Scavenger Hunt!
Rules:
You do not have to bring back the items from the list, simply write them down.
You must find find/see the thing on the list AFTER you get your list. You cannot just list something that you know is at the park.
Cannot use different parts of the same person, you can only use a person once!
Cannot use the same word/thing twice.
Now, go find ...
Something that starts with the letter S. ________________________________
Something Pink __________________________________________________
Something that might sleep in a cage _________________________________
Something with hair/fur ____________________________________________
Something smooth _______________________________________________
Something wet ___________________________________________________
Something that grows _____________________________________________
Something 8 letters long ___________________________________________
Something that makes noise when you blow it _________________________
Something that feels good touching your face __________________________
Something bigger than your hand ____________________________________
Something that hurts if you get it in your eye __________________________
Something you'd like to put in your mouth ____________________________
Something you can reach while on your knees _________________________
Something you sit on _____________________________________________
4 letter word that you can do with another person at the park ______________
Something that hurts if you get hit with it _____________________________
Wednesday, March 30, 2016
2 stories, erotic :)
Strapped in to the new bondage toy, already wet and spread open.
Scenario one, from my first fantasy.
The vibrator is pushed straight up to my clit, my lips even pulled aside and out of the way so that there is no softening the intense sensation shooting through me more like pain than real pain, every jolt sending to my mind that blinding signal to make it stop, to beg plead or do whatever it takes. With no way to make it stop, and no end in my own power, the begging is profound. Finally, my master relents. He will turn it off after I've given consent and begged him to come on my face. I say no, it's appalling. It's unthinkable. But I'm already losing my mind and there is no end in sight otherwise. But I can bring myself to agree, it takes longer to ask for it, or even beg for it. He allows me to start sucking him off while I think it over. It feels like the vibrating is at the base of my skull. I'm almost unaware as he pulls out of my mouth and I'm begging as he jacks off right in front of my face. My neck is tied down to the furniture, I can't lean away and one hand is holding my hair, tilting my face upward. Beg. Please, sir, come on my face, make it -... No, I don't care about that. Convince me. And suffer, I enjoy that. He's still stroking, but starting to slow. I am desperate. Please! Please come, please, squirt your hot load on my face. I say it, hoping it's the right amount of hot and not the wrong kind of cheesy. I almost don't want it, but it's humiliating and he's so turned on. And I can't get away even if I want to. So I take it. And I try to squeeze my eyes closed, try to keep my mouth closed, but the hand on my hair is so tight my eyes are slits but open, and my mouth will barely stretch over my teeth, my jaw held open from the pain. And the moment lasts forever with the pain, the humiliation, the warm sticky jizz in weird lumps all over me, and the ick reflex losing against the restraints. The vibrator is still on and I don't know whether to ask for a towel or an unplug first, but I don't do either because it's stringing down off my lips and I don't want to feel the cold snap back when the drop lets go.
Erotica 2)
I'm strapped in, and helpless. He's behind me, and I can turn to see what's going on. I hear him down behind me and I know he's staring at my body up close and too personal. I want to shift, it's uncomfortable to think about him so close to me, with all the power. I feel his tongue on the front of my pussy, just the tip of his tongue, as far forward as he can reach. Not all the way to the clit, thankfully the position doesn't give that much access without his rolling onto his back. He licks all the way up from my pussy to my ass in one motion, and I almost cringe as I realize what's about to happen. I hate it, I hate it every time and he decided he likes it so there is nothing at all I can do. He shoves his tongue into my asshole, and I grip the sides of the restraint holding me down. I can't see anything, I can't do anything, and my mouth is taped on top of it all, so I can't bitch about it either. Well, I make a protesting noise, but all he does is groan. And tongue-fuck my asshole at his leisure, endlessly. I don't want to make comparisons and I avoid them even to myself, but it is unreasonable how much he enjoys this. I am at my most uncomfortable, surely it's reasonable that this is a very awkward thing to have done to you against your will, as a slave. When he's done, he spits on my asshole and moves around in front of me. The duct tape is ripped off and his erection is used to continue my muffled semisilence. "When it hurts, you will say you are sorry. You will apologize and beg forgiveness. You will be begging a lot. I'm going to hurt you tonight. Do you understand? Say yes sir" I answer as instructed and he moves behind me again. He uses his hands to spread my ass cheeks apart, and as he presses his cock against my asshole he makes me say again that I understand. My spit and his are enough, and in one sharp thrust, his cock is all the way in my ass. It hurts. His hands are on my hips holding his body as close to mine as it can possibly be, and through my screams and cries I can hear him groan once, deep and low like a growl, enjoying how much pain I'm in, and perhaps how tightly we fit together. The pain hits once like a wall, and then again and again like waves, but it slowly starts to become bearable.
Dehydration, by Medic (assigned essay)
Dehydration
What is dehydration? What are the symptoms of dehydration? Can a person die from dehydration? Other than drinking water, how can a person avoid dehydration/ how can a person stay hydrated if they don't drink water?
Dehydration
Dehydration is the cause of losing more water than you body can afford. Unfortunately, a person can die from dehydration. Your body requires water in order for your body to function properly. Most of your body systems need water like your brain, epidermal system, muscular system, and intestinal system. So in other words, your whole body.
