jumble o pills

Master had His second interview yesterday, and they'll call and let Him know if He gets the job when they're done with the rest of the interviews. It seemed pretty positive to me, though. Until we know for sure, He is of course still going to work at His current job.

Also yesterday, I was given 3 ibuprofin and 4 tylenol plus a doubleshot (I thought it was a regular shot and tried to down it and choked and gagged but still swallowed it all) and another shot (so 3 shots) of vodka. I was so out of it. At least, I felt out of it. I hadn't eaten breakfast, and I was in a lot of pain from being on my period.

but it worked!! It made the pain go away, and then Master instructed me on how much time to give to take more pills and what to take to keep the pain away. He let me sleep after we ate (yummy, 2 mcchickens!) and we grocery shopped and got milk, cereal and stuff for His lunch I think. also strawberries and some candy and chocolate, but most of the candy is for the party as favors.

we got a crop as a gift from lass and m at arms. I'm so happy, I missed my crop, it's been broken for a while.

oh yeah. He got sent home from work because He "looked sick" and also scared the hell out of us and dragged me out of bed half drunk into the basement in the worst rainstorm ever because He said something about hearing a tornado. scared the shit out of me. I wanted to go back to bed, but I never made it there, lol.

AND we had sex. we role-played after jessi left for work (so we wouldn't bother her by me screaming I guess) and I was a kidnap victim and He was torturing me... it wasn't very descriptive, we really just stepped into the roles and enjoyed ourselves. We had sex, but like I specified before we started, it wasn't about the sex, He wanted to hurt me, and sex was just another way for Him to do that. So we started playing. Everything hurt, but it was in a good way. Usually when I'm on my period, the first time we have sex hurts because it feels like everything inside is swollen and tender, but this time it felt really really good, just felt like He was having a lot easier time reaching my back wall than normal. So then He starts pressuring me to pick where He could come, my ass, my mouth or my cunt. I couldn't choose and started begging and He said He would pick if I didn't. I begged for Him to let me go. He said He would let me go after He had come in my ass. I tried to let Him put His dick in my ass, and it hurt so bad and I freaked out and begged and almost started crying, and I caught myself and He pulled me close and I said I was sorry, and we stopped role-playing long enough to get His cock into my ass, and then I let myself get back into it, and we started playing again. He said He was going to cum in my ass and then He'd be through with me. He fucked me for a really long time, and kept stopping and degrading me, and hurting me and making me change positions, and keep my head down, and pulling my hair, and He wouldn't come, but I kept begging Him to. He pushed a glass toy up my ass and made me call myself a whore while holding it there. He also hit my hand over and over and made me fuck myself with it. It was awesome. Then He dragged me to the bathroom (I love having the bathroom counter clean, btw, it's like the best thing in the world) and bent me over the counter and made me look at myself getting fucked in the mirror. He made me call myself a whore again, while watching myself. He fucked me in this position for a good 15 minutes, and after the first five, my character started to enjoy it, and moaned and everything. I even leaned back onto Him to help Him get deeper. When He realized I was enjoying it (and He made me say out loud that I did, one hand in my hair to make sure I saw myself be a filthy whore and betray my own feelings) He reached around and started playing with my clit. It felt good and hurt a little, but mostly felt good. I thanked Him for playing with it, and got fucked harder in return. After He was through with me (He never did come, and He did it on purpose because He said when He got off He'd have to let me go, and He didn't want that!) He threw me into the shower (it was warm, thank You Sir!) and made me kneel at the back of the shower and hold my hair up above my head. And He pissed (and pissed and pissed for a really long time... like 2 or 3 minutes, I swear) on me. On my chest, and naked body and legs, but not on my face (Again, thank You Sir) and it was the perfect ending to being treated the way I had been. I mean, He wasn't especially degrading more than He normally does during play, but somehow the character He was portraying seemed the type to try to break down a girl this way. I was so happy and giggly afterward! We both really enjoyed it and I hope (fingers crossed) that we'll do more role-play fun stuff-ish-ness in the future!

And a few hours later Vicki fucked Him in the ass with my new toy! :) Not many details, just wanted to make sure it gets listed.

PS 

cum + cherry body stuff = really really gross, 

so only rub it on the dick before they start precumming.

and blink was out. she laughed when He talked and signed to her at the same time. He made me try a roast beef sandwish. It was soggy, sticky grossness with a small yummy taste of roast beef.

And Seshafi has been out a bit since last night, and she said she felt young last night. He really likes her "sensual kisses" ..idk.

my back doesn't hurt this morning! woohoo maybe I'm over the pain!

Going to take a short nap before starting the work. and then I want to work on my writing or maybe my painting.

may have jessi read bishu if she's interested.