so major fingered me.. and then I spotted for a few days. I think it happened when he was kind of scraping the inside of me with his fingers, I know why that happened too, it was part of the play, but I don't think Master would really want me to go into the details, or so I'm gathering. Anyway, I spotted for about a week after, and it was old blood, a dark color, and not much, but sex also hurt a bit, and I was sore from the fingering for a short while.
It really made me crave playing with my Husband instead of His friend. Yeah, he's fun or whatever, but I hate trying to remember having sex or even just playing with Him and not being able to. I don't even know if He's ever had sex with me. I can't remember any. I really think He just doesn't like me. I know I'm not like them at all, and they don't really like me either, but it's hard to come out and ask for sex when I don't think He would want to have sex with me anyway.
Maybe one of these days I'll write a fantasy or something that we can both mutually enjoy.
Cheers,
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