There are different levels of dehydration. You can have mild to moderate dehydration and you can have severe dehydration which can lead to death if the water is not replaced promptly. You can see signs and symptoms of dehydration. Signs and symptoms of mild to moderate dehydration are dry mouth, feeling thirsty, headache, muscle spasms, increased respirations, increased heartrate, decrease in urine output, dark coloring of urine, constipation, tiredness, dry skin and lightheadedness. Being severely dehydrated can have any or all of the symptoms of mild to moderate dehydration. There are more signs and symptoms of severe dehydration like decreased blood pressure, skin turgor will tent and not smooth back in position, confusion and even unconsciousness, fever, tachycardia, mostly white on the inside of the bottom eyelid, sunken eyes, severe dry mouth, chapped lips, and no tears. Most infants can have the signs and symptoms found in the adult. The sunken soft spot is a sign that the infants will have.
The only real treatment is to replace fluids that have been lost. That also includes the salt and electrolytes. You can use Pedialyte for children. When my kids where sick, as a child, I would use Pedialyte. Water can be used, but it will not replace the salt and electrolytes needed. Vomiting, diarrhea, and fever will dehydrate a child quickly. For adults, people have been using sport drinks with electrolytes, to replace lost fluids. And this method can work for mild to moderate dehydration, so will water. But, severe dehydration is best treated with intravenous fluids and should be monitored by a doctor. You should avoid drinking caffeinated drinks, carbonated drinks, and fruit juices that have high contents of carbohydrates.
There are other ways to stay hydrated without drink water. If you can't stand drinking plain water, there are other drinks that will help hydrate you. Coffee, teas, coconut water, even added drink mixes like Crystal Lite can keep you hydrated. There are also foods that will help hydrate you. There are fruits and veggies that will help. Cantaloupe, oranges, watermelon, kiwi, spinach, celery, cucumbers, eating oatmeal, soups, and tomatoes. These will help you when you can not stand plain water.
Online References.
http://articles.mercola.com/dehydration-symptoms.as…
http://www.chopra.com/ccl/9-ways-to-stay-hydrated-w…
http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/dehyd…
What is dehydration? What are the symptoms of dehydration? Can a person die from dehydration? Other than drinking water, how can a person avoid dehydration/ how can a person stay hydrated if they don't drink water?
Dehydration
Dehydration is the cause of losing more water than you body can afford. Unfortunately, a person can die from dehydration. Your body requires water in order for your body to function properly. Most of your body systems need water like your brain, epidermal system, muscular system, and intestinal system. So in other words, your whole body.
There are different levels of dehydration. You can have mild to moderate dehydration and you can have severe dehydration which can lead to death if the water is not replaced promptly. You can see signs and symptoms of dehydration. Signs and symptoms of mild to moderate dehydration are dry mouth, feeling thirsty, headache, muscle spasms, increased respirations, increased heartrate, decrease in urine output, dark coloring of urine, constipation, tiredness, dry skin and lightheadedness. Being severely dehydrated can have any or all of the symptoms of mild to moderate dehydration. There are more signs and symptoms of severe dehydration like decreased blood pressure, skin turgor will tent and not smooth back in position, confusion and even unconsciousness, fever, tachycardia, mostly white on the inside of the bottom eyelid, sunken eyes, severe dry mouth, chapped lips, and no tears. Most infants can have the signs and symptoms found in the adult. The sunken soft spot is a sign that the infants will have.
The only real treatment is to replace fluids that have been lost. That also includes the salt and electrolytes. You can use Pedialyte for children. When my kids where sick, as a child, I would use Pedialyte. Water can be used, but it will not replace the salt and electrolytes needed. Vomiting, diarrhea, and fever will dehydrate a child quickly. For adults, people have been using sport drinks with electrolytes, to replace lost fluids. And this method can work for mild to moderate dehydration, so will water. But, severe dehydration is best treated with intravenous fluids and should be monitored by a doctor. You should avoid drinking caffeinated drinks, carbonated drinks, and fruit juices that have high contents of carbohydrates.
There are other ways to stay hydrated without drink water. If you can't stand drinking plain water, there are other drinks that will help hydrate you. Coffee, teas, coconut water, even added drink mixes like Crystal Lite can keep you hydrated. There are also foods that will help hydrate you. There are fruits and veggies that will help. Cantaloupe, oranges, watermelon, kiwi, spinach, celery, cucumbers, eating oatmeal, soups, and tomatoes. These will help you when you can not stand plain water.
Online References.
http://articles.mercola.com/dehydration-symptoms.as…
http://www.chopra.com/ccl/9-ways-to-stay-hydrated-w…
http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/dehyd…
Monday, March 28, 2016
Maintenance, as things are discussed and taken care of.
Maintenance stuff
Mon: Phone appointment Monday, 8 or 9 pm?
Wed: 2 PM Cardiologist appointment, the 30th
Sunday: April 3, Easter egg hunt (GET THERE EARLY)
Pay $25 vendor fee via paypal
Cigarettes. Healthful eating. etc.
(What was I going to make from grocery store?) Hard boiled eggs, potato soup...
Take box to post office and find out shipping cost to uk, zip code DA1 2GE
Catching Up From Trip
Mon: Phone appointment Monday, 8 or 9 pm?
