We went to the flea market today. -Sigh- It was so hard to get out of bed. We barely walked through it, and didn't stop to look at anything. There was honestly nothing interesting there today. After, we went to IHOP and then quickly changed our minds when it had more children than a fucking day care. We ended up at buffalo wild wings. We talked about Karly, and I had a few ideas. he really liked my idea to give her a clean slate, since she's been getting a little discouraged lately, and He didn't want her to give up.
My nose was bleeding horribly this morning. we laughed about it, but it was worse than it has been. it's been a little bloody since my cold, but this morning it was like a full-on runny nose, only with blood. It didn't hurt though, so to be honest I only minded because it was messy and I was confused about blowing my nose because it didn't seem to stop.
We shopped around but only ended up buying 1 thing. it was for me! It was my 3rd "really useful box" http://www.reallyusefulproducts.co.uk/usa/html/onlineshop/rub/b00_14litreOrg.php And now they fit nicely beside each other in my cubby/shelf I got for Christmas.
I turned in my sex fantasy writing assignment this morning. he really liked the second one, with the bathtub.
He was having a bad day (it's been a few bad days. He says he hurts worse when i'm on my period.) and I was very much giving up on the promise of being raped, but didn't want Him to be upset that I was upset. i asked to snuggle, and like a little bitch, I pulled down my panties when we did. He shoved a finger up my ass soon after. I screamed and tried to struggle away (He didn't even spit on it first, and it HURT) but I didn't dare fight him off with my hands or feet. Honestly, i was afraid He'd stop. He sent me to go get "the blue gel toy" and I brought all three of them. And our dildo toy bag. He grabbed the biggest of the three and immediately shoved it down my throat. And then let me breathe. And then shoved it down my throat again. And then rolled me over onto my side and shoved it up my ass. I knew what was coming as soon as i started to roll over. I grabbed a shirt and screamed into it. He grabbed a dirty pair of pajama pants and tied it over my head. I felt like i could barely breathe but I knew I was fine. I was humiliated and tried to take them off, so he tied a knot in them. He used the toy on me for a while, and at some point did something to make it hurt worse than it had been. He also kept rotating it. He slapped my ass to make me clench up, and He laughed at me and told me he liked hearing me scream. It felt like I was never going to get used to the pain. I begged, "please make the pain stop." He pulled it out. I stopped screaming. I felt as if I'd made a terrible mistake. I did. His cock ended up in my ass. He spit on it first though. He told me He loved fucking me in the ass because He gets to spit on me when He does. He said something along the lines of I'm worth less than His spit (it was so hot at the time). I held in the urge to remind Him that as my Master He can spit on me whenever the fuck He pleases. It hurt going in. He fucked me forever!! I screamed and begged and well really didn't do much more than that because I couldn't. I said no, and stop, and it hurts, and please no. He moved me into several positions at about 5 minutes each. One of them felt really nice, and I hooked my elbow around my knee to help stay in that position. After about 3 minutes of fresh air (so to speak) He made that position start hurting too. He moved to one side or something weird, so i know it was on purpose. Soon after, he made me roll onto my back. This is usually the final stretch, but I think it was more of the last half this time. "That's right- hold on to something, this part is really going to hurt you." The gag worked it's way free, so I was screaming straight into his pants now. He really seemed to not mind this time though. Normally He's told me to shut up by now. He went ahead and shoved that huge fucker right back up my ass. I clawed Him when He told me to hold Him, but only because he hurt me right afterward. He told me if i did it again He'd snap my neck, and bit the hell out of me. I know at some point after being bitten (one of the times he bit me) I lost coherency for a while. That's difficult by the way, because I'm usually just making pain noises anyway when i'm screaming into a gag. But I remember breathing heavy and trying to say "I can't.." which is usually when I'm starting to not make sense even to myself. At one point I said, "Master, please spit one me." He pulled my legs up and spit on my cunt. I had been enjoying the fucking, and I actually begged Him not to stop fucking me even to spit on me. He reminded me that he's my master and will do whatever the hell He wants to me, and i was just lucky that He spit on me. i needed to come soon after. The whole time, he kept calling me a whore. It was brilliant and fantastic. I asked to come. He told me I'd better not come. i was yelling but I was thinking 'Yes Master" and making sure that i didn't completely turn it off in case he decided to let me, but still keeping myself from going over the line he'd drawn for me. I think he said "Come Whore. Come now!" But I'm not sure. My mind was BLOWN. It was amazing. i held on to Him for dear life. When He pulled out, my ass made a small bubbling noise. My first question when He pulled His pants off my head was "did You come?" "You'd better fucking believe it. Now get the fuck off my bed. Go to your room and clean up. Hurry!"
I sat in the shower with hot water running down my body, a smile on my stupid face.
Best sex EVAR!
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