April 13

Sigh. I'm running late on blogging but Master said I could have an extension.

Major brought over the couch last night, and stayed overnight, slept in jake's bed again. we couldn't move the couch down to the basement without another guy, and Master was at work from 10pm  until 7:30 AM.   So... I tried desperately to blog but was continuously distracted, the dogs ate the batteries for the TV remote, so we were stuck watching family guy knockoffs and listening to major's piggy porn. Jessi blogged too, and then she said, "I'm staying awake all night!" and immediately fell asleep on the couch. Major soon after this met Blink, and they hung out for a decent while, talking about a bunch of random stuff, we found out that Blink is 8 years old, and she tried to convince Major to let her try his cigarette, because she didn't know whether she liked it or not. She finally dropped it when he said he didn't have any money. Blink understood money stuff, but didn't understand why he could smoke and she couldn't.

Major asked again to read the blog, because emily told him she was blogging about scening, so blink let him read it. I don't think he knows the website for it or anything, but it seemed important to say that I shared that.  It gave us some things to talk about and stuff. I forget what we talked about but that was pretty much it all night other than me blowing my nose every two seconds and feeling miserable.

Today, I walked the dogs, made pancakes (choc chip for jessi and me!), and washed dishes with jessi!
I bugged Major a lot this morning, and got pinched some for it, and then helped Jessi realize maybe a little more that Major isn't as scary as he acts like, and we both snuggled him for a little bit, and then tickled and played and talked for a while.  Major showed Jessi how to properly hold the hand when spanking, for maximum velocity and thuddiness, and also the spots not to hit when flogging and stuff. Master had already showed her a few of those, but I think the reiteration is helping her learn, because she accepts what everyone tells her, even if she's heard it once from all of us.

Jessi gets sad and doesn't like to eat. I don't like to talk about that really. It makes me sad, and sometimes when I try to help her, I think I might be making it worse, because I don't know what to say to make her feel better. She's been clinging to Master a lot, and it's really cutting in on the time I get with Him, just to talk and stuff, but even if she wasn't here, Major would be, so I know I wouldn't really get a lot of time to talk to Him anyway, especially since they're playing borderlands right now.

)Blink) After they ate breakfast (I got to smoke my cigarette, Master said I could, and I stuck my tongue out at major for it, too) and moved the couch downstairs, Jessi snuggled Master on the couch and I massaged Master and major's legs for carrying the couch downstairs. Then Daddy got on top of Jessi and was biting her neck.... I dripped some water down the back of His pants, and He put me (in panties and socks and collar only) in Position Five in the middle of the floor where they could watch, and poured a whole cup of water on my ass and lower back and my hands and then splashed it up under me between my legs from behind, and got water in my face.  Halfway through, He let me up into Position Two with my Recover command. He asked if I liked it, and I shook my head yes and giggled because I loved having water poured on me, and being played with in front of an audience, and put in positions. He's never played with me in front of people before, it was a real rush. After, He spanked me closer to Major and Jessi, and some of the water from the splatter spanks hit Major. Then Master sent me upstairs  (outside and then in the house) while still in my panties and socks and collar. I put on swim shorts and got in the shower, in case they wanted to play with me.

They didn't. They wanted me to hurry up and get out so they could go downtown and stuff to shop for equipment or something, I guess just get out of the house maybe... Well, as soon as we all got in Major's truck, me in the middle in front, and jessi in the back seat, Master grabbed my hair and pulled it back so that my head was pulled back as far as it could go, with my neck arched over the back of the seat. Mikkal made Jessi hold my hair back, and said once we got to a certain road/turn, she could let me go. (about 10 minutes I think) and I started to move because my shoulder started to get a crick in it, and He made me say out loud what I was doing and why I was moving, and then why my shoulder hurt. Then He said, "What makes you think I care whether you hurt or not? Take your hands out of your lap, I don't want you touching yourself" Then we finally made it to the turn, and she let go of my hair. I thanked Him, I thought it was over,a dn when we got to the next turn He grabbed my head and jerked my head back again. She held my hair again, and Mikkal twisted and pulled my already sore tits, torturing me. After a minute or two of this, He gave the "Hush" command that I stay silent, and said I was interrupting major's music, and to shut the fuck up. He kept torturing me, and I yelped several times to the next turn, earning myself several slaps to the face and a few strangles. He held my mouth open with His thumb at once point, and basically pulled my jaw so that it pulled on my hair, too. After we hit the next turn and He let me up, He told me I was not allowed to talk or communicate. I immediately thought, "The Game" and broke into a fit of silent giggles. He told me I was going to pay for that, and the next time, He held my hair back really tightly and made sure that I was in the most pain possible ever time He pulled and twisted my nipples, and bit me as well. I got slapped even more for this, and cunt-punched about 3 times, as well.

