August 8 Tuesday 11 PM
I’m severely overwhelmed. Multiple times a day I am freaking out and feeling like I can’t function or complete basic tasks. I will be sitting doing nothing and can’t make myself “do the thing”. If plans change I get very upset and panicky and angry.
I keep doing long term tasks instead of things that need to be done right now (cleaned out the out-of-date spice cabinet instead of washing a pan to bake taco shells, vacuumed half my bedroom, “reorganized” my shelf and toy rack.)
I just sit down and zone out. I’m not doing well.
R is having numbness in his hands and we think it’s from the Gabapentin.
I planted two oregano bushes in the front garden today. Found a nail on a string. The garden bed looks really good but is obviously not complete. Lots of weeds to pull still, and lots of space for more flowers.
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