Anal tonight was awesome and pretty hard core.

When it was all over, I didn't want to take the pillow off my face. I didn't want to go back to being human again. It's not that I didn't want it to end yet, I haven't been getting pleasure from anal in the way I normally do. I haven't been gushing buckets from the anal lately. I have been enjoying the suffering and the service from the anal lately. 

I stayed under the pillow, and in my head for a few minutes after he went to the bathroom to clean up. 

I was thinking about how I want this, how important it is to me, but then I was distracted by a line from The Marketplace. "This is what you want? It doesn't matter what you want!" I wonder to myself, if I can't use the word want to describe it, then what do I say? Need? It's not a need, but if I didn't yearn for this, I wouldn't be here, doing this. The same as the slaves in the marketplace, if their wants don't matter, how did they make it to where they are? And another thought came to mind, "you do what you are." I don't know what it's from, but it works for me. But what do I even call what I am? The amounts of pain that I embrace and endure for myself and my master. 

I think that the amounts of pain I have stepped up to take, and the frequency that I am coming back to him for more, are slowly proving to him that this is something I need, and that I can take it. 

I loved that after I had mouthed off a little, he stepped up hard and really took pleasure in causing me pain, and took out his frustrations on me. I felt like I was almost making up for it, even though I wish I could stop doing it altogether, especially during sex. I also wish there was a position that we could both agree on. I always feel like he is trying to change a baby's diaper, only kind of backwards. 

To do today

Breakfast, pumpkin pancakes, made by Relly.

Marketplace blog, part 3. 

Clean kitchen, wash dishes by hand

Clean living room! 

Medic lesson plan

Garage work.

Change sheets on bed.

Last nights dream.

I can't sleep, and even as I am trying to sleep I remember more and more of my dream from last night.

Matt takes me to this little antique shop in my hometown, one of the store fronts with big glass windows and stages for the store to display their stuff. It has old wooden board floors that are uneven and creak when you walk on them. It used to be a produce store, or at least the displays on the right wall suggest it, as they are inclined like fruit stands, to show the most product. There is piles of folded clothes, children's clothes, on these, and mirrors above them, at an angle. At the back of the small one room store is a glass display case, with old spoons and antique jewelry, lockets and boring things. Matt asks a question and they pull out two boxes from the piles of random junk. Toy boxes. Beanie babies and Jenga blocks and broken cars and all sorts of toys. Somehow I find some wood turning blocks and have fun looking through everything. Matt keeps setting aside things he thinks I will like. There is a life size mouse toy, but a stuffed animal. I want it but I remember saying the dogs will chew it up, where can we keep it? And my final decision is that we will keep the pet mouse stuffy in the rabbits cage so he can have company. Because the mouse is smaller than dusty, and gray. 

I hear the bell, and that means I have to leave to get to school on time, so I leave Matt with all the toys and run off with my school uniform and book bag and converse shoes, to go to class. I end up running through a stone hallway like hog warts only this one turns broken and old and there are thick bright green vines now and it turns more jungle than hallway. There is only  a gray stone path now, and I am suddenly afraid to go down the hall. There are snakes everywhere. Every snake you can imagine, all colors and sizes. I have to get to class! I try to find another way, even trying to go through a closing stone doorway and under a gap in the stone, but none of those ways will let me through. So I run back, down the path, as quickly as I can. I avoid all the snakes, the ones on the ground and hanging from trees and I jump over them. And there is the classroom! I am the last one there. It is outside, sort of. In this stone temple, with vines and tall grass, and perfectly public school crappy school desks in perfect order and everyone in their seats. There is a little fog. I start to pass out the worksheets the teAcher Asian, tells me to take one and pass it but I want to slow down, catch my breath, so I pass them out. Just as I start to sit for the class, an alarm goes off. We have to run out of the classroom, through the jungle or the swamp, to go help with...  I don't know what the emergency was, just that our class plays a critical role in resolving it.

Think that's when I woke up and started fantasizing about master fucking me in the ass and going slow at all the painful parts to draw it out.

The Marketplace, Chapter 21

Chapter 21

The other servants came back, and the slaves have to adjust to their previous chores. They begin learning hierarchy of service, rank in BDSM so they know who to serve first, etc. If they do not pass the course, they will be shunned from "real" slavery, and only able to partake in bdsm play instead of the service they desire.

Sharon begins trying to speak proper english.

Claudia learns more about managing a house. Contracting, planning schedules, etc. finding out what each guest is allergic to, as well as their religion.

visitors came by at all times during the day, and the slaves were to submit to their inspections and desires.

Brian is still the least used of the four. Brian never was allowed to spend a night with Grendel. Sharon wasn't invited back either, but that was her own fault. Brian continues to wonder what he has done wrong.

Brian was the first to see Grendel's workshop, but he was only ever taken there to be of use to soemone else's session. He was brought in to teach Robert to suck cock, but when Grendel was ready to test Robert's skill, Brian was sent away, and wasn't even allowed to see the owner's cock.

Brian continues to worry as all the other slaves seem to be preparing for a specific goal or specialization. Robert is learning martial arts, massage, driving, seems to be set up to be a bodyguard/companion of sorts. Claudia is learning how to be a housekeeper/manager of a house, so that she may please her mistress, she is gaining confidence in her own abilities and knowledge. Even sharon was learning to speak better, learning the dances and games taught to her, and she is sexy and good in bed.  But Brian feels like he is going nowhere. He feels alone, unloved, untouched, unnoticed by the owners of the house.

He finally finds himself on his knees in front of Grendel, begging just to be touched. He begs that Grendel watch as Chris punishes him for his request, he begs for more when the beating is over if Sir derires, and he begs to be allowed to thank Chris for giving him the punishment after, and kisses the strap used to beat him. He begs forgiveness from Grendel, his head on the floor at his feet, after the punishment is over.  Grendel then smiles, and tells Chris to bring "the real Brian" to his workshop.

After breaking, Brian is enthusiastic to serve, less cynical and sarcastic, and now takes joy in helping others and serving rather than doing it with some goal in mind, expecting something in return.

Rachel enjoys the new Brian, who is much eager to ... serve her needs. At one point she takes Brian and Claudia into Grendel's workshop and makes them have sex with each other, her, and then each other again just to see how long they can continue. They get in trouble for not finishing their work, but don't regret it.

Grendel slowly brings Brian closer, and eventually uses him sexually. He agrees that Chris was right, Brian is a real slave, now that it has been brought out of him.  "But don't get cocky, Chris."

Next week, Grendel and Alex meet to discuss what will happen to each of the slaves.
Claudia will go home.
Robert will go to general auction, but they know a few people they plan to call and inform about him, and his skills (friends of Claudia's owner, i think?)
Sharon is going into general auction as well, and Alex will be informing some of the buyers she knows of Sharon as well.
Grendel wants to keep Brian for another month, to refine his training, because now that Brian has revealed his "true slave" it's like "handling nitro" and he thinks that more training will double Brian's value. Alex says they are full of themselves, and that she will let Grendel know her opinion after she's spent a night with him. Two days later, Alex agreed that Brian should get some further training (and more time to serve them).

