Suddenly OK with it.

I don't know why, but I've been thinking about kids a lot in the past few weeks.
Maybe it's the strong-willed child book, but I have been putting a lot of serious thought into raising a child, how many I want, what I want, if we'd be able to afford it, what I would do if we didn't have one of each in the first two tries... getting myself ok with needles so that I wouldn't freak out at every appointment...

I've had my period recently, so there's no need to worry about that - I was thinking about kids before my period. I just wanted to let you know that if something does happen and we get pregnant, I'll be ok.

We'd have to try a lot harder to go to church every Sunday, and I'd have to look up all those old songs I used to sing as a kid, and buy the old kids books and a few more classics...

And I've even been considering that we tell them growing up that they have to read the book before they watch the movie, that is if it's a movie that came after a book, not one like Aladdin that they made a book with pictures from the movie after the movie was made. (I know a kind of bad example, bc there's Arabian nights that they could read, but my point is still made kind of.)

 I'd love to hear what You think of this...

Sydney