post by phiar, 4PM

Today.

Today i tried to get Him out of bed at 2. I finally gave up and left, hoping he would get the hint when i didn't come back in and start fawning over him by making breakfast and stuff.

I walked the dogs a 2nd time. He was sitting on the couch and acted like nothing had happened. Naked and wrapped in a towel.

All I could think was that he is a lazy fucking slob and never takes care of his responsibilities. Hell, I'M taking care of the dogs. How fucking often does that happen, Phiar doing chores? I'm willing to step up, and I will take care of his responsibilities, but it's going to be fucking ugly.

The house looks like a hurricane went through it, and I can't do anything until all this shit is taken care of.

I said something else to piss him off, and he wouldn't talk to me for about a minute, so I left. the next time i see him he's acting like we're fine again, except that he's all puppy dog eyed, like he has to ask me to take a piss. I know he hates me, and it fucking kills me to be around when i try so damn hard and he takes every little joke as an attack.

he fucking hates me and there's nothing I can do about it.\\\

 he wants to play sims again today which means I've already lost him. Guess I'll leave and try again later.