The slaves are put in high protocol for the final week. They are reminded that there will be more buyer coming to the house to inspect them, and to be on their absolute best behavior.

Due to the visitors, Sharon is kept busy serving, and Claudia is excused from most showings, but serves drinks. The owners decide on Friday as the night for the auction. They inform Brian that he will be staying on another month for further training.

They are so excited they can't eat or sleep. Grendel allows the slaves to ask any questions they like (within reason). Claudia asks what Chris is in the hierarchy of the house. Chris is very uncomfortable. Grendel forces him to answer. Chris is neither a paid employee (like Jack or Rachel) or a slave, like the trainees. Chris wants to be an owned slave, but as having a slave in the house could cause problems with the trainee slaves, Chris is not allowed to do that. So, he serves the house for free (without pay, although his needs are taken care of) as long as Alex and Grendel desire for him to do so. He wants more than anything to be an owned slave, with a collar or contract, but he is not allowed to be. Which is the best torture they can have for him.

Chris is also a top. well, he is a trainer. He trains tops. Slaves have wanted to pay him, to hire him. He wrote the training program for the Marketplace. He also goes and searches out other potential slaves for the marketplace. As a slave he knows all the gears and administrative business that must be done to handle slave training and does this, allowing Alex and Grendel to make the other decisions and get into the heart of training without the small stuff getting in the way.

Grendel tells Chris he did a good job handling himself when they leave the room.

The Marketplace Chapter 20

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To do

Put together dog crate

Change sheets on my bed, and pillowcases

Garage work

Take olivewood off lathe, put on new square. Save dust. Paper bag?

Put stain or finish on punishment sticks. 

Sand quirt paddle.

Sand and finish purpleheart handle.

Shape new paddles?

Kitchen

Dishwasher

Hand wash

Wipe surfaces

Living room.

Put away junk

Sweep 

Mop

Take out trash in bedroom bathroom

Sweep bathroom

Look up phone numbers for local vets. 

Try to find papers for sela.

Assign medic something to do based on what I have already sent her and told her to look over.

Alfredo, Italian for "everything dairy in the kitchen, in one dish."

ZAlfredo is one of those things that's pretty intimidating but turns out to be really easy to cook. 

3 Tbsp Olive oil 

1/2 c butter Butter

1 c Parmesan cheese

1 c Mozzarella cheese

1/3 c Cream cheese

1/2 c milk or heavy cream or half and half 

A dash of Garlic

A sprinkle of Pepper

Melt olive oil and butter in pan. Stir in Parmesan cheese and cream cheese until melted. Add milk. Melt in mozzarella cheese. Then add spices. Add cheese to thicken or milk to thin. Sauce will thicken as it cools, so err on the side of thin if you haven't done this before. 

Lesson Plan for Medic. Lesson One: Say What You Mean

Lesson One: Say What You Mean.

How to communicate clearly when writing.

1. Be concise.

• Put as much meaning as possible into the fewest words. 
• Avoid Filler Words, such as "like" "you know?" 
• When using emphasis, avoid lazy words, such as "very" "extremely" "kind of." If the word you are using does not seem strong enough, use a different one.

2. Explain what you mean clearly.

• Stay on topic. Avoid distractions that do not further your point. 
• State your point immediately, and then elaborate and try to convince your audience. 
• Be specific, and avoid vague statements. 

3. Reread what you have written.

• Check your spelling.
• Check for double words and typos that turned into other words.
• Check for meaning. Did you communicate your point clearly? Did you wander off topic? Are there places you need to reinforce your point? or remove filler?

4. Revise

• Make any necessary changes or corrections.
• Reread one last time. If you have trouble finding errors, read it out loud. This will help. 
• Once all corrections have been made, send it!

What do I even call this?

Last night I had this dream. It's funny, because it isn't like something super extreme happened to make it a bad dream. I wasn't being chased by someone who wanted to kill me, I wasn't being tortured for information, I wasn't trying to catch a killer. 

It was a bad dream because it was so close to life. And it was the worst dream I have had all week.

It was the last day of an event, and I was in the hotel room, trying to get everything cleaned up, put away, and packed. And Relly was there, and so was lily/tig. It kept switching between them during different parts of the dream, but I only saw it as one person. 

Lily had all of her stuff in our room, and she was sitting on the couch with an open suitcase, her stuff spread all over the floor and the rest of the room. And she was talking to Relly. And I was packing stuff into huge totes, filling them up and trying to keep everything organized so nothing was mixed up or in weird places when we got home. And lily keeps insulting me, saying "everything was great, except (insert flaw in something I've done.)" and at first I ignore her, until she says that next time I should cook different food, because it started to taste burnt the second day. So I step in and try to explain to her that it is a crock pot, and we don't have a refrigerator, so if it is not cooking the whole time, the food (meat) will spoil, even on the warm setting. Relly tells me to go back to cleaning, and she says something under her breath. I lose my temper and we fight. I say why do I have to do all the work 100% of the time and no one even cares? And more ranting like that. Tig (see how that swapped?) is sitting in a chair on Relly's lap and I slap her across the face for whatever it was she said. (I realize as soon as it happens that I just really crossed a line, not because I slapped her but because that is a huge hard limit for her.) I am so angry I am still screaming for her to get out. You take her away, and I am left with the packing, again. I keep working, but soon realize I can't even tell our stuff from tig/Lily's stuff. I try to find out what is what, but no one will help me. Relly is in the room smoking, and the manager sees and goes and writes something down. We are in trouble, we are fighting, and still, I am doing the work alone. Relly gets on the phone and just sits in the chair smoking while he talks. We have to be out of the room by noon, and I am panicking. 

I feel like I do everything, no one notices, and I am always at fault for something. I am trying my hardest but it isn't good enough, either to get the thing done or to earn the love and attention I need. I feel useless and alone.

And I wake up angry with Relly for siding with lily/tig, and determined not to do any work I don't absolutely have to do. I keep going back and forth between feeling sad and angry. 

It's almost 3 and I have to go walk the dogs. 

The marketplace 18 and 19

Chapter 18

Brian and Sharon still have not spent a single night with Grendel or Alex.

Alex tells Robert and Claudia she is going to loan them to Grendel for a few nights for another type of training instead of them spending the night with her.

Brian threw himself into serving. He finished his work quickly and went immediately to claudia for more. He kept his body clean, and practiced positions in his spare time. He focused on giving Jack the best blowjobs he could and accepted whatever position Jack put him in. After they finally removed the cock cage, he still didn't have any more accidents. Brian desperately hoped for some time with Grendel, but still, no request came.

One night as he was going to the bathroom, he heard a noise and ran to see what it was, thinking it was Chris. It was but Chris was decked out in full leathers, even cap. Chris is angry to see Brian at night, but Brian begs him to let him just look at him in leathers. Chris is angry and says this is just a costume, it means nothing. He thumps the banister and says this is who I really am, this house.

