Thank you, Master.

Little things are falling together.

Master's clothes were easy to pack because I folded all his clothes a week ago or so for a different trip he was taking. Now all the laundry in the laundry room was already sorted, by his, mine, towels, and linens. It was so easy to move my possible clothes out of all the other stuff, because that was DONE for me already. 

It was done, because he stepped up as my Master, and started using me as his slave. He started noticing the orders he gave me. He respected the orders he gave me. When he told me to be up at 9:30 to get him up at ten, he respected and honored the sacrifice I made to obey (because getting out of bed early is HARD) and in turn, got up as well. 

He told me to do certain things, especially keeping the coffee pot ready the night before, and when I forgot a few days, he set me straight.

He is keeping my head on my shoulders by not allowing me to get too mouthy. He lets me vent a little, but then it's back to business, and I had better be obedient or there will be consequences. And I don't doubt him. I know that he is willing and able to do what it takes to keep me in my place.

And I love and respect him for it! 

This is the toughest week we have together each year, and we have made it much farther with much less strife than we normally have, and this year we both have a lot of stressful things riding us. It is amazing to see how much we accomplish together, it's amazing to see my master shine as co producer of this event.

Thank you so much. Master. 

Without you bringing us together this past month, I don't know how we would have made it this far. We've accomplished so much, that normally takes all our time! Thank you for directing my focus, and helping me stay steady.

I love you.

Wednesday's List

9 am - alarm 

Pack all leathers (in their own backpack?)

- collars, bracelets, vests, chaps, boots, hankys

Pack her toybag and bondage toys. Hood, spreader bar, cuffs, dildoes or plugs

Pack her clothing

Finish lignum flogger or be very sad

Choose what toys to take to LHC to "show off"

Wash crock pot

Pack kitchen things

- cooking utensils, spices, sauces, cup, bowl, spoon, forks, knife, LHC mug, her mug

- sugar, creamer

Make "to buy when we get there" list:

Bread

Pork loin

Case of Dr Pepper

Crate of bottled water

Chips 

Move these things to car or truck

- LHC donations

- his toybag

- her toybag

- leathers

- party supplies, somewhere easy to access.

- clothes if possible

2 PM hair appointment. Leave before 1 PM

Move toiletries into box for fast Thursday packing (razors and blades) hair brush.

Other stuff to pack:

Relly meds

Relly pillow

Emily softie

Emily blanket

Emily jae wolf

Electronics- ecig, phones, tablet, Chargers, power strip, etc

CONDOMS

Trash bags for clothes and trash 

Tuesday list

Pack dog stuff:

Crates

Dog food

Dog food and water bowls

Treats

Blankets

Buy collars and leashes at dollar tree for easy walking. (Relly do solo?) and nail polish remover.

Prepare auction items and books for packing. Erotic books from closet.

Party stuff too.

Pack and gather leathers 

Collars

Bracelets

Boots

Chaps

Vests

Hankys

Wet sand Redheart flogger?

Write dog care list during drive, then work on necklaces.

To take with to hickory:

Any video game Relly doesn't want that dad might like

Nora Roberts books for nana

Moms makeup, bag, and nail polish, bag of smell good wood?

Necklace for faith

Any shirts for Sam this time?

Take dogs to hickory, arrive at 5 pm ish

Home by 8 or 9 pm

Pack LHC auction stuff into trunk

Pack her toybag, his other toys, her bondage toys

Move toiletries to bathroom counter. Razors and blades.

Pack makeup bag, nail polish, nail polish remover.

Add falls to lignum flogger

Add wet coat to Redheart?

Rely to do

Possibly this is due tonight? So since  don't know for sure, I'm doing it. 

Sort toy bag for LHC

Clean dusty cage

Find and pack leathers, His and hers

Pack as much clothes as you can 

Clean out car

Send silent auction docs to Matt

Drink coffee

Sex wife. 

Put collar on wife

Be in charge. Do not shy from punishments. 

Think about what you want to pack, what you will need for event. Make a list!

