He's been working on training me not to toss my kleenex randomly when I'm done with them. This whole week. I was very upset at first, I felt micromanaged and babied. Naw, after it's happened a few times, I realize He's taken it upon Himself to help me get to where I want to be - to make me better- He just didn't tell me first. And He shouldn't have to. I should just obey. That's my job. (Yes, another religious reference to me.)
I'm restricted to my room today. With a few exceptions like food, bathroom, chores.
This morning's "present a toy" protocol ended VERY well. We were both awake, but on our way back to sleep. Susy asked Him to snuggle, and He lifted the blanket so we could. Susy quickly pulled down her pants to her knees, and then scooted in close. He laughed and started humping me, and then pulled down His boxers, as well. Soon we were fucking, kinda. I got so turned on when He grabbed my nipple, and started thinking about last night, I begged Him not to fuck my cunt. He had already started using my cunt, but only to get His dick wet - literally. He fucked me in the ass (I asked because I said "I don't deserve sex") and pulled out on purpose serveral times so He'd have to push it back in and hurt me, and then He dumped His cum into my ass. I was so wet, and He let me come once as well. It was great sex.
After, I suggested that He keep me in a heightened state of humiliation/horny for the rest of the week to remind me of my place as a toy - that His needs come before mine. That He only fuck my ass or face until this weekend.
He seemed to like the idea as He fell asleep, but I don't know if He wants to do it or not. If He does, then I'm not allowed to touch myself either.
-Update. He doesn't remember agreeing to that, so I'm allowed to masturbate! =D *Happy Dance*
inspection soon
No comments:
Post a Comment