Bullshit

I feel like He doesn't put me first anymore.

worse than that, every time I'm around or talk to Him, He gets mad at me for no reason, and only wants me to go away. I know I haven't done anything wrong, but He's pushing me away anyway!

I'm starting to wonder if jessi is a bad BAD idea if He can't even handle us, as a couple. She always needs something from him, and He's practically babying her, and I can't even get a few minutes of casual conversation without a fight or her interrupting!

I need Him, and I'm getting sent to bed so He can cool down from her bullshit. I spent all day trying to win His approval, damn it.

4-27-11 (found on notebook paper, typed July 30, 2011)