2nd try at May blog stuff

had a in bed role play session with my husband, the DM. My character, Opal L had a conversation with Laurel Silverhand about how she came by her powers and became a Chosen of Mystra.
It was magical, my husband is such a good storyteller that I felt like I was a small female gnome in bed with the human female open lord of waterdeep, both of us with feelings of cameraderie, playfulness, and romance between each other. The emotions were palpable and I honestly didn’t want it to end.  I even dreamed about that emotion.

Had sex last night, after a full day. Had my collar on, messed up the first bite protocol and had to wait to eat, (we went to Cajun yard dog and had some amazing fish, I had swordfish and it was delicious), had a few more moments together as master and slave, bought a stuffed animal with birthdate of our anniversary.
So when we got to the sex I felt and wanted to feel so close to and owned and protected. And we played a little before and during, with some choking and stuff. And it was intense because I felt that connection and need and desperate want to have him farther inside me to drive us as close together as possible. And pain, I loved it.



Review of random overall life stuff:


And I’m still bleeding, ugh. No worries though.

We have helped major move, twice. Helped Shea and the Gent move two days, helped dan move 3 days, helped tori and Geoff move 4 days so far, helped the game store owner move his shop. In the past 12 months.

Sela gets fixed end of this month. Sam graduates this month, twice. Sela has to lose 5 lbs this month. Event end of this month. Mother’s Day, birthdays x3 or more. Visit to Alabama.

I am so tired of being an adult and want to do a bunch of the things I feel embarrassed to do alone, but did as a kid. I want to play. I want to sit and pick grass, I want to fly a kite, I want to dig holes and plant things!

I want to do more woodcarving but I’m terrified my wrists won’t be able to take it.

And I don’t know how to do all the things I want in the time I want to do them. It seems impossible!