We went to my mom's house today. She wants us to help her move my Nana + moving van THIS weekend. No warning. STRESS! Now it's next weekend instead of this one. hooha.
I'm still some sick. Nose and coughing. And some stomach sick. Food makes me unhappy.
The toy presenting didn't go as planned, but He enjoyed it. If left me horny.
We've been talking about protocol a LOT. He knows to watch for Susy testing His boundaries.
My inspection tonight was intense.
It made me feel vulnerable, property-esque, and surprisingly uncomfortable. It was a HUGE turn-on, but also made me very clingy/needy.
He put me in Position Five on the bed and checked my legs, cunt, and butt. Then Position Two with my arms above my head, and He checked my hair and armpits. I felt so unhuman, like a piece of furniture or an animal. It made me feel like I must Hush, answer only direct questions, and keep my eyes straight ahead or face the wrath. I would really LOVE to keep this intensity for all inspections.
What I wasn't prepared for was the clinginess it put into me. It made me want a very intimate fucking.
Instead, He fingered me, and my ass, and sat me on His face for a quick 69. I was upset, but swallowed anyway after a quick check/reminder that I had no choice. He put me in Position Two beside the bed and we talked in depth about what had happened.
Assignment:
Write out protocol detailing what an inspection should cover/be like.
Bonus: Write erotica on inspection.
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Request of Master:
I would like a restricted day tomorrow.
I would like to be allowed restricted access to the rest of the house, and "grounded" (in a good way) to my room unless using the bathroom/kitchen, on doing housework/laundry.
My intended goal with this restriction is to finish all assignments and clean our bedroom by the days end.
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I had very much hoped for sex with the inspection due to it's intimate nature. Him blowing His load in my mouth was humiliating, He was rubbing my face in (quite literally) the fact that He would not fuck me, and I was only going to be used for Him tonight.
If He had used this right, it could have been a huge turn-on. He isn't into humiliating me, so I didn't like it either. - BUT I could have.
(I'm wet just writing about it... Maybe some day.)
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