Tuesday, January 15, 2013

1-14-13

Today has such strong emotions!

My mom finally said she'd watch the dogs for us while we're on vacation.  YAY!!
- She wants a list of things the dogs and rabbit will need, care or otherwise

Master and I had a huge fight, but somehow it just completely disintegrated and we were OK  and even happy, with each other halfway through/after.
- It's a long story, but we were bickering all day and it eventually escalated (as these things do) and we were both screaming at each other through a locked door.  A weird blocked phonecall came in on my phone for Him, so... I unlocked the door and handed him the phone. It was a college salesman? And then Master reminded me verbally of my place in life. I was angry and I didn't want to listen, but He was right and there was nothing I could (or wanted to) do to change it. I found myself wishing I was in a position to uncross my arms, since I'm not supposed to do that.  i thought He was going to punish me (I think He thought he was going to punish me, too) and by the rules He has set for me, I deserved it (there aren't exceptions for bad behavior, no matter what he does or says) and had previously agreed to accept the punishments for it should i break those rules. He didn't punish me. Instead, He sat me in a chair and told me He was proud of me. I was still mentally bracing for punishment, so I didn't talk much  He told me that He was proud of me because I had proved (again) that I am His slave, even in the worst circumstances. Even when i least desire to be.

We got all our storage laundry cleaned!
-Ana came over and we took her to the laundromat and she washed and folded all the clothing. We threw a ton of it away, and spent probably $40 in quarters on the laundry itself. We paid her $50 to do it. Then she came over and played sims3 with us (we finally installed all except one of the Sims 3 games kit gave Master for his birthday over a year ago - one of them wouldn't install) until it was time for bed.

Also, I cleaned up the spare bedroom a LOT (not completely, but as much as I had time for) while Ana was out of the house.

Tomorrow Kit is coming over to pick up his electrical play kit. he left it at the new years eve party and we picked it up for him.

both my wrists hurt now. I think my left hurts because I've been using it way more than I normally do (is this even possible?) and my right is almost better.

I played Sims3 way too long. it's 2:30 in the morning :(
poop.


My (hopeful) to-do list

Shave/shower/shampoo
Wash dog blankets/put back in dog crates
put away ALL the laundry
Load/unload dishwasher
Talk to Kat on fetlife about sub space  - turn in my writing assignment finally
Clean off bookshelf in Living room/move to spare room/put laundry on it
Wash the rest of the household laundry --Get it ALL done :D
Wash blankets in my closet so i can sleep there again.
Take out trash in bedrooms/bathrooms/kitchen

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