We went to the flea market this morning. Master and Major went to bed at 0600 this morning. I went to bed at 0430. The two of us woke up at 0930 and went to the flea market. Master went back to bed after we got back. He slept until 1530 and then got up and went to work. I've been on the computer all day, and I'm so sick of it. I am tired of cafe world, and I just want to go home.
I want Master to grab my hair and drag me around, humiliate me, use and abuse me, and be heartless, cruel and unfair just to watch me squirm and suffer. I want Him to take complete control.
Since I haven't been at home, He's prolonging the timeline, and I have to keep track of all my stuff until He says otherwise. No training until He's satisfied with it. Also, we haven't had time together to discuss what we're going to do once the baseline information gathering period is over. I don't know what privileges I'll be allowed to keep, if any, and I don't know what will be expected of me either.
I mean, I do understand somewhat, but I don't really know what my training will consist of. I'm curious, and I hate that He seems so absolutely close-lipped about it.
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