The Memorial was really hard at first, but I got to see a lot of family I hadn't seen in years.
Got a ride to the memorial w/ Brittany. Rode home with Grandma and Grandpa.
Had a lot of crying/arguing today. I don't know what all is going on with me. Maybe it was anxiety from calling people, or going to a family gathering that was centered around death.
All I know is that I feel much calmer and at ease now that we're at home, and the pressure is off. I'm kind of level now. It's like a calmer version of numb I guess if I have to define it. I'm not really excited about Easter tomorrow, but I don't feel worried about it.
We're going to the early service tomorrow. Well, I am. Andrew hasn't woke up from His nap yet, so I haven't told Him I want to go to it. It's really important to me though, so I'm willing to go alone if He's tired in the morning.
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