So I got into my bed at the foot of the bed, and master called me up onto His "for a minute". I thought He just wanted to cuddle, because He seemed really tired before then, and had seemed very uninterested in sex, so I hadn't asked, I figured it was pretty important to get Him into bed. (It is IMPORTANT to note here, that at this point He had not read my blog post from last night about my fantasy, because it amazed me at the similarities - I felt like He'd read my mind, or found some way to read my blog without me knowing)
Well He pulls me close (the lights are out, and I'm only wearing panties and my collar, maybe socks.) and He is so warm it feels really nice, and begins to hump me. I enjoy it, leaning back on Him and moaning. He asks how much I'm bleeding, reaches down and rubs me through my panties. I respond that it's been a heavy day, (and think back to the 3 soaked all the way through tampons I've had the privilege of using [I didn't have any for part of the day while we were at major's house, because I forgot to bring those, as well as the game] but don't tell Master that, it would spoil the mood) and He presses how heavy and asks if I'm bleeding right now? I say yes, but I'm not wearing a tampon. He asks who is out, (Sydney or Emily, I respond and He calls me Sydney, pulling me all the way out instead of halfway and confused) and asks me where I want Him to cum. It turns me on to hear Him ask that, but I really can't make up my mind. He tells me if I don't decide, (pressing up against my ass) He'll decide for me. I still can't decide, both sound good and both sound unpleasant at the same time. He tells me to finger my ass. I take off my ring and do as I'm told, one finger. He rubs against me, enjoying forcing me to do this, and then makes me use two. I try and don't have enough lube from my pussy to get my fingers in my ass. He tells me if I don't, He will, and I keep pushing and say I can't... they won't go. He moves my hand out of the way and shoves His fingers up my ass. They feel so much better than mine did, but I'm compelled to beg anyway. I beg for a few minutes, trying not to moan too loudly and then I ask the magic words, "Please Master, give me another chance, have mercy!" and He pulls His fingers out and allows me to finger my own ass. He tells me to stay and shoves my fingers deeper over and over while I beg forgiveness for not doing it properly and for not being able to the first time. He pulls my fingers out and throws my hand in front of me and tells me not to move to only move my hand out of His way. He shoves His cock into my asshole as I beg Him not to, and tells me again to stay, this time pushing my face down into the mattress as I try to get up. It's easier to stay down when I'm already down, but it is extremely difficult to go back down once I'm mostly up, there's a place in the middle on the way down that always hurts really baadly and makes me jerk my body back upward. He fucked me like this, my body hanging halfway off the bed while He fucked me, and I still in pain from the entry and angle and the rough pounding I'm getting.I move my legs together even though I know it will hurt more, because it makes my fantasy feel even more fulfilled, and real to me, and I think it also makes my asshole tighter for Him. We fuck like that for a while. Then He told me to move to the middle of the bed, and I hit my elbow on the way up, and couldn't use my arm to move over. He helped me to the middle, my face on the pillows, and shoved His dick back in my ass, me moaning and whimpering and begging Him not to, to have mercy. I felt really close to coming, right there. He flips me over onto my back, and I see His eyes and whisper "no, please." and He grabs my legs and forces them up to my chest as He sinks His cock deep into my ass. I start begging for something to bite on. He tells me no, and I think shut up, bitch, but I'm not sure. We play just the tip, and He asks if I want Him to, and I say I want to beg Him not to... Soon after, I'm begging Him to have mercy on me because I'm about to come, and I ask permission and He says no, that I'd better not, He'll make me regret it. I beg and moan and plead and try so hard not to come, and I say I can't help it over and over and then I came. He even pulled my body back so He could watch and make sure I didn't. When I did, He fucked me even harder, shoving His cock as deep as I can imagine it going inside me, and it hurt so badly and I begged and begged and kept coming and put the pillow over my face (I think He said good girl when that happened) and said I'm going to come over and over even when I had, and He finally said "I'm going to cum." and He did and I loved it, and He got up, wiped Himself off and told me to get the fuck out of His bed and then into my bed, where I belong, where fucktoys and sluts belong. He made me put my panties back on so I wouldn't make a mess, and then called me useless, because I couldn't even obey simple instructions like "don't come" when He told me. Then after a few minutes, He called me into bed with him to be held, and made me tell Him my fantasy that I wrote on the blog... and by the end of it He was snoring. I laid there for a good 30 minutes, it was very comfortable in His arms, and then crawled into my own bed... He said goodnight, and I love you.
I had to hold His cum inside me all night. I love that. I was His personal cum storage unit overnight.
(And now that I've told about the sex, I'm going to go shove a big purple toy up my ass in the shower and masturbate about it. Thank You for allowing me to play while You're at work, Master.)
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