Went to Major's on Christmas Eve, Master was very nervous and worrying and all that. Has been making himself sick worrying. After Christmas morning, he has been getting better, seizure and worry wise steadily since. We've had great sex, we've hugged, we've talked!! It makes me so happy.
For Christmas I got
Anvil
Nuclear PJ pants
A huge lollipop
4 awesome candles
2 knives
Chocolate! sunflower seeds and gum.
The first Gor novel!!!!
A rainbow hedgehog named Holly.
gloves x4
a saw for dowel rods
some other tool stuff
a cork board
An amazing and sexy sports bra that I'm wearing right now
A beautiful dress
Boxes of sexy boy short panties. can't wait to wear ALL of them
Foundation
black nail polish
Jack and Sally (nightmare before christmas) lipstick and nail polish, black and red. Works great.
Foundation x2! the right color.
and lots of peanut butter filled chocolates for Lace
A black jacket from Tom, wearing it everywhere it looks great and is a good thing to wear under my coat.
I know I missed stuff, but those were some of my favorites.
This Christmas I got so many things I wanted and everything has been looking up.
We've been at Matt's since the night before Christmas. Have been going home every day to walk the dogs and trade out clothes, and get showers.
HAD SEX!!! awesome sex that left me in the shower, giggling and wanting to suck dick and stick more things inside myself, also I left a huge pool of blood and cum in the shower floor. It was beautiful. My husband is the best in the world. He really loves me and gets me the things I want and need and takes care of me.
Also, I realized once he was feeling better that I've been feeling resentful of following his orders. Yes, he has a tendency to not care what I'm doing, but I kept sighing and rolling my eyes and giving reasons why I shouldn't go do it. And I caught myself, and asked him to be a little more on me about it. TO help me serve my Master the way I should. He's been giving orders at slightly irritating times since then on purpose, to test me, to make it a sacrifice every time I serve, so that I know I'm doing it for him and not for me. SO that he knows my obedience is a gesture of love.
I'm so happy to have my Master back.
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