Purpleheart guitar picks update

After being shaped to the outline shape. 

More shaping to get the edges ground down. 

Took about 2 hours. 

And after an hour of sanding, I have the 14 on the left sanded to 80 grit. And 26 or so to go. This is a very long process and I don't know if these will be done by LHC or not. If I work hard, I hope I will finish them in time.

But I am done for tonight. I am tired, and my wrist and fingertips hurt. 

I had a bad dream last night.

several really weird dreams, but

the one that is fucking with me is that I dreamed you had a new personality, and somehow it got into my head.

And when he switched... into me, I was still there, but I couldn't see anything. my vision went black. Not as if I was blind, but as if something was put over my eyes. But he was out, and I could feel my skin, and then he started to take over and it was suddenly scary and i started to fight to see how strong he was, to get back out. I was able to see again briefly but then I lost, and it was dark and I didn't know how long it was dark or what had happened at all.

and I don't know his name.

and later in the same dream someone was trying to murder me. and I was fighting him as hard as I could and I was losing. he was either going to drown me or suffocate me with plastic so i couldn't make noise, he wanted me to be quiet so I couldn't get help. I started screaming for you, for andrew, kyle, mikkal, luke and timmy even... and even this other personality because even if he switched to me I thought it would help, i thought he would be stronger.



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And now Danny is acting weird and freaking out, wanting to claim us, make sure nothing else shows up, to prove we are his. And I want to come wake you up but I don't even --know what I would say

To do

Wake up at 10 am.

Start coffee.

Serve coffee with collar between 10:30 and 11 am.

Take pills, use nasal spray. 

Walk dogs

Start breakfast. Breakfast bowl? 

Take pictures of paddle, and pendants.

String pendants for necklaces! 

Take more pictures.

Take pictures of guitar picks I spent hours on last night. 

Feed dogs, and dusty.

Pack Relly an overnight bag just in case. 

Update blog with LHC inventory now that all items have been listed.

Start filling out LHC auction sheets by hand.

Write another story because I have one in mind :) and I think he will love it. 

Pendant update.

Sanding to 320

Adding a coat of wipe on poly. 

And now that they are finished, I have to make necklaces and put them on those! Pictures when those are finished as well.

Paddle update

Sanded to 320

Added coat one of poly.

Added 2nd and last coat of polyurethane. 

Now to wait 24 hours for it to dry. No pictures, because I was exhausted by the time I finished! Was in the garage 3 hours!

Pictures of finished items to be posted soon!

2nd day he's been home

Still no collar. 

Sad face.

picture to send to matt so he can print

Salmon with Asian booze.

Teriyaki salmon

Ingredients

• 2 salmon fillets with skin (3/4 inch thickness; skin will hold the flesh together while cooking.)
• Salt
• Freshly ground black pepper
• 1 Tbsp. flour 
• ½ Tbsp. olive oil
• 1 Tbsp. butter
• 1 Tbsp. sake (or dry sherry)

Seasonings

• 1 Tbsp. sake (or dry sherry)
• 1 Tbsp. mirin (or 1 Tbsp. sake + 1 tsp. sugar)
• 1 Tbsp. sugar
• 2 Tbsp. soy sauce
  
  

Instructions

1. Combine the ingredients for Seasonings and mix well until the sugar is mostly dissolved (or you can microwave for seconds). Rinse the salmon and pat dry. Season the salmon with salt and black pepper on both sides.
   
2. In a frying pan, add the olive oil and melt the butter over medium heat. Don’t burn the butter. If the flying pan gets too hot, reduce heat or remove from the heat temporally.
3. Add the salmon fillets, skin side on the bottom. Cook the salmon until it is cooked through.
4. Add the Seasonings to a separate pan and heat up. Add flour, slowly sprinkling and stirring it until thoroughly mixed.
   
5. When the sauce thickens, turn off the heat. Pour into a cup to put on the side, or spoon over the salmon. Plate the salmon and serve immediately.
   
   

9/23 - next Tuesday. 9/30 ?

