Honey had muscle spasms last night all night so after breakfast this morning we both went back to bed.
I posted all my journals for august to my blog, which took over an hour to copy them over.
I didn’t sleep well and have felt pretty tired most of the day.
Spaghetti for lunch.
It’s been wet and rainy. My sunflower is almost completely gone, something is eating it at night.
I finished the mini whips. And cut some shape for leather bats.
We were paid today. So tomorrow R will schedule appointments.
Alex is still sick so we canceled game day this weekend. It will be nearly a month before we are able to play.
He smoked 2 cigarettes today. Then took a shower, then told me he threw away the rest of the pack.
I’ve felt more normal today. But at the end of the day I always feel like I didn’t do enough.
Tomorrow I have orders to have my tea and breakfast before I walk the dogs. I hope it works. I’ve really missed having my mornings to myself.
I need to pick up my dice (they’re half-sorted) and work on some D&D things. I hope if I get those things done that I will be able to run a session for R’s D&D campaign soon. The last session I ran for him was in April or February— that’s way too long for him to wait between sessions. I kind of feel like I put my whole life on hold while I was N’s dom. That she was the only thing I could devote time to.
Penny might have an infected tooth, and we will ask the vet to look at it when she has her next appointment. Maybe that’s what’s causing her lymph nodes to have issues instead of Lymphoma.
R has some stuff going on in his head and we haven’t been able to him about it. But he seems really sad and conflicted and upset. I want to help. I want to be there for him.
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