Wed: 2 PM Cardiologist appointment, the 30th
Sunday: April 3, Easter egg hunt (GET THERE EARLY)
Pay $25 vendor fee via paypal
Cigarettes. Healthful eating. etc.
(What was I going to make from grocery store?) Hard boiled eggs, potato soup...
Take box to post office and find out shipping cost to uk, zip code DA1 2GE
Catching Up From Trip
Let's send josh a care package!
Need to find a box to mail punishment sticks/paddles. ULINE catalog?
Order handle for razor for Master!
Pay T3WD vendor fee via PayPal
Suggestion for keeping records for all vending events and fees?
Need
a lecture about how important it is that I have a lot of stock for all
these events coming up, I need motivation and can't seem to get myself
started working. Please!
Get insurance now that I have a military ID.
dusty needs his nails clipped. Professionally. (Sela needs 1 claw on each foot clipped, curling under)
Sela NEEDS more flea meds. she keeps scratching her butt on stuff.
dusty needs his nails clipped. Professionally. (Sela needs 1 claw on each foot clipped, curling under)
Sela NEEDS more flea meds. she keeps scratching her butt on stuff.
business cards
LLC debrief
LLC debrief
Talk about bunni
Talk about the falseness of these spirit people
Talk about Tori and Geoff
Talk about the actual conference
Talk about the cocktail party
I love him so much
I was motivated yesterday. It was also the second day of my period, and the cramps, back pain, and mood swings kicked in with full force.
But I was motivated. So I pushed myself, accomplished some real cleaning and organizing that needed to be done, and when I bent over to pick up another piece of leather that needed to be folded, my body told me NO MORE.
I was angry. My body had been telling me no for a week already, with little things. A constant runny nose, forcing me not to do anything that requires looking down, or not being able to get to my nose. So woodworking and leatherworking had been mostly off limits already this week.
Not important.
What is important, is that my Master stopped what he was doing (it was important) and helped me deal with it.
It's funny, because I've been so unmotivated while he was away, and so this burst of feeling capable was a huge surprise to me, and I HATED letting it go to waste. I couldn't stop working on my own. I needed his order to tell me not to do it anymore. And he did that for me. Even though I didn't want it, I didn't want to hear it, I needed to be told not to do anymore work. He told em to do only stuff on the computer. Promote my business, get back to people, list stuff on etsy.
So after a short " I don't wanna" tantrum, I turned my motivation to the computer.
I made 2 coupons for my etsy shop. (Maybe I should have done $10 off?)
I posted these coupons on facebook and fetlife.
I added 7 listings to my shop yesterday.
I went through and followed a few people who had favorited toys like mine. (Hopefully this will bring them in to look at my shop)
I ended up with over 70 views to my page yesterday (and i only did the post after 10PM) because of my Master's guidance and direction (and he shared my post on his facebook as well) and I am grateful for it. I hope he knows how much he brought meaning to my almost worthless day.
But I was motivated. So I pushed myself, accomplished some real cleaning and organizing that needed to be done, and when I bent over to pick up another piece of leather that needed to be folded, my body told me NO MORE.
I was angry. My body had been telling me no for a week already, with little things. A constant runny nose, forcing me not to do anything that requires looking down, or not being able to get to my nose. So woodworking and leatherworking had been mostly off limits already this week.
Not important.
What is important, is that my Master stopped what he was doing (it was important) and helped me deal with it.
It's funny, because I've been so unmotivated while he was away, and so this burst of feeling capable was a huge surprise to me, and I HATED letting it go to waste. I couldn't stop working on my own. I needed his order to tell me not to do it anymore. And he did that for me. Even though I didn't want it, I didn't want to hear it, I needed to be told not to do anymore work. He told em to do only stuff on the computer. Promote my business, get back to people, list stuff on etsy.
So after a short " I don't wanna" tantrum, I turned my motivation to the computer.
I made 2 coupons for my etsy shop. (Maybe I should have done $10 off?)
I posted these coupons on facebook and fetlife.
I added 7 listings to my shop yesterday.
I went through and followed a few people who had favorited toys like mine. (Hopefully this will bring them in to look at my shop)
I ended up with over 70 views to my page yesterday (and i only did the post after 10PM) because of my Master's guidance and direction (and he shared my post on his facebook as well) and I am grateful for it. I hope he knows how much he brought meaning to my almost worthless day.
Sunday, March 27, 2016
To do
Clean up, sweep, throw away trash, move lamp to leather room
clean up leather room.
Plan possible dinner tonight.(tomorrow)
Clean off vending table, make corsets for floggers,
Make harnesses for stuffed animals, but not for flogger. Make saddles, collars etc. masks.
Ibuprofin (5PM)
Annoying post, but fun list thing :)
I went through and highlighted the ones that made me think of my Master. The ones I think in some way describe him.
https://fetlife.com/users/4131499/posts/3655402
Values in D/s (or 12 minutes that can determine how you make decisions going forward)
EXERCISE:
Identifying your TOP 10 values
Copy the words into a word doc
Go through them and BOLD or highlight things that really stand out to you as important.
After a completed first round then filter it down to 10 in no particular order.
Then carefully put them in order of importance.
FOR THE DOM
After you’ve selected your TOP 10 values check to see if you are living in accordance to these basic principles in life and in your dynamic. If you are not, there is likely stress and conflict. Just because it is a value of yours does not mean one can live by them all the time. We all fall short sometimes and the key is to recalibrate. Adjust accordingly to relieve that pressure. To do so, take steps to match your actions with your values.