List for Relly 9/23 -  9/30some

10 or 15 items

Wash crock pot by hand and lid

Wash that really rusty pan by hand please. 

Play with the wife. Maybe. 

Play punishment for something really silly for the wife.

Spray perimeter for bugs. Please. 

Sex. 

Sit down for maintenance together. 

Llama. 

Read the erotica. 

Nail polish, Tuesday. 5th color?

Tiny chip on my thumb! 

Must repaint! Ugh. 

Final picture of nails.

 

But before I could take a good picture, I had these adventures.

And 

Love you!

Before starting my day

I'll take a picture of my toes, since I painted them while you were gone. 

I know you like this pretty red a lot! 

To do Tuesday

Fold clothes on couch and put away

Shower and shave and condition

Paint nails. Take pictures before and after

Make bed on couch for Relly

Take other pictures. Special.

Take pills

Walk dogs

Eat

Other garage stuff.

Oh great. So this paddle is coated in enough glue to rebuild China, too. 

Maybe matt's heat gun will be useful in this situation. 

Also, my paddle is out here too. It needs a touch up sanding and a few coats of tung oil. Because it's mine, so I should take care of it.

And I cut all of these while I was outside, too. So, these guys get shaped, sanded, sanded, sanded some more, a hole drilled in each, more sanding, and then a few coats of oil, more sanding, and some clear coat on that. THEN they will be ready to put on a necklace, which takes 5 or ten minutes each. 

My other pandanus should be dry tomorrow, and then I can sand them with 340, before their hopefully, final clear coat. 

And tomorrow I will also be able to work on the paddle some more.

But I will likely be working on the house, because I want it to be really nice for my Master when he comes home. And I still have a lot of laundry to fold, because I haven't done that yet. Can't do it when I'm covered in dust, and I forget to do it before I go out into the garage.

Restoring paddle number 2 - progress.

This thing is evil. It has a full layer of hot glue underneath the white leather.

And something written in sharpie. 

Finally got the leather off of one side. I had to use pliers.

And the leather came off the other side. Looks like a sticker that says "ms. Southeast Olympus." And part of the word "master" underneath. 

Honesty makes you stronger. MP. 

And I now have a fucked up chisel and one side of this is clean enough to sand.

I am not doing this tonight. I will finish getting the glue off it tomorrow. 

Fuck glue.

Clean up project inside house. His desk.

I sorted and cleaned and put away so many things! 

On the floor to the left is a box that used to hold chips, and now holds all of Luke's (big) random toys. 

On the table next to that, are two boxes with snacks, 

a loot crate box filled with all of Relly's gun toys, and on the big box next to that is a box holding a cup of pens, and all of Relly's E-cig stuff that was littering the desk. 

Also, a pile of IMPORTANT papers for Relly to sort when he gets home. 

Note desk area is basically clean other than my lunch. 

3 boxes of Relly's loot that he wants to trade. Have NOT added these items to swap website yet.

Dunno for sure which things are to trade and which are not. Also a couple other questions about these stuffs too. 

but overall, much less mess, and more organization. 

Pork something, in crock pot.

Crockpot Brown Sugar Balsamic Glazed Pork Tenderloin

Serves: 6

Ingredients

• 2 pounds Pork tenderloin
• 1 teaspoon Ground sage
• ½ teaspoon Salt
• ¼ teaspoon Pepper
• 1 clove Garlic; crushed
• ½ cup Water
• ½ cup Brown sugar
• 1 tablespoon Cornstarch
• ¼ cup Balsamic Vinegar
• ½ cup Water
• 2 tablespoons Soy sauce

Instructions

1. Mix together the seasonings: sage, salt, pepper, and garlic.
2. Rub over tenderloin. I did NOT rub the gross smelling mixture of spices and garlic bits onto the meat. I mixed the spices in with 1 cup hot water in the crock pot, and when I added the meat, I swirled it around until the spices were coating it. Place ½ cup water in slow cooker; place tenderloin in slow cooker.
3. Cook on low for 6-8 hours.

