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so today we watched tv and He played video games a lot.

We talked, and I'm going to use my other notebook for punishments. Writing lines and such. That way, He can have access to all my written punishments in one place.

He doesn't want to play again tonight. I guess that made sense, we had sex two times yesterday, but I still really wanted to play, because it's fun and I can really get into it.

I'm using my other notebook to blog when I don't have access to the pc.

Oh, we did puppy play yesterday, too. We took pics, and it was really awesome. Susy had a lot of fun.

I've been letting Him whip me more often. It doesn't hurt as much as I remember, but it's not my favorite kind of pain either. It does get Him to give me the pain I need, because He likes whipping people, so... That's how I ask for pain now.

bored. Been playing cafe world a lot lately, my blood relatives are playing, and it makes them happy that we're doing things together. sorta.

Still haven't been punished for not blogging, haven't been following my standing orders, and He caught me leaving the toilet seat down a few times. I don't know, I still want pain, so I hope I'm not bringing up all this stuff just to get punished because I want pain. I don't think I am, but I still really want to play... I still hurt some from my period, and pain makes it hurt less.

I still have Once Strike, for forgetting to tell Him to take the game to major's house.