sex - not allowed except to please Master.

But we had sex last night! He wanted it, since it had been a while. So I was given the opportunity to earn my right to sit on furniture (Did I mention we started the retraining last night?). I earned that privilege. It was good for me, too. A short blowjob, and then sex. He found the back wall of my cunt, and that's what He wanted from me. It hurt but I felt like I got off twice. Afterward, I read The Hobbit to chapter 3, end. Then Luke read to Vicki until the end of chapter Four, and I fell asleep part way through. 

I heard claire talking today. I was taking the polish off my nails, and she was just chatting away as if to someone else... "The woman I went to, to get my nails done did a horrible job. I told her I was going to tell her manager, and she said if I did that I would just have to do my own nails. So I just went ahead and finished having my nails done. They look terrible, but can you imagine? Doing my own nails? That's just unthinkable!"

My aunt sandy is sick again. They don't think she's going to make it this time.  My mom and Nana are going to Virginia to be with her...  I didn't really know her that well. I don't know her that well.  I.. I've missed her for a long time.

I was rewarded with a sip of Master's coke (I'm not allowed soda) when He tried to give me some and I reminded Him that I'm not allowed to have any. So He gave me a sip. Then Later, I was going to get Him some coke, and after I poured it, I took a sip. I didn't mean to, it was just a reflex, but I immediately went and told Master. He decided that I would have one less hour granted to use the internet today. That takes me down from 4 hours to 3. I'm at 2 hours and 15 minutes now, so I guess I'll be getting offline in case I need to blog again later.