training with a late bedtime early wake-up didn't last long. the past few days, I've been free of the limits on things, back to "normal" while He thinks up a better way of doing things.
they don't think my aunt sandy will live through the week. she's on a ventilator, and she's wearing out, fast. I found that out this morning.
I don't know how to act normal, I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm angry and moody and I keep crying all the time. And I'm so bitchy. I have been getting so irritated over nothing. constantly.
we went to the flea market with major and dessi - lauren was out. she doesn't like dessi. she was such a bitch, and it was crazy. I've never seen her act like that before.
So I said something about major not talking while we were at taco bell, and then Master said that if major wasn't talking, there wouldn't be much use in having him around... and I stopped myself, because dessi was there, and I just wanted to say... "he has hands..."
I thought it was funny, anyway. Also wasn't sure how anyone there would react, but it was funny in my head.
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