Brian apologizes for what happened in Grendel's office the first day (it was alluded to multiple times but never actually mentioned in detail) and asks if that is why Grendel won't see him. Chris accepts his apology and sends him back up the stairs.

Claudia is sent to Grendel's room. She is in his room before she realizes it. She dreads it. She serves his coffee in the tub, and knees in the corner in her place. Grendel asks her straight out why she is terrified, what she is worried about. She tries to find a tactful way to say it, but just blurts it out. She is a virgin. He already knows. She broke up with her boyfriend who wanted sex and never had a male partner after that. Her Mistress suspected it. Plus, she resisted Alex a few times when she wanted to get more penetrative with Claudia. And she is afraid of being used sexually by men.  She apologizes, and he tells her she should have told either Madeleine or them, as it is something they need to know.  He tells her that the current market isn't for intact virgins but rather for people who know what they are doing. But he does not want to be her first. He feels that anyone's first time should be by choice, regardless of their "social status". So he discusses her options with her. She makes up her mind, that she wants someone in the house other than Grendel to take her virginity. She tells him what she wants. He says he would like to watch, and she agrees to it, saying it would make her feel safer. He then changes topics to tell her to get into bed with him and show off what she can do. She asks a favor, which he says he will listen to. She asks that he maybe give Brian and Sharon some hints about how they can be better slaves, since they are trying, and want to be better but don't really know what to do. He tells her he will, but to keep it between them, and not tell anyone, since slaves aren't allowed to ask about or make suggestions about training.

Robert begins learning karate.

Sharon is finally called to see Grendel. She is proud and confident that she will be able to show off at last.  He sat her posed on a mat in the floor and went about his business. He read, made phone calls, etc. After a while, he tells her she may spend the night. She asked permission and then got up and stretched. She was already thinking about all the sex she wanted and wondering if she had to start with a blowjob. She asked if she could come to him, and when he said yes she made her most sexy walk across the room and sank to her knees by his bed. He told her it was nice, adn she could go to sleep now. She asked if he didn't want to use her, and he said no. She started to get in bed with him, and he told her to go sleep at the mat on the floor at the foot of his bed. She tried to complain in a nice way that it didn't seem suitable for her. Grendel rings for Chris who takes her "somewhere more suitable" to sleep, aka, the stables. He cuffs her ankle to the bar on the stall door. She cried and sobbed and tried not to wake the horses.

The next day, Alex made Sharon show herself to a pair of Italian men. They decide no, she isn't ready even to enter their training program, and they have no interest in her. (She didn't hold position, because they tickled her and then she moved) They talk business and then leave. She looks through a catalog they have left and it is full of slaves. Most of them model quality sexy.

Alex offers for them to use one of their slaves, and because they don't want to insult her, they ask for Sharon. They play with her, and hurt her, and fuck her and beat her and humiliate her. They fuck her while keeping a plug in her too, so that all 3 holes are filled most of the time. They ignore her and talk about her as merchandise while playing. her hands are tied behind her back and the dildo is in her ass when they leave. She lays there, crying. After a while Chris comes in and helps her out of the bonds. She swears, and he reminds her that profanity isn't allowed. Then he tells her to clean the toys and take them to Claudia and she will put them away. She is outraged that he has no sympathy for what was done to her.  Grendel is in the doorway and tells her they did nothing that she didn't already agree to in her contract. She yells at him. And then Grendel informs her that both of those men are single, and per her contract, eligible to buy her. She says "at least punish me yourself you son of a bitch!" and Chris backhands her, and Grendel then tells Chris to double her punishment.

Sharon leaves her punishment black and blue all over. She had to be helped up the stairs.  She was purposely caused massive amounts of pain methodically so that she would remember her place. She refused to talk about it. Chris informs the other slaves at dinner (which Sharon is not at, because she is still being punished) that the reason for her punishment was clear and profound disrespect to Grendel, and that they should learn from her example that this is not to be tolerated. At bedtime Robert helps her find a way to sleep where it doesn't hurt as much. Robert is surprised that they were so hard on her since she is female.

Claudia asks to hear Brian's story.


Chapter 19 Brian's Tale

Brian was really into comics with his best friend, and found one that really turned him on, because the guy was always causing trouble or in trouble. He really got into roleplaying later in life and had lots of kinky-ish girlfriends and they would do lots of fun kinky sex games. He liked getting fucked in the ass.

After they drifted apart, he started going to gay bars. He met a real leather man who became his first master. The guy made him crawl out after him at the bar the first night tehy met. BEcause he obeyed the guy so well, they went home and fucked. Brian would go to him and get played with, and Ron got him to pierce his nipples and to start going to the gym. One of Ron's friends told Brian he should try at a leather contest, and Brian thought it sounded great because you show off your style, and you get the attention of a lot of guys who want to fuck you. Ron told him that if he entered the contest he would never be his boy. Brian was upset so he started yelling, and eventually Ron hung up. He entered the contest and came in second place. Everyone wanted to fuck him. But none of them were dominant enough for what he actually wanted. A year later, he entered another contest. Once he was in the contest he realized he wouldn't win it either, because there were 4 contestants, and one of them was the judges partner, and two of the other judges were friends with the first judge. It pissed him off badly enough that he wanted to leave the leather community.

Then he met Paul, who reminded him of Ron. Paul was a spotter for the marketplace. He tested Brian to see if he was the right material for the Marketplace, and after a while told him that he would have to quit his job and move in with him to see if he could handle it full-time. So after some thought, he did. And then when Paul thought Brian was ready, he called Grendel and set up the appointment to bring him to the marketplace.

The Marketplace Ch 17

Chapter 17

The next day Robert still didn't accept a blowjob from Sharon. 

Chris made Brian wear yellow ribbons to look like a poodle. 

Claudia had to give Brian six cane stripe for not taking out the trash fast enough, and when they weren't hard enough, she had to give him six more. 

Sharon begins learning to dance.

Day two of his three day dog punishment, Brian gets a butt plug with curly purple ribbons to make a tail, and purple jingly bells from his nipple rings. 

Claudia is learning (on Brian)  how to do better at caning.

Sharon mouths off about Brian being unable to speak and Robert stands up for him, and tells her to shut up. She runs her mouth back and calls him a sissy and he drops it. But the next morning, when Sharon has to offer to suck his dick, he says yes. He thinks about how humiliating it must be for her and how much of a bitch she is, and he cums right in her face. 

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Battery is dying, will continue tomorrow.

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Robert messed up later that day. He was asked to report on how well his training of Sharon had been doing, and his voice went female immediately. So Brian got dragged in from the hallway and beaten. 

Brain is sent to the kitchen with Chris, who is reading a newspaper. Brian is sent next to him. He lays down in the floor, and Chris pats his head. Brian actually enjoys it, he loves being in his place. Chris reminds him to remember this feeling when he is serving, because it is being attuned to the owners wishes.  Then Chris lifts his punishment and sends Brian to bed. 

When Brian goes back to the room, he kisses Robert right on the mouth and tells him he did a great job for standing up to Sharon. 

