Racist Friday

no, not really. i know thats not what black friday means. i wonder if my aunt sarah (she's in town) got to go shopping like she wanted.

we went (jake, Master and i) to urgent care yesterday so that He could learn a very important lesson:
"If you pick at it when it hurts, eventually something will get infected."

and

"leave it alone, soak it, take pain meds, and (whatever you do) don't touch it!"


oh and i heard this recently "my wife and i decided when we got married that I would make all the major decisions, and she would make all the minor ones. We've done pretty well. In the thirty years we've been married, we haven't had one major decision!"

Master is going to work overtime, and I'm going to take Him His things, and some money so He can buy a drink and such.

sometimes I wonder if there are submissive tops. that sounds redundant, but sometimes Master will look to me about a decision, and sometimes, just for a brief second, I feel like I'm in charge because of His trust in my opinions and logic. :) It makes me wonder if there are dominants who are masochistic, and submissive who are sadistic- if they just switch roles in public for appearance sake, but the dominant is subtly leading. I know of "topping from the bottom" but this is looked down on, and means having a pushy submissive who needs to be disciplined, not something that is thought out ahead of time and counted on.

I miss my Master. I can't wait to go see him around 5AM. that's when the store opens, He was supposed to get off work at 6am, but He wanted the available overtime.  I miss Him so much. I slept most of the night, I feel like a bum, and I'm still so tired! (and horny).

He told me to take all our money with me, just in case we want to buy something. I'm worried about walking up there at night with all that money. I can't find the mace or the cop-stick. Luckily it's not very cold though, and didn't bother me at all when I walked the dogs, even though I have wet hair.

Oh yeah, my period only lasted like two days. It was nice.

Thank You God!
no, really. I'm thankful that I wasn't bleeding on Thanksgiving, and that I was able to focus and help mom through it. She went a little nuts and I brought her back to earth long enough to get everything cooked and stuff.

Oh. Jake said I can sing. It made me shy when he said it, but I was so happy to have him say that, it made me feel so awesome. I really needed it. I'm thankful for my big brother, too! He's the best one I think I could ever get!

oh and jakejake, you can be thankful all year long, it's just that people don't voice it until this time of year.


i'm so sleepy. well, time to get off my ass and clean a bit.