think i involuntarily whimpered "no". he laughed at me of course, and kept hitting me.
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After all that, Major added the crotch rope with the scratchy rope (payback, right?) and I was really enjoying the break as he tied it. I relaxed a little, and I think I started humming, which got me in biiiiiig trouuuble and caused some pretty fun pain.
Major made me feel like I was going to fall a lot but I think that was the point.
I had so much fun scening. I was apparently really loud, (everyone says they really liked that part, but it wasn't my fault! Major caned the shit out of me!)
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So then my leg was suspended, attached to the crotchrope, and I had to hold my leg extended straight out (I put a lot of weight on the crotchrope via my leg, I don't think it was directly on my clit, since Major put it on over my panties, as negotiated before the scene) At once point while I was being caned, I pulled myself up off the ground completely because it hurt so bad, trying to get away, putting all my weight on the crotch rope, but he just followed my movements, and kept caning me, so I let myself back down.
He played with my boobs a lot and I really liked that, I absolutely love having my tits played with all the time, and pretty much any way, except impact. Major did some impact play there, too though, and it wasn't unbearable or anything.
He used a soft flogger to give me a break and said "oh this couldn't hurt, could it?" "I'm sure if you wanted it to, you could find a way to make it hurt, Major." I could hear him grin. "Well... yeah, but that's not what I meant."
Major put a clip on my tongue, revenge for me making him bite his tongue, and left it there forever, it made me whimper and want to scream, it was a 7 on the pain scale at least.
When Animals came on the scene music, he caned me hard as hell to the beat all the way through. I think this was right before he used the soft flogger, and I have to admit I needed it by the time the song was over. Then Master of the Puppets came on, and I almost freaked because I know that song is over 8 Minutes long, and he was really getting into the beat of it, as well. By the time the song was over, he had me pretty much untied, so I was (ironically) not a puppet anymore.
I don't know if I mentioned this before, but he totally mind-fucked me. He was poking me with a sharp small object (I think it was a flosser plastic thingy) and Susy was in hysterics, because it tickled somehow... and then he said, why are you laughing, you're about to need to get some jewelry for this new piercing, and susy freaked the hell out, and it stopped tickling and started to hurt, even though I knew that we'd set needles as a hard limit. He kept poking me with it for a good two minutes, making me struggle and scream and yelp, laughing at me.
After the scene was over, Major gave me chocolate, which I didn't eat right away, because I wanted to stay out (Emily) and didn't want Susy out while I was cooling down. Master was taking care of Jessi, so after a few minutes of confusion on our parts, we determined that snuggling the other people (Master w/ Jessi and me w/ Major) was OK with the other person. :) I was really enjoying being rubbed and taken care of by Major, and then Master and Jessi came over and started talking, and it really started to mess with my head, and got even worse when Jessi started snuggling me. I've never wanted to just stay near one person after a scene before, but it really messed with my head and mood. I kinda got quiet and went upstairs to be by myself since I couldn't get any of the other people alone to tell them what was going on. Finally Master talked to me, and then Jessi and Him stayed in the living room and Master (He suggested this, it seemed odd ot me at first, but worked out really well) sent Major to the bedroom to come finish aftercare.
We snuggled a lot, and talked a lot more than that (I almost fell asleep a few times while Major was talking) and talked about personalities and the scene, and future scenes, and fantasies, and anime, and rope, and breathing techniques (I keep asking him factual stuff about things I've written, and ending up with some awesome tidbits for future reference as well) and I told him that I really like the idea of being tied completely immobile and made to take more pain than I can handle. Before that we'd both been getting snuggly sleepy, and when I said that, he kind of woke up and we started talking more awake-like. Susy ended up tickled, and pinching and learned a more effective way to pinch, and they played around a little, and I (Emily played some, too) and at 4 minutes to 5AM (Bitch-raping time [which he still knew he had to get my consent and didn't have it, btw]) Master stumbled in half asleep. I don't remember much after that, because I was really tired, lol. I know it takes 7 pounds of pressure to break the clavical bone now though, and that it's kind of hot when the upper-lip/under the nose piece of skin is used during play.
Oh yeah!!! And I like having my tongue hit during impact play, I totally forgot about that, but it was a real turn-on when Major was slapping my tongue- It was part of the only thing keeping me sane when he used the same paddle on my already sore and bruise tits.
I like trying to get away with things during scenes, and I got away with not using the title at least 4 times, as well as I pulled my tongue back in after being directly told to keep it out until I was allowed otherwise. Other than that, I don't think Major let me getaway with anything else.
He talked to me a lot during the scene, and bit me twice (one on the left upper ear and once on the right shoulder) and when he talked, he was always close to my face (i was blindfolded) so I could feel his breath on me. He also (didn't realize) was rubbing close to me a few times. I actually kinda sunk out of it for a second when he bit my ear, I really didn't expect to like it.
future things we discussed... well the only one I remember was more talking :) and brattyness :D
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