I'm afraid this isn't going to work.

My essay has been delayed/cancelled two days, and He hasn't been getting up when he's supposed to in the mornings. I've basically taken over all of His morning responsibilities the past few days.

I'm not going to remind Him of our "in depth conversation, involving my essay topic and rope" and I'm afraid He's going to procrastinate and let it slip until it's too late. The munch is tonight, and I'll be busy after because Major set up a time to raid together :)

I guess i'll just put my doubts here, and trust that He knows what He's doing.

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We're doing the rope and talk tomorrow morning, before breakfast even. I'm pretty excited about it!! He has to get me to tell Him where the rope is too. Lauren hid it, so I don't even know if I'll know where it is by tomorrow.

We had the munch, and played a "what is your favorite kink" game. it was a lot of fun, but I hate where we had the munch. It always makes my stomach hurt to eat there. We had new people. They were nice.

Chesh came over with tigg to talk a while and hang out.

Song almost pulled Phiar at the munch, and Major saw the look on my face I think. I was literally holding on to the chair for dear life so she didn't come barging out and say something inappropriate like fuck all of you. or something. I can't ruin His reputation or let my training slip, even though I know she just wants attention and to have fun.

Ran BWL and the last two bosses of MC with Major tonight. i really got under his skin. It was kind of fun to argue with him about something I honestly didn't care about just to jerk him around for once. I know both Master and Major like doing that to me. They get me upset about something I really care about and they don't even disagree with me, they just do it for fun. I feel like this was sorta payback.

I picked up chrominius finally! :) I love him to death.