FOR THE SUB
Have your sub do the same. Once you have his/her list then you can help them either keep their actions in line with their values or redirect their focus in order to make sure their actions are in harmony with their values.
FOR THE DYNAMIC
I have found that your TOP 10 will likely be different from what you VALUE for your dynamic. This phase of the exercise is done the same way except you focus on what platform you want the relationship to be based on.
FYI - This will likely take more time because with your values you are reflecting and with the dynamic you are creating.
IN CLOSING
As a Dom your values will inevitably be instilled in the dynamic and perhaps on sub after time. As a leader your values will be front and center which is why taking inventory of YOUR own values is just as important as the subs values. Match how you control the dynamic with a mix of your values while still keeping in mind theirs.
If you’re a sub show this to your dom. He will know what to do.
If you’re single and reading this do it anyway. You’ll get just as much out of it. Besides, you won’t be single for long, you sexy bastard.
EXTRA CREDIT:
After you have your top 10 and the dynamics top 10 if you want to go the extra kink mile write down what that value means to YOU and how it should play a part in your life. Why? Even the same word will have different meaning depending on the person. The values of “ Creativity ” and “ Obedience “ in a dynamic will be different for everyone.
VALUES
Abundance
Acceptance
Accessibility
Accomplishment
Accountability
Accuracy
Achievement
Acknowledgment
Activeness
Adaptability
Adoration
Adroitness
Adventure
Affection
Affluence
Aggressiveness
Agility
Alertness
Altruism
Ambition
Amusement
Anticipation
Appreciation
Approachability
Articulateness
Assertiveness
Assurance
Attentiveness
Attractiveness
Audacity
Availability
Awareness
Awe
Balance
Beauty
Being the best
Belonging
Benevolence
Bliss
Boldness
Bravery
Brilliance
Buoyancy
Calmness
Camaraderie
Candor
Capability
Care
Carefulness
Celebrity
Certainty
Challenge
Charity
Charm
Chastity
Cheerfulness
Clarity
Cleanliness
Clear-mindedness
Cleverness
Closeness
Comfort
Commitment
Compassion
Completion
Composure
Concentration
Confidence
Conformity
Congruency
Connection
Consciousness
Consistency
Contentment
Continuity
Contribution
Control
Conviction
Conviviality
Coolness
Cooperation
Cordiality
Correctness
Courage
Courtesy
Craftiness
Creativity
Credibility
Cunning
Curiosity
Daring
Decisiveness
Decorum
Deference
Delight
Dependability
Depth
Desire
Determination
Devotion
Devoutness
Dexterity
Dignity
Diligence
Direction
Directness
Discipline
Discovery
Discretion
Diversity
Dominance
Dreaming
Drive
Duty
Dynamism
Eagerness
Economy
Ecstasy
Education
Effectiveness
Efficiency
Elation
Elegance
Empathy
Encouragement
Endurance
Energy
Enjoyment
Entertainment
Enthusiasm
Excellence
Excitement
Exhilaration
Expectancy
Expediency
Experience
Expertise
Exploration
Expressiveness
Extravagance
Extroversion
Exuberance
Fairness
Faith
Fame
Family
Fascination
Fashion
Fearlessness
Ferocity
Fidelity
Fierceness
Financial independence
Firmness
Fitness
Flexibility
Flow
Fluency
Focus
Fortitude
Frankness
Freedom
Friendliness
Frugality
Fun
Gallantry
Generosity
Gentility
Giving
Grace
Gratitude
Gregariousness
Growth
Guidance
Happiness
Harmony
Health
Heart
Helpfulness
Heroism
Holiness
Honesty
Honor
Hopefulness
Hospitality
Humility
Humor
Hygiene
Imagination
Impact
Impartiality
Independence
Industry
Ingenuity
Inquisitiveness
Insightfulness
Inspiration
Integrity
Intelligence
Intensity
Intimacy
Intrepidness
Introversion
Intuition
Intuitiveness
Inventiveness
Investing
Joy
Judiciousness
Justice
Keenness
Kindness
Knowledge
Leadership
Learning
Liberation
Liberty
Liveliness
Logic
Longevity
Love
Loyalty
Majesty
Making a difference
Mastery
Maturity
Meekness
Mellowness
Meticulousness
Mindfulness
Modesty
Motivation
Mysteriousness
Neatness
Nerve
Obedience
Open-mindedness
Openness
Optimism
Order
Organization
Originality
Outlandishness
Outrageousness
Passion
Peace
Perceptiveness
Perfection
Perkiness
Perseverance
Persistence
Persuasiveness
Philanthropy
Piety
Playfulness
Pleasantness
Pleasure
Poise
Polish
Popularity
Potency
Power
Practicality
Pragmatism
Precision
Preparedness
Presence
Privacy
Proactivity
Professionalism
Prosperity
Prudence
Punctuality
Purity
Realism
Reason
Reasonableness
Recognition
Recreation
Refinement
Reflection
Relaxation
Reliability
Religiousness
Resilience
Resolution
Resolve
Resourcefulness
Respect
Rest
Restraint
Reverence
Richness
Rigor
Sacredness
Sacrifice
Sagacity
Saintliness
Sanguinity
Satisfaction
Security
Self-control
Selflessness
Self-reliance
Sensitivity
Sensuality
Serenity
Service
Sexuality
Sharing
Shrewdness
Significance
Silence
Silliness
Simplicity
Sincerity
Skilfulness
Solidarity
Solitude
Soundness
Speed
Spirit
Spirituality
Spontaneity
Spunk
Stability
Stealth
Stillness
Strength
Structure
Success
Support
Supremacy
Surprise
Sympathy
Synergy
Teamwork
Temperance
Thankfulness
Thoroughness
Thoughtfulness
Thrift
Tidiness
Timeliness
Traditionalism
Tranquility
Transcendence
Trust
Trustworthiness
Truth
Understanding
Unflappability
Uniqueness
Unity
Usefulness
Utility
Valor
Variety
Victory
Vigor
Virtue
Vision
Vitality
Vivacity
Warmth
Watchfulness
Wealth
Wilfulness
Willingness
Winning
Wisdom
Wittiness
Wonder
Youthfulness
Zeal
https://fetlife.com/users/4131499/posts/3655402
Values in D/s (or 12 minutes that can determine how you make decisions going forward)
EXERCISE:
Identifying your TOP 10 values
Copy the words into a word doc
Go through them and BOLD or highlight things that really stand out to you as important.