Robert finally realizes that they are beating the others instead of him every time he sounds feminine. Brian tells him. If Robert messes up in a non-sissy way, he takes his own beating.  Robert freaks out a little, and apologizes for even talking about it, before rolling over to sleep.

Claudia is getting better at pleasing Alexandra, which is good because she is getting better, but bad because Alex begins talking about how Claudia should start practicing her skills on men. This makes Claudia very nervous.
So, she throws herself into doing her best at becoming a good housekeeper.

Brian is summoned later that week to Alex's studio, and finds himself being kissed and caressed by Claudia. It feels great, except for the cock cage he is still wearing. Claudia feels deliciously humiliated and hates and loves the experience. 

Grendel was watching Chris teach the slaves about wine; pouring it, knowing the different types of wine, letting wine breathe, hearing the ringing sounds wine makes in crystal as it fills the glass. They were all taking turns pouring wine, and taking turns presenting glasses, bottles and trays when Alexandra walks in. Robert loses balance for a moment when he sees her, and almost drops a tray. He catches it, but in so doing, bumps Brian who is holding a glass of wine while Claudia pours. Brian falls onto Claudia, who saves the wine bottle but lands on her butt. Brian's wine glass spills all over.  Sharon is not mixed in with everyone else, so she runs for a towel and starts mopping up wine. Robert however, loses it. He begins apologizing repeatedly in a high pitched voice as he tried to help steady wine glasses and help Claudia off the floor. As he helps her up, he knocks Brian over, who just stays on the ground after that.

Alex tells Chris to bring Claudia and Robert to her playroom. Grendel asks if he can come watch. Alex says "even better, you can help!"

As he stumbles down the hallway, Robert finally realizes what he did, and falls to his knees. Chris makes him crawl the rest of the way to the playroom.

Robert and Claudia are tied so that their wrists are pulled above their heads with a rope, until they are just below being on their toes, both facing each other.

Robert gets a butt plug in him. His voice stays masculine though. Alexandra begins beating Claudia with one of her knotted "whips" made of some sort of cord. Claudia screams, and Robert hangs his head because he can't figure out how to fix it. Chris holds his head back and makes him watch Claudia taking his beating. It's the worst torture for Robert (a female supremacist) to watch Claudia be punished, knowing it's his own fault. Robert yells out "Stop it, it's my fault, she didn't do anything. Beat me instead!"  So Alexandra hands the whip to Grendel, who hits him much harder than Claudia was being hit. When Robert says nothing Grendel tells him he's doing a good job, and to continue taking it "like a man" until he is done. He gets 12 hits. But there is blood.  Chris lets Claudia down, and they all go out. Robert tells Claudia that he's sorry. She stands up and kisses him on the lips. Then she works her way down to his cock. Right as she gets the head of his dick into her mouth, she yells, and Robert opens his eyes to see Chris has pulled her away. He smiles and tells her to get back to work.



Later that day, Robert finds himself back in the playroom. He is tied spread-eagled on his back, and blindfolded. Soon after, Alex comes in. She tells him he is to strive to please her, and to make no protests. She puts 55 clothespins on him (he lost count), five of them down his dick. She plays with them and takes them off slowly, leaving the ones on his dick until last. She hits hit 55 times (gently) for not counting the first time. He enjoys it a lot. She then straddles his face and he does his best to please her, going back over the places that she enjoys over and over again. When she was about to come, she stops him, and then puts a condom on him. She tells him to stay hard until she gets hers. She rides him and tells him continuously to keep it hard until she finishes. He didn't come, and when she gets off of him, she tells him he is a good boy, and to clean up the toyroom and then come sleep at the foot of her bed. 

The Marketplace 16 (16 is a long chapter!)

The Marketplace

Chapter 16

Robert is sent to prepare for his first presentation, and the other three are sent to Chris.

Lots of nervous blah blah blah inner monologue.

He stands in front of the room, and they make him turn away from them. When it is time to give his speech, he turns around and all the slaves are dressed up like clowns. Uh, not clowns, but in stupid non matching outfits. He bursts out laughing, and everyone smiles or giggles but Chris. Chris eventuality quiets them down and Robert gives his nonsense poem speech, without all the nervous energy eating at him.

As a reward, Alex takes Robert to her "studio" (dungeon). She allows him to pick two toys. He picks a thick paddle with leather on one side, and a red heavy leather flogger "whip". She says good choice. 

When she begins beating him, he whimpers and squirms. She stops and says, don't you like it? He is confused, and she explains that if he likes it, he should say thank you, and act like he likes it instead of making "that hurts" noises. 

After beating him, she has him put on a cock ring, and asks about whether he has gotten off since he has been here (no), and if he would like to sleep at the foot of her bed. His voice breaks girly when he says he would, so she tells him, maybe next time I reward you. And she suggests he takes advantage of Sharon's offer of oral sex. 

Claudia's first day as housekeeper didn't go well. She avoided giving Brian orders, and it shows, as half his list of items was not completed. Chris asks her about it. Brian panics and Claudia can see it so she says that it is all her fault even though Brian was slow to do his tasks and hid because they could not figure out how to work together. She kept giving him helpless stares instead of his task list. When asked the same question, Brian defers that it wasn't his fault but that is wasn't really her fault either. Chris cuts him off and says lying is not acceptable and since you would not admit your fault, I have to punish you severely. 

Brain is placed under the protocols of being a pet. Pets don't use furniture, they crawl instead of walk, bark or make noise instead of speak, carry items gently in their mouth instead of with hands. 

Chris gives Claudia a cane, to learn to use, since she is in charge of running the household chores now. Rattan with a leather handle. He tells her to use it on Chris, and gives her instruction. He says they will advise her when to use the cane for the next two days, but after that she has to decide when to punish for herself. And if she doesn't punish as needed, she will trade jobs with Sharon. 

Chris tells Brian he is basically the worst of the group. Then sends him to bed. Except he has to sleep on the floor beside his bed.

Break granted

Relly let me go to bed without doing my marketplace blog for tonight. The one from yesterday is updated with another paragraph which I worked on today but couldn't stay focused on.

His suggestion is that I work on it in the mornings since he has been keeping me up late the past few nights, either to watch tv together or to use my ass. Like last night, which was pretty fucking rough. I was bitchy, and really wanted him to fuck me in the ass but couldn't admit it out loud. 

Ok, time for bed.

Need to redo my nails.

Every time I express a need, I end up serving that need for someone else, and my own gets ignored. 

Sex, food, sleep. Doesn't really matter what it is. 

I will end up helping someone else, serving their needs, while I wait for them to remember I said I was tired, horny, hungry, whatever first.

I didn't mention it because I thought they might need something. I ASK if I can do anything for them all the time. But when I bring up my own fucking needs, then they want it. 

I feel like I live in a house full of children who get easily bored and aren't old enough to take care of themselves, except I can't make them go outside and play! 

Updated but still overwhelming to do list- Thursday.

