Blog after letter

He told me after our argument (4-9-12) that after cuddling, He realized that I'm what he has been looking for in TV and video games. I'd been feeling seriously ignored for weeks, and it was getting to me. As promised, things changed.

• He actually spanked me as a punishment, and told me beforehand that I was being punished and what it was for. 

• He had sex with me for me without making me feel like it was. It was amazing. On the second day atfer this, He called me "slave" and ordered me to come. I said no, but my body responded to Him anyways, even though i said "I can't." He's done it twice since and it worked both times. Once He did it over and over even though I was absolutely exhausted I kept coming. And He got me to come while masturbating me. 

• He used a nonsexual toy and fucked me with it! =D

• He shoved a golf ball in me and fucked me with it in. 

• We've spent hours talking which we haven't done in ages. 

• He has made me feel so loved and grateful the past week.

 I can't wait to start training more seriously with the way He's been!

- I still haven't typed up the MAsT: Notes from the 2nd meeting.