It turns out this was my punishment for the two marks I have on my hand currently, both of which are for not blogging. When we got to Major's house after switching cars, I was soaking wet through my panties, but didn't touch myself at all today, because I wanted Master to know I was serious about following His instructions.

I took some allergy meds at Major's house and they seemed to work ok. My nose has been running all day, and I still have a  pressure headache, but it's not as bad as it was yesterday, so... blech. After that we went to some other places, Master bought me a pretty shirt for 70 cents!! and then we went to McD and had a snack and then the movie theater. Master sat in the back cuddling Jessi the whole time we were driving anywhere, and it was really sweet to watch Him take care of her.

(Blink) I made Daddy mad, He gave me a bite of His burger, and I took a bite and then put my gum on it.. I thought he'd see it, and when He took a bite as soon as I handed it back, and was like no no no..... awwww... and covered my face. he was really mad and spit out the car, and I was afraid He'd put me in five in the parking lot, but I just wanted to play a silly joke, and ... he wasn't mad later. We watched big Momma, and there were some reallly hot chicks in the movie. So hot that every time there was a hot scene Major would grab my leg and squeeze really tight ... idk why... well this was a bad combo, because Timmy got nacho chips and didn't eat them all and handed them to me to hold......... and  halfway through a really hot scene..... CRASH!!!!!!!!! and chips flew everywhere. it was really funny. Master cuddled Jessi and I cuddled Major.

We went to Walmart on the way home and got ice cream and milk (and milk-water for Jessi, she doesn't like real milk) and Jessi and I made milkshakes for everyone.

now the Doms are playing borderlands, it's 2AM, and I feel miserable and want to be cuddled like Jessi does.. but I want to be taken care of and held, not just hold on to someone.

Danny came out and talked to Major for a little today, told him she'd like to hold the blond chick by the hair while she was on her hands and knees and watch him skull-fuck her. (skull-fucking is Major's fetish, not Master's, so... whatev) and that Master could fuck her in the ass. Then both parties would really get what they want, cuz Master would be fucking her in the ass and staring at my ass, and He'd probably really like that while I held her still to keep her from struggling, and shook my ass everywhere. 

Danny also asked Major about how long someone could stay in a fully extended position, tied in it. He was thinking about the erotica below, the one I wrote on 11/10/2010 :

I drag her to my bedroom and cuff her wrists into shackles above her head. She’s in a corner of the room, facing outward with her arms pulled up above her head, tight enough that she has to stand on her toes to touch the floor. I slap her across the face, and then leave the room. It’s not like she’s going anywhere, anyway.  I find an old pair of ballet shoes in the attic, and then I come back in and force her feet into them, locking them in place when I’m done. Then I put a pair of clover clamps on her tits, drag them up and over her shoulders and let them hang down her back for a moment. I pull her thong down to her ankles. I then take the smallest anal hook I have and lube it up pretty well before shoving it perhaps a little too roughly up the girls ass. I pull the chain on the clamps tight despite her pleading sobs and attach them to the hook. I put a gag in her mouth because she won’t stop saying how much it hurts, and I know it’s going to get worse when her legs get a little shaky from the boots. I go out of the room again for a pair of scissors and a razor. I lay it on the beside table and take my time making the bed. After, I place a light non-fitted sheet over top of everything and get the ankle cuffs ready to be used. She’s squirming and making muffled yells in the corner, and I have to admit I’m really starting to enjoy the sound. I take a ruler and repeatedly hit the exposed tips of her nipples for about 10 full minutes until she is sobbing from the pain. I stop hitting her, give her a second to think I’m done, and then shorten the chain from the clamps to her ass hook. I sit on the edge of the bed and masturbate. I pull the gag from her mouth, slap her across the face, and then finish while watching her cry. After I’m done, I unlock the heels and pull her out of them, remove the hook and the clamps, and finally let her down from the chains. I catch her and tie her spread on her back on the bed with her hands above her head, wrists tied together to the headboard. I trim and then shave her pussy. She has a long since stopped crying and is now a bit more relaxed. I let her loose and tell her to go take a shower while I clean up the sheets. Weaken and shaken, she does as I command.