After a completed first round then filter it down to 10 in no particular order.
Then carefully put them in order of importance.
FOR THE DOM
After you’ve selected your TOP 10 values check to see if you are living in accordance to these basic principles in life and in your dynamic. If you are not, there is likely stress and conflict. Just because it is a value of yours does not mean one can live by them all the time. We all fall short sometimes and the key is to recalibrate. Adjust accordingly to relieve that pressure. To do so, take steps to match your actions with your values.
FOR THE SUB
Have your sub do the same. Once you have his/her list then you can help them either keep their actions in line with their values or redirect their focus in order to make sure their actions are in harmony with their values.
FOR THE DYNAMIC
I have found that your TOP 10 will likely be different from what you VALUE for your dynamic. This phase of the exercise is done the same way except you focus on what platform you want the relationship to be based on.
FYI - This will likely take more time because with your values you are reflecting and with the dynamic you are creating.
IN CLOSING
As a Dom your values will inevitably be instilled in the dynamic and perhaps on sub after time. As a leader your values will be front and center which is why taking inventory of YOUR own values is just as important as the subs values. Match how you control the dynamic with a mix of your values while still keeping in mind theirs.
If you’re a sub show this to your dom. He will know what to do.
If you’re single and reading this do it anyway. You’ll get just as much out of it. Besides, you won’t be single for long, you sexy bastard.
EXTRA CREDIT:
After you have your top 10 and the dynamics top 10 if you want to go the extra kink mile write down what that value means to YOU and how it should play a part in your life. Why? Even the same word will have different meaning depending on the person. The values of “ Creativity ” and “ Obedience “ in a dynamic will be different for everyone.
VALUES
Abundance
Acceptance
Accessibility
Accomplishment
Accountability
Accuracy
Achievement
Acknowledgment
Activeness
Adaptability
Adoration
Adroitness
Adventure
Affection
Affluence
Aggressiveness
Agility
Alertness
Altruism
Ambition
Amusement
Anticipation
Appreciation
Approachability
Articulateness
Assertiveness
Assurance
Attentiveness
Attractiveness
Audacity
Availability
Awareness
Awe
Balance
Beauty
Being the best
Belonging
Benevolence
Bliss
Boldness
Bravery
Brilliance
Buoyancy
Calmness
Camaraderie
Candor
Capability
Care
Carefulness
Celebrity
Certainty
Challenge
Charity
Charm
Chastity
Cheerfulness
Clarity
Cleanliness
Clear-mindedness
Cleverness
Closeness
Comfort
Commitment
Compassion
Completion
Composure
Concentration
Confidence
Conformity
Congruency
Connection
Consciousness
Consistency
Contentment
Continuity
Contribution
Control
Conviction
Conviviality
Coolness
Cooperation
Cordiality
Correctness
Courage
Courtesy
Craftiness
Creativity
Credibility
Cunning
Curiosity
Daring
Decisiveness
Decorum
Deference
Delight
Dependability
Depth
Desire
Determination
Devotion
Devoutness
Dexterity
Dignity
Diligence
Direction
Directness
Discipline
Discovery
Discretion
Diversity
Dominance
Dreaming
Drive
Duty
Dynamism
Eagerness
Economy
Ecstasy
Education
Effectiveness
Efficiency
Elation
Elegance
Empathy
Encouragement
Endurance
Energy
Enjoyment
Entertainment
Enthusiasm
Excellence
Excitement
Exhilaration
Expectancy
Expediency
Experience
Expertise
Exploration
Expressiveness
Extravagance
Extroversion
Exuberance
Fairness
Faith
Fame
Family
Fascination
Fashion
Fearlessness
Ferocity
Fidelity
Fierceness
Financial independence
Firmness
Fitness
Flexibility
Flow
Fluency
Focus
Fortitude
Frankness
Freedom
Friendliness
Frugality
Fun
Gallantry
Generosity
Gentility
Giving
Grace
Gratitude
Gregariousness
Growth
Guidance
Happiness
Harmony
Health
Heart
Helpfulness
Heroism
Holiness
Honesty
Honor
Hopefulness
Hospitality
Humility
Humor
Hygiene
Imagination
Impact
Impartiality
Independence
Industry
Ingenuity
Inquisitiveness
Insightfulness
Inspiration
Integrity
Intelligence
Intensity
Intimacy
Intrepidness
Introversion
Intuition
Intuitiveness
Inventiveness
Investing
Joy
Judiciousness
Justice
Keenness
Kindness
Knowledge
Leadership
Learning
Liberation
Liberty
Liveliness
Logic
Longevity
Love
Loyalty
Majesty
Making a difference
Mastery
Maturity
Meekness
Mellowness
Meticulousness
