the voices want trouble

today is my sister's birthday.
my husband is having some trouble at work.
I made major bite through his tongue last night... it was an accident. susy did it.he bled a lot.
I really wanted an orgasm, and Master is really upset about work, so I did my best to cheer Him up by acting sexy, but I didn't push for Him to play with me.

we need to get back to our bible study! it's really been on my mind, but I'm afraid to ask, because the crucifixion is coming up in the next few chapters.
we abandoned our lent vows, because we made a few mistakes, and got discouraged and gave up.

I don't know how to help my Master, and I'm afraid, too.
I'm putting in an application now, for wal-mart. I won't tell Him, I'll just let Him find out when He reads this.



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OMFG that was awesome. Master gave me anal this morning... I think I didn't tell Him flat-out last night that I wanted it, and so He didn't really know that I wanted to get fucked up the ass.

I thought I was telling Him flat out that I wanted anal when I told Him I wanted an orgasm and to play with my toys in the shower, but APPARENTLY women speak a different language than men.

sooooo... I told Him this morning (flat out) that I had really wanted anal last night. And He started rubbing me, and I was still very horny. He started getting close to my ass and I tried to grind on him backwards. He made me take off my clothes, he put on a condom, and fucked me normal for a little while.. doggie style. Blink was out for this entire scene here, and then He got a toy, a glass one (didn't tell me which one it was) and when I asked, He said, "it's one of them" . As soon as the toy went in, blink started crying because it hurt, and she was very upset and tried to tell Him that she wanted to take it for Him. He made her switch to Emily... If she hadn't switched there would have been no anal, at least not in the time He had before work, so there's no point regretting or being upset about it. I think Blink would like to try anal, a little more slowly and gently than this last time, but I know she really wanted to do it for Him, so I think she still wants to.I woke up matt, I was screaming so loud. It was fucking amazing, and I felt like He was putting me on display, making me scream. I love it when Master shows me off just because He feels like it.

I had this awesome fantasy that puts to use the fact that I'm not at home alone. Master could put me in five over messenger, and then text matt on his phone to allow me to recover. It would be hot, because Master would be putting me on display and he wouldn't even know what was going on until he got the text message to let me up. It would be a rough test of my obedience. He'd have to know I was at the pc though, and in front of people.   It was pretty hot in my head, but doesn't sound as good on here as it did between my legs.