masturbation

So i totally was able to masturbate last night. first time since I've been at Major's house that I was able to. I've been sick, and felt like I've had a fever (I didn't, says Master) and sinus headaches, nauseous, and I felt so confused all the time. Every time I went upstairs I would feel lightheaded.

I start my period soon. His birthday is tomorrow. I figure He won't read this until we get home, so I'll tell my secret. Major's mom asked me to do some housework for her. In exchange she's going to pay me, and I'm going to give Him that money tomorrow morning at the flea market, before the day pride event. I don't know if it will have to go toward bills or not, but I sincerely hope that He'll be able to buy Himself something nice for His birthday, not just go out to eat (we're going to red lobster for His birthday) and I know that's enough for Him, but I'd like to be able to show Him how much I care about Him, and the work I've put into this for His bday even though He didn't know about it.