Mindfulness
Modesty
Motivation
Mysteriousness
Neatness
Nerve
Obedience
Open-mindedness
Openness
Optimism
Order
Organization
Originality
Outlandishness
Outrageousness
Passion
Peace
Perceptiveness
Perfection
Perkiness
Perseverance
Persistence
Persuasiveness
Philanthropy
Piety
Playfulness
Pleasantness
Pleasure
Poise
Polish
Popularity
Potency
Power
Practicality
Pragmatism
Precision
Preparedness
Presence
Privacy
Proactivity
Professionalism
Prosperity
Prudence
Punctuality
Purity
Realism
Reason
Reasonableness
Recognition
Recreation
Refinement
Reflection
Relaxation
Reliability
Religiousness
Resilience
Resolution
Resolve
Resourcefulness
Respect
Rest
Restraint
Reverence
Richness
Rigor
Sacredness
Sacrifice
Sagacity
Saintliness
Sanguinity
Satisfaction
Security
Self-control
Selflessness
Self-reliance
Sensitivity
Sensuality
Serenity
Service
Sexuality
Sharing
Shrewdness
Significance
Silence
Silliness
Simplicity
Sincerity
Skilfulness
Solidarity
Solitude
Soundness
Speed
Spirit
Spirituality
Spontaneity
Spunk
Stability
Stealth
Stillness
Strength
Structure
Success
Support
Supremacy
Surprise
Sympathy
Synergy
Teamwork
Temperance
Thankfulness
Thoroughness
Thoughtfulness
Thrift
Tidiness
Timeliness
Traditionalism
Tranquility
Transcendence
Trust
Trustworthiness
Truth
Understanding
Unflappability
Uniqueness
Unity
Usefulness
Utility
Valor
Variety
Victory
Vigor
Virtue
Vision
Vitality
Vivacity
Warmth
Watchfulness
Wealth
Wilfulness
Willingness
Winning
Wisdom
Wittiness
Wonder
Youthfulness
Zeal
Still need maintenance, Busy!
Maintenance stuff
Phone appointment Monday, 8 or 9 pm?
Cardiologist appointment, Wed, the 30th
Pay $25 vendor fee via paypal
Check out collar. Does leather smell like coffee or is it ok?
Cigarettes. Healthful eating. etc.
(What was I going to make from grocery store?) Hard boiled eggs, potato soup, I can't remember...
Take box to post office and find out shipping cost to uk, zip code DA1 2GE
Catching Up From Trip
Show off my wood
Phone appointment Monday, 8 or 9 pm?
Cardiologist appointment, Wed, the 30th
Pay $25 vendor fee via paypal
Cigarettes. Healthful eating. etc.
(What was I going to make from grocery store?) Hard boiled eggs, potato soup, I can't remember...
Take box to post office and find out shipping cost to uk, zip code DA1 2GE
Catching Up From Trip
Let's send josh a care package!
Need to find a box to mail punishment sticks/paddles. ULINE catalog?
Order handle for razor for Master!
Pay T3WD vendor fee via PayPal
Suggestion for keeping records for all vending events and fees?
Need a lecture about how important it is that I have a lot of stock for all these events coming up, I need motivation and can't seem to get myself started working. Please!
Get my insurance fixed now that I have a new military ID.
dusty needs his nails clipped. Professionally.
Sela NEEDS more flea meds. she keeps scratching her butt on stuff.
dusty needs his nails clipped. Professionally.
Sela NEEDS more flea meds. she keeps scratching her butt on stuff.
business cards
send flowers for tom's mother
Talk about bunni
Talk about the falseness of these spirit people
Talk about Tori and Geoff
Talk about the actual conference
Talk about the cocktail party
Talk about TLC meeting and how everyone was an asshole, or not.
Assigned essay on water, by Medic.
Water for Your Body
(By Medic)
Research and write an essay on water.
Make sure you answer these questions.
What is it? How does it affect the body? Why is it good for you? How much water should a person have a day? What are the pros of drinking enough water?
Water:
Water is made up from 2 Hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom. When bonded together, they create water. Water covers close to 3/25 of the Earth's surface. It goes through the process where the liquid evaporates into a gas, to rise in the air, and then falls back to the Earth, as a liquid form again. You can also find it in the solid form of ice. This in itself makes water a natural resource. Water is considered undrinkable because all water has something in it. It can even be found in the desert, if you know how to find it. There are 2 types of water, salt water and fresh water. Humans and animals are not able to drink salt water, for survival, unless the water is desalinated, or the salt is removed. The extra salt in the water will cause dehydration, if too much is drank. All animals and plants require water to survive by. Water makes up a little over half of all living animals.
