um. yeah. my butt hurts.

My ass hurts. No, not anal. I scened with Major. He was trying to get me to red, but I didn't know that until I realized about halfway through the scene. Master negotiated the whole scene, with no input from me or anything. He sent Jessi and I to wash dishes, and then when we were done, He bent us over opposite ends of the coffee table, and Major beat my ass, and He beat Jessi's. 

Master let Jessi up after a bit, and then He made me hold on to the table and sometimes held my hair or my neck. It was really intense. I bucked a lot, trying to handle the pain, and sometimes to buy a few seconds between hits. At one point, when Master was pulling my hair (which made it hurt worse, because He was pulling my hair in a painful, not sexy way) I pulled my legs up and held my boots over my ass. Major said he could smell pussy, (I didn't think I was wet, but I guess I must have been) and I pulled as hard as I could away from Master pulling my hair down to the table, and swung my elbow around toward Major. (I found out after that I had actually hit him in the balls) Master stopped me, told me if I fight back then the scene is over. I bent back over the table.

When Jessi got up and went out, I was right in the middle of sitting back to try and handle the pain (I had just recently started crying, which continued until the very end of the scene.) and I saw her go outside, and I sat and didn't move, I almost kind of zoned out. Master went out after her, and after a few minutes, Major and I started scening again. This time I took a shirt and put it in my mouth so i could bite down. He put his hand on the back of my neck to hold me, and I really liked that. A couple of hits felt really good, and then it would switch to almost unbearable pain and I would buck again-- or try to-- with Major's hand on the back of my neck, I was pretty much trapped into taking the hits the way they were given, with a lot less chance to buy those few precious seconds that gave me time to process the buildup of pain. And then it started to feel good again, and I started moaning.

I didn't mean to switch, I remember it feeling good and moaning, and then it hurt because it was the same spot being hit over and over again, and then Major started hitting the bruised spots on my thighs from the last time we scened. I tried to switch back, but there was too much going on. I sat down, and Major didn't know it was me, and swatted me a couple more times. I said I was sorry, and I didn't want to tell him I switched, because I didn't want to mess up the scene at all.

When I came back out, I was looking for a shirt, and holding chocolate. Major was standing by the door, and said, "Come on." so I followed him outside.He filled me in on what I missed, and said Susy seemed to be OK, he was more worried about Jessi. I agreed. When we went back in, Jessi was nowhere to be seen, and Major went out of the room. Master told me I should have called red instead of switching. He thought I switched on purpose. I responded that if I'd switched on purpose, I would have pulled Danny. Master thought it was pretty funny. I'm sure Danny will get me back for it eventually though. 

Major says we'll have to take pics, and I look forward to seeing what my ass looks like! :)

To be honest, I don't really remember much else about today, except that blink started painting a picture, and it's pretty good.

"What is it wish serial killers and scrap-booking? You'd think we'd have used it to find them, since the only people who scrapbook are housewives and serial killers."