1. hour before the roast is finished, mix together the ingredients for the glaze in a small sauce pan: brown sugar, cornstarch, balsamic vinegar, water, soy sauce.

1. Heat over medium and stir until mixture thickens, about 4 minutes.

1. Brush roast with glaze 2 or 3 times during the last hour of cooking. (For a more caramelized crust: remove from crockpot and place on aluminum lined sheet pan, glaze, and set under broiler for 1-2 minutes until bubbly and caramelized. Repeat 2 to 3 more times until desired crust is achieved.)

I stirred this, and then poured all of the glaze over it, mixing it in. As I did not like the salty sweet glaze, I set some aside for myself, and continued cooking it on stovetop after adding dale's sauce and worstershire sauce.  We will see if it is delicious!

1. Serve with remaining glaze on the side.

Two meals for this week.

Cook time

10 mins

Total time

15 mins

Teriyaki salmon

Author: Namiko Chen

Ingredients

• 2 salmon fillets with skin (3/4 inch thickness; skin will hold the flesh together while cooking.)
• Salt
• Freshly ground black pepper
• 1 Tbsp. flour (* see the note below for why using flour)
• ½ Tbsp. olive oil
• 1 Tbsp. butter
• 1 Tbsp. sake (or dry sherry)

Seasonings

• 1 Tbsp. sake (or dry sherry)
• 1 Tbsp. mirin (or 1 Tbsp. sake + 1 tsp. sugar)
• 1 Tbsp. sugar
• 2 Tbsp. soy sauce
  

Instructions

1. Combine the ingredients for Seasonings and mix well until the sugar is mostly dissolved (or you can microwave for seconds). Rinse the salmon and pat dry. Season the salmon with salt and black pepper on both sides.
   
2. Sprinkle ½ Tbsp. of flour on one side of salmon and spread evenly. Flip over and sprinkle the rest of flour on the other side. Gently remove the excess flour.
   
3. In a frying pan, add the olive oil and melt the butter over medium heat. Don’t burn the butter. If the flying pan gets too hot, reduce heat or remove from the heat temporally.
   
4. Add the salmon fillets, skin side on the bottom. Cook the salmon for 3 minutes, or until the bottom side is nicely browned.
   
5. Add sake and cover with lid. Steam the salmon for 3 minutes, or until it's cooked through. Remove the salmon to a plate.
   
6. Add the Seasonings to the pan and heat up. When the sauce starts to boil, add salmon back in the pan and spoon the sauce over the salmon.
   
7. When the sauce thickens, turn off the heat. Plate the salmon e on warmed plate and serve immediately.
   

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Crockpot Brown Sugar Balsamic Glazed Pork Tenderloin

Serves: 6

Ingredients

• 2 pounds Pork tenderloin
• 1 teaspoon Ground sage
• ½ teaspoon Salt
• ¼ teaspoon Pepper
• 1 clove Garlic; crushed
• ½ cup Water
• ½ cup Brown sugar
• 1 tablespoon Cornstarch
• ¼ cup Balsamic Vinegar
• ½ cup Water
• 2 tablespoons Soy sauce

Instructions

1. Mix together the seasonings: sage, salt, pepper and garlic.
2. Rub over tenderloin. Place ½ cup water in slow cooker; place tenderloin in slow cooker.
3. Cook on low for 6-8 hours.
4. hour before the roast is finished, mix together the ingredients for the glaze in a small sauce pan: brown sugar, cornstarch, balsamic vinegar, water, soy sauce.
5. Heat over medium and stir until mixture thickens, about 4 minutes.
6. Brush roast with glaze 2 or 3 times during the last hour of cooking. (For a more caramelized crust: remove from crockpot and place on aluminum lined sheet pan, glaze, and set under broiler for 1-2 minutes until bubbly and caramelized. Repeat 2 to 3 more times until desired crust is achieved.)
7. Serve with remaining glaze on the side.

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To do

My day list.

Get dressed, take pills, nasal spray, brush hair.

Start water boiling. 

Pour and make tea. 