Bold denotes a category

Italics denote specific items I feel I need to accomplish immediately

Clean the kitchen

Load the dishwasher

Put away pots and pans

Wipe down counters

Clean the microwave 

Sweep floor

Mop floor

Wipe down other dirty surfaces, walls, cabinets, appliances.

Clear out the cabinets, throw away old or unused items.

Garage work

Sand and refinish majors paddle

Sand Rellys paddle

Shape 3 more punishment sticks on belt sander

Sand all 7 sticks up to 120 grit

Wet sand purpleheart handle

Clean up workshop. Sweep, take out trash, rearrange items, etc.

Read and write report on the marketplace

Laundry room

Wash clothes

Dry clothes

Sort and fold for at least 30 minutes

Business important to do

Put up second shelf 

Hang up toys

brainstorm toys that would be cool out of leather 

Make a list of toys I need to make for vending fair/orders

Find out what songsmith owes for dues and send him a message.

The Marketplace 14 and 15

Chapter 14 Claudia's Tale

She had a boyfriend, and they were sweethearts, and loved each other tenderly. When they were older, he started asking her for sex, but she was never interested. They drifted apart.

Then she had a girlfriend, and since she knew something was different about her, she thought it must just be that she was gay. They had a lot of fun and gentle sexy girl fun, but it wasn't the spark she was looking for, and they also drifted apart.

Her second girlfriend was a butch dike. They went to a rally to protest political stuff, and it was saying that bondage and stuff was degrading to women and bad. She saw a poster with a picture of a French maid, and was more turned on than she had ever been. If that was degrading, she wanted to be humiliated. She wanted the outfit, and the pose and to clean things and be a delicate pretty perfect French maid. 

So she broke up with her girlfriend and began gathering all the information she could on being a maid, bondage, serving tea, types of teas, etc. 

She practiced constantly until she felt confident in every move. Then she began looking for someone to serve. 

She found her current mistress and served her for a long time. Learning the proper everything etc, eventually she quit her job and moved in with her mistress and actually became her property. She had her own room, with fluffy pillows, and a closet full of maid outfits, and her life was perfect until her mistress tried to get her to do things she didn't want to. She resisted, and didn't realize at the time how much she was rebelling, but now she is ashamed of refusing her mistress, now that she is able to masturbate for someone else. At the time she never did it because she couldn't reconcile it as a service to her mistress since it was self pleasure, so she never did it, and had no experience to be able to do it publicly.

When her mistress sent her to the marketplace, she thought it was as a punishment for something she had done wrong. So she is going to fight to be the best slave she can for her mistress, so that she doesn't end up belonging to someone else. 

Chapter 15

Brian bitches to himself because the owners don't utilize the strengths of the slaves as he sees them, they force the slaves outside their comfort zones, and make them grow in areas they are clumsy and not good at.

He is stuck in chastity as punishment for jizzing against the rules when Jack the stable guy fucks him int the ass... Twice. 

Sharon and Brian both still have not spent the night with the owners and both of them being the people interested in performing sexually, they are discouraged and frustrated and hurt and angry about this.

Prospective buyers begin visiting the marketplace to look at and test out the merchandise, sexually. They use the slaves whenever they want. Most of them wanted Sharon. Sometimes more than once a day during their visit.

The main servants are leaving for vacation, not the other ones. So everyone has new duties, again. 

Robert begins teaching Sharon proper grammar and speech and she fights him the whole way. She says it's stupid. 

The other slaves still get beaten instead of Robert whenever he cries or acts feminine. He still doesn't understand why. He feels unwanted and most of the visitors don't want to play with him. He cant keep an erection but he is very good at giving a massage. Robert muses about who will take care of what parts of the house while the servants are on vacation. 

Claudia will be in charge of the house, making sure everything gets done instead of ms Rachel. Claudia is learning how to bathe someone elegantly. They scene, and Alexandra gets her to have a loud orgasm. She loves being humiliated and playing for people now.  Since she did well in her task, Claudia is the first slave to stay all night with one of the owners. 

Emily's reasonable overwhelming to-do list

Bold denotes a category

Italics denote specific items I feel I need to accomplish immediately

Clean the kitchen

Unload the dishwasher

Load the dishwasher

Wash other dishes by hand

Wipe down counters

Clean the microwave 

Sweep floor

Mop floor

Wipe down other dirty surfaces, walls, cabinets, appliances.

Clear out the cabinets, throw away old or unused items.

Garage work

Sand and refinish majors paddle

Sand Rellys paddle

Begin shaping/planning for other potential wooden impact toys

Sand paddle canes with 40 grit

Sand purpleheart handle up to 300

Flood coat purpleheart handle

Clean up workshop. Sweep, take out trash, rearrange items, etc.

Read and write report on the marketplace

Laundry room

Wash clothes

Dry clothes

Sort and fold for at least 30 minutes

Business important to do

Unload vendor things from car

Put up second shelf 

Hang up toys

brainstorm toys that would be cool out of leather 

Make a list of toys I need to make for vending fair/orders

Find out what songsmith owes for dues and send him a message.

Slave needs.

Tonight was brutal. And awesome. I loved it. 

I do still wish I hadn't made cabbage for a side tonight, because that will make my current situation quite a bit more painful. 

After teasing him today, with my jeweled little butt plug in, he turned me down for sex. I was frustrated, sexually and otherwise. He was completely clueless as to why. I felt I had been sending intense fuck me I'm horny signals all day, and apparently he only caught one maybe two of them. 

I said I wanted to suffer for him. Not in those words exactly, and I still struggle with the right way to explain it, but I feel like suffering is what I do, what I am good at, what I am made for. I feel like I am supposed to do all kinds of random deranged and horrible things constantly for Master's pleasure. Like, crawl across the floor to bring him his soda, or randomly be teased into oblivion and then when he asks if I want his cock, for him to be like, good, now get in the box, and don't touch yourself. 

So here I sit, my asshole basically swollen shut, trying to squeeze out Master's come so I can go to bed. 

Probably because after I pointed out that anal would be absolute torture now that my stomach feels like it is full of air from eating too much cabbage, and he left to smoke so I could go to bed, I saw something on Fetlife and went outside to point it out to him. It was a bratty writing. Then, I sat on him when I tucked him in for bed. Kissing. And he decided it was time to take my ass, since I wasn't going to bed like I was supposed to. 

So off I went to the bedroom to get ready for anal. 

"Ready for anal" is an oxymoron. 

It hurt, I screamed and struggled and argued. His dick still went in my ass, and he made sure it hurt. I hated it. I loved it. It hurt so much and I absolutely adore him right now. 

I think he told me that he will fuck my ass any time he wants, or something like that. It was hard to hear with the pillow over my face. 

He didn't let me enjoy any of the anal this time. Usually he tries to get me into it. And after he came, he started fucking me again for a minute. Which hurt like crazy! 

I am so happy. I love suffering for my master, even when it isn't sex I want to suffer for him. But especially when we both know he could have let me enjoy something, but purposely kept me from pleasure, it puts me in my place and reminds me that he owns me and I am his, always.

