11:40 PM
Honey biopsy results (good)
Honey’s results came back today.
They completely excised the tumor, it hadn’t metastasized. It was a low grade 2 tumor with a low mitotic count. That means it’s not aggressive, and very likely cured by being removed, as it didn’t have a chance to spread.
We took her out to McDonald’s and got her a happy meal, played Pokémon Go (I hit lvl 47) and it was our 2nd Charizard community day.
And we got a miniature for me to paint as Claugiyliamatar/ Camarata‘s human form from the game store.
I’ve been more then usual forgetful lately. Forgetting that I hadn’t walked the dogs, mixing up medications sometimes, forgetting to use the bathroom when I wake up in the mornings.
I can’t get it out of my head that I want to stop taking these meds. Want to stop taking meds to help me. I just want to figure out what my baseline is again so I know if it’s worth it to deal with all the side effects or if I am ok without it. I want to be me again. We had such a good day, but I feel so down tonight, since my nap. Since I was so hungry and then couldn’t eat my food, couldn’t eat my ice cream once it was in front of me.
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