One reason water is good for you is because your body naturally uses water, so it needs to be replaced. Since your body is about 70% of water, you need to replace the water daily. Your cells and blood have water. The process where water enters the cells is called osmosis. Osmosis is the process where water passes through the semipermeable membrane of the cell. Too much water, in the body, can occur and cause swelling in the limbs. There is water in the blood cells, as well, which the blood carries the water through out the body. Water helps to hydrate the skin, muscles, and organs. The body's own fluid is made of water, too. Water is used to carry toxins and waste from the body. Helps to keep you body temperature maintained. I wish synovial fluid was made up of mostly water. Then I would be in great shape right about now. It is also needed in the bowel system where is helps to reduce constipation. It will also help with losing weight, give you energy, helps to decrease signs of wrinkles and betters your complexion.
There is a common thought that a person should drink 8 glasses of water per day. But, there is also a thought that a person should drink between 9 and 13 glasses a day. The thought is that males should take in 13 glasses and women should drink 9 glasses a day. In order for me to drink water, I place added ingredients (Crystal Lite) to water to change the taste. Unfortunately, adding ingredients have calories and sometimes carbohydrates and plain water does not have them. Our bodies use water for just about everything. Drinking water has also been said to get rid of headaches by preventing dehydration. It can even help increase your energy. It is supposed to help lubricate our joints, although I have not noticed a difference in my own joints.
Online References
http://scifun.chem.wisc.edu/chemweek/PDF/COW-Water-…
http://www.instantanswer.org/why-is-water-good-for-…
http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-4287/10-Reasons-Why-…
http://greatist.com/health/health-benefits-water
(By Medic)
Research and write an essay on water.
Make sure you answer these questions.
What is it? How does it affect the body? Why is it good for you? How much water should a person have a day? What are the pros of drinking enough water?
Water:
Water is made up from 2 Hydrogen atoms and one oxygen atom. When bonded together, they create water. Water covers close to 3/25 of the Earth's surface. It goes through the process where the liquid evaporates into a gas, to rise in the air, and then falls back to the Earth, as a liquid form again. You can also find it in the solid form of ice. This in itself makes water a natural resource. Water is considered undrinkable because all water has something in it. It can even be found in the desert, if you know how to find it. There are 2 types of water, salt water and fresh water. Humans and animals are not able to drink salt water, for survival, unless the water is desalinated, or the salt is removed. The extra salt in the water will cause dehydration, if too much is drank. All animals and plants require water to survive by. Water makes up a little over half of all living animals.
One reason water is good for you is because your body naturally uses water, so it needs to be replaced. Since your body is about 70% of water, you need to replace the water daily. Your cells and blood have water. The process where water enters the cells is called osmosis. Osmosis is the process where water passes through the semipermeable membrane of the cell. Too much water, in the body, can occur and cause swelling in the limbs. There is water in the blood cells, as well, which the blood carries the water through out the body. Water helps to hydrate the skin, muscles, and organs. The body's own fluid is made of water, too. Water is used to carry toxins and waste from the body. Helps to keep you body temperature maintained. I wish synovial fluid was made up of mostly water. Then I would be in great shape right about now. It is also needed in the bowel system where is helps to reduce constipation. It will also help with losing weight, give you energy, helps to decrease signs of wrinkles and betters your complexion.
There is a common thought that a person should drink 8 glasses of water per day. But, there is also a thought that a person should drink between 9 and 13 glasses a day. The thought is that males should take in 13 glasses and women should drink 9 glasses a day. In order for me to drink water, I place added ingredients (Crystal Lite) to water to change the taste. Unfortunately, adding ingredients have calories and sometimes carbohydrates and plain water does not have them. Our bodies use water for just about everything. Drinking water has also been said to get rid of headaches by preventing dehydration. It can even help increase your energy. It is supposed to help lubricate our joints, although I have not noticed a difference in my own joints.
Online References
http://scifun.chem.wisc.edu/chemweek/PDF/COW-Water-…
http://www.instantanswer.org/why-is-water-good-for-…
http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-4287/10-Reasons-Why-…
http://greatist.com/health/health-benefits-water
Thursday, March 24, 2016
frustration
I feel like I'm losing my mind. I keep thinking about Matt and every random thing he's ever said and I keep getting angrier. It's like a grudge reel is playing in my head. I know my emotions are out of whack all of a sudden and there's no real reason for me to be angry but I'm having trouble controlling it. I don't know how to stop thinking these things or stop being angry.
Please help me to be rational and don't let me talk you into being angry with him over something stupid. If I am wrong, take me aside and tell me so.
Be in control and be the authority force I need to rely on.
Thank you.
Please help me to be rational and don't let me talk you into being angry with him over something stupid. If I am wrong, take me aside and tell me so.
Be in control and be the authority force I need to rely on.
Thank you.
Wednesday, March 23, 2016
today stuff
Matt was supposed to take my chisels to school today. He didn't go to school
Tom's mother had a stroke. Tom seems to think it was a mini-stroke, but have not heard further news.
no other news as of yet.
About to head into the garage to put a piece of turning stock on the lathe. I have my chisels today, may as well use them since I won't be able to tomorrow when (if) he takes them to school with him.
Will do sanding tomorrow. Most of my pieces that need sanding are drying today anyway.