The marketplace 12 and 13

Chapter 12

Robert and Brian are called twice during the weekend to the masters bedrooms, and the girls get jealous.

Monday, they receive new instructions, basically sending them to different parts of the house, except for Sharon.

Sharon is told she must offer her fellow slaves (every morning) a blowjob in a sensual and appealing fashion, and work to accommodate them. It is the only way that any of them is allowed permission to come or touch themselves. They cannot come in her mouth.  Obviously she is pissed.

She asks in a rude fashion. 

Brian tells on her, and so they end up together, naked, outside. Apparently she is good at giving head because she almost gets Brian off (and he is reasonably gay, we find out) and then they both end up on the grass being caned while trying to open a condom wrapper with their hands tied behind their backs, and then Sharon has to put it on Brian with her mouth. Team building exercise. They fail miserably. She can't get him hard and hold the condom in her mouth at the same time. 

Robert is given a collection of poems and other writings to begin memorizing and will be expected to recite them from memory soon. He is given lesson plans to study, and will be teaching Sharon some things to better her education.

And he gets to drive Alexandra to the store.

Rachel comes into the room while Claudia is exercising and watches her, since Claudia is supposed to be working under her later that day. Just sits and watches. And then leaves.

Chapter 13

Brian goes to the stable, still covered in grass, dirt, and cane marks. He is instructed in how to keep the leather clean and conditioned for the saddles etc. then jack fucks him in the ass. He remembers why he wanted to be a slave in the first place. 

Claudia is taken to ms Rachel's bedroom, when she is instructed to strip her, kiss her nipples and body all over and generally sexy girl stuff happens. Toe sucking too. She very much enjoys herself and makes the other woman very happy as well. She ends up with bite marks on her chest and thighs. The maid sends her away and tells her to find something to do for two hours. She takes a shower and thinks about the wonderful time she just had. Then she went to find Chris.

Grendel brings Sharon to ask Robert if he wants a blowjob, but something is pissing him off, so he decides against it. Robert freaks out and starts crying so Grendel grabs Claudia and beats her while making Robert watch, because Robert won't stop crying and stuttering. Then Chris sends Claudia and Robert to go turn the compost by hand, because now Grendel is angry with Chris for the unsuitable behavior of those below him.

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Sharon no longer has a comb in her bathing kit. No one offers her one. 

No one is really hungry, they are all tired and ashamed of their day. 

They wonder if Chris is slave to Alexandra and Grendel. If he gets in trouble like they do.

That night at bed, they ask Claudia to tell her story and how she got sent to the marketplace.

She agrees to do so.

the marketplace, 10 and 11

Chapter 10, Robert's Tale

He grew up fantasizing about being owned by a mistress. He always felt women were superior. 

He married, had kids, buried his fantasies, got a successful job. But he always wanted to be owned, to serve a strong powerful woman. Successful job, played football, coached football, etc. 

He found a mistress, a famous one, and began seeing her once a week. He paid her tribute. She "punished him for all the things men had done to women since the dawn of time" like rape, abuse, feeling more powerful and better because men happened to be physically stronger. 

Eventually, she fucked him in the ass. He bled on the sheets at home, and because he loved his wife and she was worried (that he had hemorrhoids) he came clean and told her what had been going on. 

Soon after, she divorced him. He insisted she get everything, and she made sure he couldn't have unsupervised visits with their children. 

Also, he felt as if when he was humiliated and a sissy and in heels and women's clothes that he was at home, where he deserved to be, and that his other life was a lie. 

After the divorce, he told his Mistress she could have more freedom over him. BUT he wasn't able to keep his job and still see her more, and he wasn't able to see her more if he quit his job, because he wouldn't be able to pay her tribute. So he asked her to make that decision for him. She said that she would only take him on as a slave and make decisions for him if he got his "nasty thing" cut off. So he pursued it. Which is where he found his current mistress, the one who brought him to the Marketplace for training. 

Chapter 11

Grendel and Alexandra meet over dinner to plan and schedule what each of them will be doing to help work on training the slaves. It has been five nights since the "new training" has begun, and none of the slaves have been invited to accompany either of them for the night.

The slaves have been allowed to ask one question nightly, even though they were encouraged not to do so, as it is typically not good slave behavior to ask "why" questions.

They talk about how Robert needs something to encourage him, and how stupid Sharon is. How superficial Brian and Sharon are, and how well Claudia is shaping up, learning better to control her tears. The need to find a better way to punish Robert, since he just turns to mush and tears and responds inappropriately to punishment.

They discuss Robert's background, and skills and strengths, the possibility of him being a chauffeur.That he has balance and coordination, and is capable, just has stage fright.

Sharon is able to memorize, but she doesn't actually absorb, just memorize. She is doing well pleasing Jack, but has an issue with it because he isn't high enough on the food chain. They have plans to take her down a notch, but don't explain this chapter.

Grendel says he misses Alexandra, and she says "your dungeon or mine?"

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The next day, Chris tells Brian to report to Grendel that night, and Robert to report to Alexandra. 

Robert gives Alexandra a wonderful massage, and she is impressed, and feels like he will be able to learn professional level skills in a short time period.

Brian gets bent over a desk and told to hold that position until he is able to tell Grendel why he thinks he isn't being as impressive as they expect him to be. He holds the position until his leg cramps and drops him to the floor. He cries, not from the pain, but because he feels trapped and unable to explain why he can't meet their expectations, why he hasn't been trying his hardest to please. His words are sincere when he says he doesn't know, and Grendel sends him back to bed when he is able to walk. He feels like a failure.

When I get out of the shower

I will need my collar put on me please.

Relly today.

Post information about Tori doing a negotiations demo for the munch in November. 

Call the woman with concerns about her flogger. 

Informal maintenance about M/s, our finances, and vending?

What expectations are current for each other, 

How are we doing on money, and allow wife to budget a bit,

And how much we made, what we can spend on new supplies, if anything, and what goes to major, since a few of the toys that sold were from his leather.  And since we had to spend money at the event, we didn't really make a whole lot. 

The Marketplace, eight and nine.

The marketplace, 8 and 9

The next morning, the slaves are given new items for their shower routine. Scented soap, etc.

They also receive new assignments, and are also now to also be used sexually if it is required of them. 

Brian - ms Rachel, laundry duty

Robert - kitchen, temporarily. And gardening.

Claudia - directly under Chris for main house care and maintenance.

Sharon - jack, stables. Care and feeding of horses. 

Brian gets pink ribbons attached to his nipple rings, penis and balls, and around his neck. And ms Rachel uses him sexually.

Robert works on making bread, and does it nearly perfect until Alexandra shows up, and then he messes it up horribly. 

Sharon refuses to do anything to do with horses and tries to charm jack so she doesn't have to muck the stalls. He ties her hands above her head, and beats her butt, legs and pussy with a metal sweat scraper until she can't hold herself up. Then he face fucks her until she tries to crawl away and screams. Grendel shows up and directs her to suck him off better, and then gives jack a condom and tells him he can use her whenever he wants until next Thursday. He fucks her, and she is really wet and loves it but he won't let her get off. Then he makes her muck the stalls. 

