Master and I had an argument this morning, and made up before He left. I really wanted to be near Him, so I asked if I could go to my parents so I'd have the opportunity to ride with Him on His way to work. He said yes, so I spent today with my parents, my little brother, and 3 of my sisters kids.
I was wrong in the argument. We were both being unfair to each other, but I had been bratty all week, I knew it, and I was pushing Him too far. I apologized and thanked Him. I was trying to push Him into giving me pain by acting out (no, not consciously) and spent some time in Position Five... and then Position Four... and then Position Five again. After, we made up - ish. I was still angry, but I was able to control myself and my mind, at least. and I really appreciated Him giving that control back to me... or maybe.. taking that control from me, so that I could control myself.
I made hamburgers for dinner at their house. and salad.
He said I could blog later (it's 12:45 now) but still had to blog before bed.
I think we're going to play a bit before bed, my grandmother gave me some hideous clothing that I said I'd love Him to cut off of me, and He's already been running His blade over me. I can't wait!
PS Mom has a turtle and He wants to let Jessi keep it. I have reservations... they stink, need a large area, and basically secrete salmonella.... but it would still be better than a frog, and she'd be responsible for it... and it would stay in her room, bc the dogs would chew on it's shell like my sister's dog did.
PPS Tomorrow is my Dad's Bday and I'm going to their house again, and taking his favorite, red velvet cake (roll) and red velvet cupcakes for the kids.
PPPS Nana is in VA and has been for about a month.
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