jessi punishment (my version)

So it's two days before the party and we're all at wal-mart (major, ginger, jessi and myself [major said we could go with if we wanted, and I called Master [at work] who graciously let us go, considering all the stuff we still needed to get done]) and we're almost done there (Susy has been out and annoying everyone for the entire trip, and I'm pretty much ready to go back home and get to work so that she'll leave again [susy doesn't like to clean]) and then Jessi wanders off for a minute and comes back around the aisle looking like she's been crying. Of course Susy asked her what was wrong, I mean, it's Susy! And she probably said it pretty loud, but she was worried, and was afraid she'd said something to upset Jessi (she knows she say things that upset Jessi, but she usually doesn't know what it was or why it upset her) and was upset at the thought that something had made Jessi cry. Jessi said she felt sick. Susy asked what was wrong, and she wouldn't tell her right away, so susy asked what hurt, and Jessi finally said she felt unsteady on her feet and her stomach was nauseous. and Susy said, "well you probably need to eat." and I heard her and I came out and asked, 

(And I wish I had handled this differently, I wish I had pulled her aside and asked instead of asking in front of ginger and major, because I should have anticipated the answer - it would have saved Master and I some embarrassment if I hadn't had to drag it out of her in front of both of them - They must think that He doesn't train us correctly, can't handle Jessi... or me! That I might have fucked up because I was supposed to make her eat... - I was so upset: I was pissed off, worried about her, embarrassed, and worried about me [it was my fault I didn't watch and make sure she ate, so what's going to happen to me?]. ) 

"Jessi, when was the last time you've eaten?"  

"I don't remember."  

"Well have you eaten today?"

"No."  

"Well did you eat last night? I remember He was having a hard time getting you to eat then, too." 

(She perks up, here) "Yes! He made me eat all of it." 

I don't tell her that's nothing to be proud of, it's not something I feel I should have to tell her. She should be ashamed that other people have to force her to eat. It's like having a moody 3 year old for crying out loud! That's the last time my parents had to force me to eat, unless the food was just gross.What I do tell her is that she is in trouble, and it's going to be a lot worse when He gets home tonight.

So major jumps in and asks if there's something fast she can eat at home. I say I think so, and start listing off to her what she has available to eat. She picks one small thing, and I tell her she's going to be eating more than that. And we go through the checkout, and she's trying to joke and laugh about stuff, but I don't really find it funny, it's after 8PM and the last time she ate was the night before. Major locks her out of the car, and she sits on the ground like she's sad and begging to be let in. Then we go to wendy's and He orders 4 burgers. He gives her two of them and takes 2 for himself. he asks if anyone else wants anything, and I say no because if it weren't for jessi, he wouldn't be spending his money on us anyway. It's not fair to put him into a situation where he has to feed us when he wasn't planning on it. I'm also pissed because he's rewarding her for not eating by giving her hamburgers (food she likes and wants to eat and fast food etc) and when we go home I get a bowl of ramen noodles and a burrito. I keep thinking of what I would do to her if I was allowed to. I feel like I should do something to make sure she thinks about it even if I can't punish her the way He's going to for training. I tell her that after she finishes one of the two burgers, she has to call and tell Him what she did. I wanted to tell Him, but I hoped it would inspire more fear if she had to tell Him herself, and maybe get her to realize how wrong it is to do this to her family and herself. I also added another glass of water (5 now, making that 10 instead of 8 glasses of water today) because I was upset and felt if I did a few little things it would keep me from making a big mistake and leaving her in 5 for 20 minutes or slapping her, or something stupid that would get me in trouble on top of what I might already be in (as the alpha submissive, if she fucks up, I usually get punished for it too, for not guiding her better or watching her to make sure she knows what she's supposed to do.) and I think I might have made her do something she doesn't like for cleaning, too.

When he got home, He didn't want to talk about her at all until He made up His mind what He was going to do to punish her. Then He told me, "you're not going to like it." and explained everything. Major let me use his phone for the alarms, and showed me a fun game that I could play while I waited for her to eat. he also pointed out the high scores, and kind of challenged me on that I think.



So at 2:50 AM I go ahead and wake Jessi up, and take her to the kitchen. I tell her to make ramen noodles, and put the flavor packet in *this* bowl. I sit, and play the card game until she has the food ready. I see her put the flavor packet, now empty, into the bowl. I stop her, tell her that's not what she was supposed to do, and have her remake it. I tell her I'll eat the one with the flavor in it, but her noodles don't get that. She thanks me for eating the noodles for her, and proceeds to make another bowl of noodles. I've finished 20 minutes before she has, but I also had more time to eat, because she had to cook more noodles. I also make her drink a large glass of water (16 oz) with the noodles. she jokes a few times about feeding the noodles to the dogs and I said if she did I'd make her make another bowl and eat that. "Well then I'd be up all night" she said. I said if she kept makin it and feeding half to the dogs instead of finishing the noodles, she'd be eating more than if she'd just finish the bowl in the first place. She said that "I meant if I had to make another bowl of ramen I'd feel like I was up all night." I smirked here because I knew that at 6AM she had to get up again. I also made her clean up anything that had happened due to her being awake at 3AM, including dishes and dog shit. She finished and I looked at the clock. 4AM. This was going to be a long night.

6AM, I almost missed the alarm. I caught the tail end of it when I realized I'd somehow hit the snooze. I went to the bathroom and then woke her up. "Jessi, Kitchen." I pulled a chair in this time, and sat there instead of on the counter. Another hour to cook, eat, and clean up. This is when I made it onto the high score list on major's phone.

8AM, I sat straight up, looked at the phone and realized no, I hadn't forgot to wake her up the second time. It only felt like 10AM, it wasn't. fell back asleep. Masturbated to being made to cum over and over again, and then punished for getting His hand wet.

9AM, I had her walk the dogs while she waited for the ramen to cool off. This time I made a list of what needed to be done with her name on it, and gave it to her. She had to stay up this time and get some work done around the house before she could

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Master let us go back to bed around 11 something - Correction, He let her go back to bed. We ended up having sex (He bit Susy on the ass several times, then had a seizure. After that was over, we had sex. I don't remember much about the sex, to be honest. It was good though, pretty sure I had an orgasm. I think He hushed me, and the only sound was bed squeaks when He came.). He woke her up at 12 before He left for work and made her eat PB a spoonful with a glass of milk.

3 PM was another bowl of ramen, and this time Major stepped in to remind her to hurry up and finish food because the party and a lot to do.

at 5PM He called and said to make her eat another spoon of PB and a glass of milk.

7PM she had another bowl of ramen, and ate some cereal on top of that. I didn't supervise this time, and realized right after she finished, but I'd been trying to get things done and was tired of watching her eat to be totally honest.

I think that was the end of it.