Chapter Nine

Claudia is finally told that because of her refusal to broaden her horizons, her mistress plans to sell her. She begs for more training, and rises to the challenge, masturbating in front of Alexandra to completion. Alexandra instructs Chris to go call her mistress and let her know that her slave has potential after all. 

Grendel tells Chris that he can't have Claudia. Apparently Chris was interested in her when she masturbated. 

And then that night they convince Robert to tell his story.

The marketplace, six and seven.

Chapter six. 

The rest of the week basically continues the way it had been before. 

Claudia continues polishing silver and crying all the time because they punish her for it not being finished.

Sharon throws a fit because Grendel isn't doing daily interviews with her, and she isn't given study time anymore, she has to use her hour of free time studying to memorize her assignment, which she does finally.

Robert wants to be in his lacy outfits, and every time someone watches him do something he fucks it up and starts crying.

No specific info on Brian. 

They have daily interviews during the week with their respective trainers, Grendel and Alexandra. 

Grendel and Alexandra go over the applications while considering each slave, and discuss possible options for each, but never seem to settle on a single use for any of them. Chris requests that they keep Brian, and they trust his request, without questioning him. 

Tension is high. Chris tells them they are all fucking useless. It's soul crushing and fucking awesome. 

All applicants are accepted into the 6 to 8 week training period. 

Part Two

Chapter seven

Short essay on the difference between being kinky and a slave. Kind of like a rant. From the point of view of the house. 

The Marketplace, chapters Four and Five.

Chapter Four

Claudia has her interview with Alexandra, naked. Turns out, she is only able to do a very limited amount of services (perfectly) such as serve a tea service. Every time her owner tried to get her to do other things, she would cry and then not have to do it. The main other thing her owner was interested in was having her masturbate in front of her.  Alexandra is impressed with how cute she is when humiliated, and gets her horny before sending her away (masturbation without being told to do so is forbidden). Oh, and if she cries, she gets more work.

Later Claudia is told to polish silverware. 3 boxes of shitty yard sale find silver. She has 3 hours to finish, or she will be punished and then continue the next day. She polishes 4 candlesticks. She gets beaten with a spoon and is disappointed that she doesn't actually get any attention from her punishment, everyone goes back to business.

Sharon spent the morning in the library, ignoring the book she was told to read. She throws a fit at lunch because she isn't allowed coffee, and basically makes Claudia cry just by being too loud.

After her "nap" where she didn't sleep but just laid there sulking, (one hour of free time after lunch where they can nap, go to the library, or walk in the yard with chris) she goes back to the library. She falls asleep. Grendel wakes her up for her interview. He asks her to describe a position. She goes to a Gorian position on the ground (WRONG) and he says, "I told you to describe it, not do it. Also, that's not it anyway." So she tries to describe the position of attention (his next request) and guesses pretty close for military style, but he points out that implying she read or studied the book is lying, and if she lies again he will throw her out. So she crawls over and puts her head on his lap and begs him not to punish her. "Ok, I won't." He won't see her privately again until she memorizes the first two pages of the guidebook they told her to study. AND he lets her know that being a pleasure slave makes her life harder, not easier. Pleasure isn't just about sex. She has to be able to dance, play tennis, golf, talk about politics, get rid of her horrifying accent, and basically be an interesting person to her owner and anyone they know. Basically, she's fucked.

Brian's interview with Grendel. Grendel asked lots of questions about what Brian had done before in life, what his interests were, what he wanted to accomplish in life. Basically he confirmed that Brian really had no clue what he wanted in life, no passion, and no real drive to accomplish anything. Then he had Brian strip down, and pointed out that he doesn't even take care of himself.

Brian decided to go with Chris for a walk outside after lunch, which ended badly because he ... put shoes on. He ended up getting beat with a dressage whip and then was able to go for a walk with Chris, but no longer had any interest in trying to get Chris to talk to him and be pals after that.

Robert had an interview with Alexandra, and she made him masturbate. Obviously, she didn't let him come. He keeps getting hard from humiliating things, but when she told him there would be mistresses who wanted him because he had a large dick and a good body, and not to make him into a sissy, he was very happy. BUT she also said he won't be allowed to shave, and all his previous clothes, shoes, panties and corsets are not to be worn while he is here, and that made him go soft very fast. He is slowly learning not to speak in a high girly voice, and not to cry all the time.

opinion, but I feel if they told him that the role of a slave is not to self-criticize, but more to not think about yourself at all, it might suddenly click with him.

He spent the rest of the day in the kitchen with the cook, and found out a lot of information about their diets. They get fresh fruit and vegetables, and water, and get juice in the mornings, but no sweets or indulgence/elaborate type foods.


Everyone but Sharon was required to attend dinner nude. They are purposely taking away her strength, her beauty. Her plain dress is too big and hides her shape.

Chapter 5: Sharon's story.

Sharon tells her story. 

She was always kinky. She discovered other people were attracted to her fetishes, and realized she could manipulate men to get her needs fulfilled.  

She lived with her college professor until he didn't meet her needs any more, then moved in with someone who was more exciting at the time. 

They were only really weekend kinky, and it was...boring? Or.. She felt a stronger need, to not just play on the weekends. She wanted to find someone who would be over her 24/7, not just in bed.

So when she heard someone talking about the marketplace, she fucked him. She got him to write her a contract, and sent a letter to the marketplace. Then she showed up when they told her to and went into training.

this rant too, shall pass.

Some days I feel like I am the best at this, like I really know what I'm doing, and I make people happy, like I do good work. But today, I feel like shit. I have poor planning skills, poor time management skills, I fumble every piece of wire, every strip of leather, and I drop every display bag I touch. 

I want to scream out, "I'm no good at this!" "I hate this shit." "I give up." "I can't do this anymore." And I want to sit down and ignore all the people who want something from me, all the broken things that need fixing, all the vending engagements, and I want to do nothing. I want to be done for a while. I want some free time to make things I enjoy. I want to make things and say THIS IS WHAT I HAVE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, BUY FROM SOMEONE ELSE. and I feel broken down, and done. I feel like a failure right now, and I just want to quit, throw down all these tools, and cry. 

and i feel trapped, because i can't. 

i feel like it's not my choice anymore. 

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Nail polish

This is not the new nail polish, this is the nail polish I used last night to fix my nails. 

Need permission to redo my thumbs in the new, darker purple, don't want to redo all nails if I don't have to, I nicked my cuticle sanding yesterday and it burns already. 

October IPSY bag

Thank you, mailman.

1. Bag is gold on one side, black on the other.

2. It haircare 12 in 1 leave-in spray. Full size bottle. Heat protection. 

3. The balm, meet matte Hughes. Pink liquid lipstick, "long lasting" 

Smells like peppermint.

4. Pretty eyes scone cosmetics automatic eyeliner, in plum. 

Very purple! 