Move the two other LHC paddles to the work room
Move my paddle to workroom.

Walk dogs. 
Unload dishwasher

Load dishwasher.

Make tea. Make breakfast. Eat breakfast and drink tea. Play hearthstone.

Get pork into crock pot.  2 PM

Take pictures of pork food for blog. 

sand pendants to 340 grit. Wear respirator. Take pictures.

Take pictures of paddles before beginning work on them.

Paddle. Something. Pictures.

Take a short break.

Walk dogs. 
Clean up leather in bedroom

Check mail. 

Drink lots of water.

Wipe on poly to pendants. 

Pictures. Nail polish? 

Begin work on guitar picks, if there is time. pictures.

Update LHC inventory of auction items.

Email copies of things to be printed to Relly and major

Fold towels

Make couch up with blanket and sheets.

Make bed, with sheets and new pillowcases.

Wash crock pot for pork stuff.

Walk dogs before bed

Shave legs! Hubby home tomorrow. Condition hair again. 

Drawing for another strap bondage fantasy

Erotic non rope bondage scene Part Two

Helpless. 

There is nothing to do, no way out, no escape. I  am naked, gagged, my arms are strapped together behind my back, elbows touching, and my legs are tied together, knees under me. I am on a mattress, face down, ass up, and my Master is using me. No safeword, only my slavery. It's thrilling, and the pain is overwhelming my senses. 

He is holding my arms, pulling my body back, pulling my ass onto his dick over and over. Every thrust is all the way into me, and I feel like a line of rubber bands being stretched repeatedly to the tightest they can go without breaking. The silver lining is that at the very deepest part of each thrust is starting to feel really pleasurable. It still feels like I am being torn open from the inside out, one layer at a time, but at least I am feeling that sweet pain that gets me off. I focus on this feeling, the rhythm beating into me. 

useful

I  ache, and my shoulders hurt from being pulled back so tightly and supporting my weight. I use my pain like he is using me. The throbbing pushes me. I need to get off. I wish I could beg him to touch my breasts, to play with my nipples. This isn't about you. I am being used, it doesn't matter what I want. But I am so close! And so is he, as he starts thrusting harder, with more urgency, and moves his hands to hold my hips in place instead of pulling me backward. I  desperately want my cunt filled, too. I want something inside me to get off onto. It isn't to be. I can feel, dripping down my legs. It hurts so much, I want to scream, but with the gag, it just sounds like a loud exhale. The pain forces itself into my thoughts, occuping my mind. 

it hurts, it HURTS.

oh fuck

My world is only my pain, that brief flash of good pain, and serving his pleasure. My world is pain. And that pain gets me off, over and over. Every time, the pain increases unbearably, and the light darkens. 

When he gets his, I feel him expands in my deepest parts and I don't think I can take it, but I do. I take all the pain he gives me.

He stands and looks at me, and when my eyes open, I see a satisfied expression. 

After he cleans up, he releases my legs enough that I can unbend my legs, but not spread them, and he lays back down beside me, and holds me for a few minutes. I think he is enjoying that I still have his cum in me, and that I am gagged and can't complain about it. He lets me out slowly, so that I have a chance to adjust to being free again. After I've cleaned up as well, I move the mattress back onto the bed and we go to bed for the night together. 

Nail polish # fucking 4 since Master left. Sunday

My fingernails after sanding. Ugh. 

 And I got a sandpapercut. 

So, I did something bright and happy!

And cheerful.

And yes, I am pooping. 

What better thing to do while my nail polish dries?

Sunday, pendant progress

Sanded to 220 grit, and added 2 coats of tung oil. Better pictures tomorrow when they are dry! 

Will sand with 340 tomorrow, then do a final coat with wipe-on polyurethane. 

Spent over an hot sanding these so I hope they look awesome when I'm done!

Songs

Jet pack blues - fall out boy

Troublemaker - olly murs 

Sunday paddle progress

Before sanding up to 220

After wet sanding to 220.

Added flood coat of  tung oil finish. And 2nd coat of oil 30 minutes later to saturate wood.