I love him so much

I was motivated yesterday. It was also the second day of my period, and the cramps, back pain, and mood swings kicked in with full force.

But I was motivated. So I pushed myself, accomplished some real cleaning and organizing that needed to be done, and when I bent over to pick up another piece of leather that needed to be folded, my body told me NO MORE.

I was angry. My body had been telling me no for a week already, with little things. A constant runny nose, forcing me not to do anything that requires looking down, or not being able to get to my nose. So woodworking and leatherworking had been mostly off limits already this week.
Not important.

What is important, is that my Master stopped what he was doing (it was important) and helped me deal with it.

It's funny, because I've been so unmotivated while he was away, and so this burst of feeling capable was a huge surprise to me, and I HATED letting it go to waste. I couldn't stop working on my own. I needed his order to tell me not to do it anymore. And he did that for me. Even though I didn't want it, I didn't want to hear it, I needed to be told not to do anymore work. He told em to do only stuff on the computer. Promote my business, get back to people, list stuff on etsy.

So after a short " I don't wanna" tantrum, I turned my motivation to the computer.
I made 2 coupons for my etsy shop. (Maybe I should have done $10 off?)
I posted these coupons on facebook and fetlife.
I added 7 listings to my shop yesterday.
I went through and followed a few people who had favorited toys like mine. (Hopefully this will bring them in to look at my shop)

I ended up with over 70 views to my page yesterday (and i only did the post after 10PM) because of my Master's guidance and direction (and he shared my post on his facebook as well) and I am grateful for it. I hope he knows how much he brought meaning to my almost worthless day.