5. Dose nail polish. "Stormy" (purple)

6.  Lavanila.com "pure vanilla" is all that is written on this bottle of roll-on fragrance.

Does not smell at all like vanilla until it goes on the skin. Then, it smells warm and delicious! Like a vanilla pastry with a very light sprinkle of cinnamon.

The Marketplace, chapters 2 and 3

From the previous post, I realized I need to update the characters with their names! 

Brian. Bratty male who actually knows what he is getting into and can handle a reasonable amount of pain, and can play the part pretty well. 

Robert. Male with a big dick who thinks that to be a good slave he ,just whimper, plead, beg, act like a sissy, have no hair, always feel vulnerable, exposed, and not good enough. Being trained to be stronger, quieter, and more masculine.

Claudia - the small, quiet, too perfect female. She keeps trying harder to be perfect, and they keep setting her up for failure so she will eventually act out and they can retrain her behaviour. Also, she is used to more elegant things. As a slave she has been given luxury, soft bed, warmth, spare time, and has not gotten used to the harsher duties a slave may have. 

Sharon - bratty woman, who wants to be a pleasure slave. Has already changed her mind because she has been punished so much, wishes only training on how to please, not on anything practical. Speaks loudly and brashly. Is trying, but clueless as to the rules or what is going on.

Chapter 2 

All 4 sleep in the same room, and were woke at 5 am to shower and dress for the day. 

Sharon woke up late and in turn was punished and did not get a towel or any supplies to clean herself when she followed everyone else to the showers later. 

The showers are also all in one room and open. Slaves are expected to do enemas every morning.

Claudia did not get a hairbrush, and was scolded for not brushing her hair. 

Robert wanted to shave, all over, and was not given a shirt. Is ashamed of his penis. 

Brian is a mouthy asshole to everyone in the group but follows the rules, keeps his mouth shut to superiors unless given permission, and can take a lot of pain. 

They all get scolded for not helping each other get clean.

Chapter 3 

Sharon is sent to help a maid clean the bathrooms after body inspection, and gets fed a bar of soap by the maid,

The other 3 get breakfast and then go out to meet the two who run the house. Grendel and Alexandra. The majordomo/guy who runs the house, the slaves, and their punishments/daily schedules is Chris. Sharon joins them. 

They are allowed to ask questions about their training. 

Sharon gets yelled at again, and becomes a footstool for a few minutes. 

They get a tour of the house, and everyone but Sharon gets a beating "for Sharon's misbehavior."

After a punishment, they are required to thank Chris and kiss his shoes. 

After the tour, sharon is sent to read the rules regarding owned property and correct behaviour. Brian to Grendel, Claudia to Alexandra, and Robert to assist the cook. 

Pendant making timeline.

Sand as high  as possible, 80, then up to 220 or 300s   (3 hours minimum, probably all day)

Usually takes 2 days of sanding.

Add flood coat of oil. Allow 24 hours to dry.

Add coat 2 of oil. 24 hours.

Add coat of poly. 24 hours.

Add metal wire, and put on necklace. Fucking forever! 

Not enough time to finish this batch of necklaces before this event. 

What do I do now?

Fuck. 

Maybe I have enough that I already need to put on necklaces that it won't matter. I hope.

My poor nails!

Workshop stuff, Wednesday.

In the workshop win my pal!

The shaping we got done today.

I am covered in dust!

Paddle to 80 grit.

Doggy photobomb

My list, so I can find it later.

Today's stuff I did.

I cleaned the bathroom

Loaded the dishwasher

Folded a lot of towels

Sorted his laundry so he could pack bags

Made scrambled omelettes for breakfast

Made spaghetti for dinner

Cut several wood scraps for tomorrow, when I will begin shaping them for necklaces

Tomorrow I will 

Need to redo my nail polish, as he said it was gross and I need to redo it. I gues that is permission? 

Shape wood scraps

Use drill press to put holes in pendant pieces

Maybe finish the pendants I've already made by putting them on necklaces. 

Take pictures of stuff I'm doing. 

Need to go over and update the treasury report for mast.

Send songsmith an update on his and reds dues.

The marketplace, chapter one.

The first chapter outlines 4 applicants to "The Marketplace" which is a house that trains and sells slaves. 

The first applicant is "too perfect" and her owner wants her retrained to be useful, or sold to someone else because her owner is bored. 

The second speaks too quickly but he seems to have the potential to be submissive.

The third needs retraining because he was trained as a sissy and told no one would want him as a slave if he was male, but he is awful at being female and awkward as fuck.

The fourth was rude, clueless, conniving, and seemed to be faking submissiveness completely, but apparently she was graceful and pretty, and begged for training, so they let her in for a week of observation. 

End chapter one.

Eww, what is that?

Necklace pieces, Tuesday night

Pink ivory and lignum vitae wood pieces. Ready for shaping/sanding tomorrow morning.

Not as pink as it looks, and greener than it looks, thanks to bright orange counter.

Stop watching me poop!

Things I want to accomplish this week.

Wash dry fold put away some of Rellys clothes, especially socks. 

Do lots of laundry if possible.

Come up with a good idea for attaching falls to flogger handles.

Research pretty eye hooks online, instead of nickelplated ones.

Inventory floggers, and come up with a list of what I want to make for the gay pride event.... Probably not floggers, so maybe necklaces, key chains, etc. 

cut falls for some toys maybe. 

Ugh.  I don't actually know what I want to do this week.

Fuck.

I'm afraid I will be hurting too much to accomplish what I had originally planned, making floggers, turning some handles, etc. but a lot of that requires core body stamina, which I don't have at the moment.

Maybe I could do some sanding or something this week? But even that could really suck.

Or braiding. 

I don't know. 

Relly standing orders for the week

Make a list of things I need to accomplish this week

Play at least once with major

Keep slush keychain on wife pants at all times except when messy. 

Collar every day after morning tea. 

Call or text every morning upon waking to say good morning sir. 

Protocols every night - call

Blog every night, list of what has been done today.

Read from a book chosen by Relly. The marketplace.

Day one, read one chapter, after, read two chapters a night. 

Write nightly summary of reading. 

Monday to do

Empty all the trash cans - add bags to trash cans

Make and drink tea

Empty and reload the dishwasher

Load laundry, dry laundry, fold a few towels

Clean out the fridge. Also, eat some chicken. 

Take pain pills as needed. 

Make game plan for floggers. Lay out stock, etc. 

clean up lathe workspace and begin woodturning plans. 

Put in earrings

Groceries since Matt will have car Tuesday

Toilet paper

Clean dusty's cage if able. 

Slave hunt was yesterday

Ok, awesome things that have happened in the past few weeks.

Survived LHC

Got my hair dyed bright orange

Got beat a lot by major - hood time, trampling, omg my poor nipples, etc

Got fucked by Relly cuz he heard me screaming all night.

Ate at longhorn.

Bought pretty wood! 

Slave hunt, with bruises, on my period, running late, in the rain.

Got caught in slave hunt. Got paddled. Sold lots of toys. 

Tattoomaster repeatedly told me that I am awesome and do great work.

Had a new drink that was awesome.

Oh and I am on day 2 of my period and feel like I can't move.