1-19-13

Wow First.

Yesterday, I picked up
Outland Tamer
Tame a pet in each zone
Outland Safari
Tame each of these outlands pets (list.)
Rookie Pet Group
Raise 10 pets to level 10

Today,

Taming Outland
Tame a pet in each zone

I also completed my pet tamer battles in outland and am now moving on to Northrend. Also, I picked up a rare clefthoof runt today. Tried out a few of my green hard-to-find pets and was pleasantly surprised. I have two level 25 pets now.


Yesterday we had another fight. this time it was huge. We bickered on and off after both of us were completely exhausted from fighting. I had a very hard time with my pride this time around. I didn't want to obey. If i obey, the fight is "over" whether I'm still angry or not, because I'm still doing what He says, so it doesn't change anything if I'm angry or not.

I tried to pretend I was okay. I just didn't want Him to touch me, and normally that's not hard to avoid. He kept trying to reassure me and touch me and hug and kiss and caress me. I kept trying to make it seem like a game, but I was really uncomfortable. I exploded. He left me alone, found His own food, (that's what we were fighting over, what restaurant to go to. He wanted me to decide, and i didn't want to. It escalated FAST.) and I had a bowl of ice cream. I finished my writing assignment, and started playing WoW. He came in, and I talked to Him, and didn't shrug away when He touched me. Susy eventually came out (luke kept coming out, so I couldn't keep pushing Him away) and she definitely didn't mind Him running His hands through her hair. After we played WoW together for about an hour, He was ready to go out. I went with Him since He promised snuggles without TV. Failed attempt at sex (not a fight. Laughter) later, and we were sleeping in the bedroom together. This morning, we had sex and fell back asleep. We woke up around 1:00 PM and had to rush to clean up for MAsT. The MAsT meeting went well. REALLY well. We had all but 2 members show up, and then we had 2 guests also. We watched a movie after. Master is exuberantly excited about it. It's the new theme for our next halloween party. Yeah, already. I know.

I'm hoping that even though we have to go to another MAsT meeting tomorrow, we'll still hold strongly to a schedule somehow.  Or at least my tasks or something. I don't want to be out all day. I really want to work on things at home. I want to vaccuum, and put away all that laundry ana folded, and make a path through our bedroom, and make a bunch of bluch floggers, and wash clothes, and... And do a writing assignment of some sort. Maybe a fiction one, maybe something I haven't worked on in a while. Or maybe I could just read a chapter of some book or something.

Maybe i can stay home from MAsT so i don't have to listen to all the politics. I probably won't, but it's an idea.

I think a lot of my excitement is nervous energy and fear that we won't pick up our routine again. One of the big things we've been forgetting is dinner at night. I think that's the first thing we let slide.