August 17 Thursday 11 PM
R went to his appointment. And while his dr basically told him he shouldn’t have wasted her time taking up an appointment slot, she did order him a cooling/warming water flowing pad thing for his neck pain.
Afterwards, we drove around and also walked the park doing routes on Pokémon Go. Trying to complete a quest of mine. We didn’t complete it (zygarde cell) but we really enjoyed ourselves. We walked around Target and also went to the Magic Shop at the mall (secrets and smiles?). Honey and I ate pretzel bites while R shopped and talked to the owner at the magic shop.
He had a phone call with M from the LHP board and has said he will be volunteer coordinator AND head of security. Ugh.
Anyway, I watched a movie called Safe which I really enjoyed. And got some laundry and dishes into their respective machines.
Then I hand washed a bunch of dishes. R came out and helped me, he rinsed and dried and put away everything while I was washing. I missed a few cupcake pans and he washed those for me as soon as we realized they were dirty.
We watched a movie together called Heart of Stone (it was pretty good) and I started making toys for the event T3WD in Sept.
I thoroughly enjoyed my time with my husband today. I didn’t have a meltdown, and we didn’t fight, for the first time in what feels like forever.
I had a few moments where I felt myself starting to spiral but I was able to see it coming and calm myself. Maybe the med is starting to get out of my system. Maybe all the shit going on is sinking in just enough that I can breathe.
Honey has blood work tomorrow. It’s going to be hard, but I think things will be ok.
Posted 8/30/2023
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