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Master left for SELF 2015 today. Last night he surprised me with sex. I wasn't in the mood, I was too tired, I didn't feel like it, etc... He talked me into it, and I am so glad he did! It was a quickie, ten minutes or less, and he got me off FOUR TIMES. That has never happened before. Ever. It used to be impossible for me to get off, or almost impossible. I considered myself to be one of those girls who just don't come. I had a mental wall I would hit when I masturbated, and I still have a lot of trouble masturbating. Master has brought me to a point where he can get me off, apparently easily. Anyway. I was talking about something. Oh yeah, the sex.   So it hurt when he went into me at first but he was forceful and it hurt just perfectly that when he started fucking me, I was on the verge of coming almost immediately. Well I could still here the echo of my voice saying that I wasn't in the mood for sex, and I didn't want to admit at the moment how absolutely my body was thinking about release, so I just... Let go on my own, without asking. The next wave was a slow steady buildup, and I was afraid I had lost the current for a minute, but when it built back up, it built up to knock me over. I said please so many times before I could concentrate to actual ask, and he made me ask before he let me come. And the next one was another minute or so away.  It took some work for him to force the next one, and I was begging, for sure. Then it was his turn and I could tell and he came and right before he pulled out of me, after the wonderful moment when I know I am a good girl today and I have done my duty by my man, I felt a sudden oh my gosh moment where I knew that I could come, right then, right away without any more work and there was no time, it was the perfect moment! So... I did. A small one, but it felt awesome. 

And I was giggly and happy and ... I said sorry. He knew about the last one. But not the first one. He said he will punish me for one of them when he gets back from SELF but the other one, I had to get up in my catlike I want to stay here and not move forever mood to grab his drink as punishment. 

I think that was the quickie that blew both our minds. FOUR times! I'm still stunned. My Master is amazing, and he took care of me because he knew I would need it while he was gone.

I love Him. So much. I miss him right now, and I can't wait until he gets back home on Monday.