Period, pain, stress, D&D Saturday 7/20

 

Thursday 10:35 AM 7/20 

Period, pain, stress, D&D Saturday

His migraine went down to a 4 or 5 yesterday. OTC pain meds finally started to work too. He had the strong anti-nausea antihistamine last night and the night before too. It was the last thing we hadn’t tried. 

He hopes to feel a lot lot better today. And wants to DM this weekend. 

I dropped my phone in water yesterday morning so I didn’t update until now because my phone has been off. 

He needed to sit quietly on his room and just relax yesterday. 

My anxiety was so bad, I was so panicky- I just went to my room and cried for about ten minutes straight. And then picked myself up and forced myself to start working on getting ready for D&D, if we are having it this weekend. I still don’t know and it’s so freaking stressful to plan for something and not know if what I’m doing is actually a waste of time or not.  If we don’t have it this weekend, Alex is booked for 3 weeks straight, so it will be at least 4 more weeks before we play. We’ve already delayed 3 times I think. 

I started my period this morning and my back hurts so badly. I took meds 2 hours ago and still just HURT. But I can’t ask him to help. He needs the rest, and to not push his neck or head more than he HAS to or it might start all over again. 

So I have no choice but to push through it. 

I need to make sure I eat today. Make sure I take care of the dogs. And then figure out the rest.