Wednesday, October 30, 2013

I am having a very difficult time not being pissed at carly.

She is doing the least work possible at all times so she can sit on her ass and play wow.

She put meat in the freezer yesterday and didn't put it in a freezer bag. so now it is literally freezer-burned a day later when i need to use it.

she did the dishes in the kitchen (washed them) and left them wet and dripping on the counter.
She didn't even get the dishes from the living room before sitting back down to wow. they're still beside her.


SHE DOES NOT GET CREDIT FOR THE KITCHEN BEING CLEAN WHEN i AM DONE WITH DINNER. I DO.

I put in the work to finish the things she left because she "doesn't know what to do with them"

I put away the spices, and the random dishes and threw away the trash on the counter and cleaned out the fridge and picked up the dirty dishes from all the rooms in the house (except the ones sitting right beside her)

And she has an attitude about it. I told her yesterday to put away the groceries so that she would know what we have. And she did it as quickly as possible and went back to wow.


And the trash in the kitchen is her responsibility an it's overflowing and I am so mad, but it's petty for me to throw my food scraps in it and make her clean it up later.



But I want to.

I want to stay quiet until I'm done cooking, adn then go in there and do as many fucking push-ups as I can. then take a break, and then do more.  I want to push so hard and so many times that she learns a lesson.


I'm so angry. And I don't know how to process it, because he doesn't seem to think it's that bad, but I was the one who had to go behind her and fix it so I had space to cook.   and it hurts.

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