12-4-11 @ Lfet - Awarding Major his Leather Vest (backposted)

We gave Major his leather vest today! I've been keeping it so secret we didn't even blog about it in case he accidentally saw our blog/so if he asked what I was writing about, he wouldn't get suspicious (I don't keep secrets very well).
I finally cried. I've been trying not to since I couldn't at the presentation today. If I had cried then, that was appropriate, but it seemed inappropriate to carry that strong emotional need to cry with me for the rest of the day until I finally had something make me cry, be it pain, anger, or the original happy reason. I feel that is bad, be/cause I will/could be bratty in order to get that cry out.

-What made me cry finally was when Major put all his prized leather possession on a shelf in his room, and then I suddenly realized that he had the cloth he used on my face when he waterboarded me on the shelf with his other important leather memories.- 

Master is speaking with Major about putting a collar of protection on me. I'm not completely sure what that entails, so it makes me nervous (I inspired Master to want this by saying that I'm comfortable enough around Major to answer direct questions with "Sir") that I may have just made my life more difficult.

Daddy bought me sexy bee shoes!They're yellow and black striped with a bumble bee button. High heels, but they're comfortable for heels. I love them and was surprised Daddy could afford to buy them for me after getting Major his vest. (The Community chipped in, but IDK how much we ended up paying on it as well.)

We may work on protocols today. The protocol class has made some things that we do a bit more transparent to each other, and we want to work on it while it's still fresh.