Tom's mother had a stroke. Tom seems to think it was a mini-stroke, but have not heard further news.
no other news as of yet.
About to head into the garage to put a piece of turning stock on the lathe. I have my chisels today, may as well use them since I won't be able to tomorrow when (if) he takes them to school with him.
Will do sanding tomorrow. Most of my pieces that need sanding are drying today anyway.
Tuesday, March 22, 2016
Monday, March 21, 2016
You are the best!
You are more of a man than anyone else our age that I know.
I am proud of you, for being so good at what you do, and being such a grown up about it!
You do good work.
Maintenance Tuesday
Ok, we haven't seen each other for a long time and I really miss you. But we have some maintenance stuff to do and I don't want to forget anything, so I'm going to make a list. I will be adding to this one a lot so don't read this one through your email, come to the blog so you can see the latest version please.
Show off my wood
Remind hubby to take antibiotics
Groceries, or lack there of. Possible suggestions for meals?
Please please lightbulb
Guild wars together! (Arvin and Elsa_icequeen or something has been messaging when I log on and really miss hanging out with you!)
Let's send josh a care package!
Need to find a box to mail punishment sticks/paddles. ULINE catalog?
Order handle for razor for Master!
Pay T3WD vendor fee via PayPal
Suggestion for keeping records for all vending events and fees?
I bought stuff to make a bow so you can start learning to make one!
Period due within a week
Any money left from trip?
Need a lecture about how important it is that I have a lot of stock for all these events coming up, I need motivation and can't seem to get myself started working. Please!
Get my insurance fixed now that I have a new military ID.
dusty needs his nails clipped.
Sela NEEDS more flea meds. she keeps scratching her butt on stuff.
dusty needs his nails clipped.
Sela NEEDS more flea meds. she keeps scratching her butt on stuff.
business cards
send flowers for tom's mother
send flowers for tom's mother
Talk about bunni
Talk about lily
Talk about hotel contract
Talk about the falseness of these spirit people
Talk about Tori and Geoff
Talk about the actual conference
Talk about the cocktail party
Masturbation restriction list
Restrict fantasies
- only while thinking of anal
- only thinking of device bondage
- only thinking of carnivorous pink sheep eating lily alive
Require additional props
- don't use softy, use my shirt
- have to wear a plug during
- have to wear a blindfold
- have to have ankles tied together
- have to use spreader bar
- have to wear a thong during
Other
- warn that certain chores must be done before masturbation is allowed
- must lie naked on bed for a certain time before being allowed to run
- punishments that disallow masturbation entirely or make it difficult
- must write about fantasy the next morning after masturbating
- must write a fantasy before masturbating, without touching once.
- must take X hits with X toy before masturbating
Sunday, March 20, 2016
To Do Today
Post Its: PINK
Pictures for blog
Sand handles (Delayed due to allergies)
(Has Matt fixed/looked at the lathe?) Lathe is FIXED
Picture of Bow Wood
Make Corsets, finishing (3?) toys
Make Harnesses for stuffed animals (For April Munch/Egg Hunt)
Publish 5 Etsy Listings
Sweep Floors (Hall, DR, LR, Kitchen, Mirror Hall)
Sim City Game
Laundry
Make a Scavenger Hunt List
Take Out Trash (Purge the fridge)
Take Pics of wooden necklaces for Etsy
Paint My Nails (I have permission!)
Get Relly to send payment for T3WD Vendor Fee (Sept 11)
Prep Fridge for Master's return (add carbonated water to crisper, juice, flavored water, etc)
Pictures for blog
Sand handles (Delayed due to allergies)
Make Corsets, finishing (3?) toys
Make Harnesses for stuffed animals (For April Munch/Egg Hunt)
Publish 5 Etsy Listings
Sweep Floors (
Laundry
Make a Scavenger Hunt List
Take Pics of wooden necklaces for Etsy
Get Relly to send payment for T3WD Vendor Fee (Sept 11)
Prep Fridge for Master's return (add carbonated water to crisper, juice, flavored water, etc)
Offset, maybe broken
I may have broken my lathe.
I was turning a piece of wenge, a brown and black wood that I thought was beautiful, but now in my mind I use words like angry, hateful, vengeful. And vicious to describe it. The wood caught and sent a chunk flying while I was turning it to round. It caught a few more times while I was doing this, and during one of them, my lathe offset. I don't think it is off center, it's a much different problem. The sanding disk which is connected to the live center metal turning piece, will continue to move about an inch after I stop the turning stock. And when I turn the lathe on, I can hear the jolt as the sanding disk doesn't start rotating with the rest and is suddenly brought up to speed after an impact forces it. I asked Matt to look at it yesterday, and he said that he would, that it might just need a locking screw put in place, or it could be unsafe to work on altogether. I don't think he has worked on it yet.
So, I can't use the lathe for anything until he has cleared it for me. And he sleeps stupid late, and takes naps.
Plus, my allergies have been bad last night and are today. I think I must not have had a good seal on my respirator, because I could smell the wenge while I was turning it. (It smells like a pub bathroom, I'm not joking. Like beer and stale piss)
Speaking of that evil wenge, I literally could not wipe the dust off myself like normal when I was done, every piece of it clung to my clothes with sharp splinter edges, and would stick me when I tried.
Saturday, March 19, 2016
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